Parks And Recreation

All sounds good to me or so I say to be set free But over time it eats its way in through the dome Not in the moment but it manifests at home Oh I give myself some grief on whether to back my own belief 'Cos if I do it's the wrong hill on which to die And if I don't it's another chance that I let fly If it's something I want; it's something I need Still it always failed to get me on my knees And if it's somewhere I never thought to look Or one of these memories that at the time I mistook Oh I disagree, always took what's in front of me But over time I feel I've really let it go By playing it off that I never gave a fuck at all To the point where it now feels I've got the arse end of the deal Pushed about by my own doubt I'd do it wrong It's just this overwhelming urge to get along If it's something I want; it's something I need Still it always failed to get me on my knees And if it's something I don't feel is good Then I'll exercise my right to switch it up I changed my way of thinking it put me in the groove With this positive of a mental attitude But I have to admit something It almost ground me down Only so many ways that you can play this out I've been holding on for so long Holding on for so long, tryna see it through Said i'd keep it joyful, won't be nothing blue But after such a long tenure, had to take a sip Could you hold on for 10 years and never lose your grip I've been holding on for so long

I always say too much but never enough I skip over the stuff that means the most to me Don't forget to take it in stop, look, listen's The best advice I inadvertently received I know you want to Plan your stance for every fleeting glance Whether it's at a disco dance Or in Paris, Fr romantically 'Cause I've been coming on It's not getting easier Wake up at the dawn Of the same day I left sleeping but I don't feel like I said I did It's all about them One stop shops and two shot drops Some flick through three TikTok's before coming off to be The person you can't face but can never replace May as well seize the day rather than give it away to fear And I know you want to Plan the ways in which you mis behave Whether it's at a warehouse rave or Aladdin's cave Allez, Allez, Allez— 'Cause I've been coming on It's not getting easier Wake up at the dawn Of the same day I left sleeping but I don't feel like I said I did I don't feel like I said I did 'Cause I've been coming on It's all getting easier Thanks to all the songs And a second chance to please you but I'll probably get it wrong 'Cause even after all this time Wake up at the dawn Like the ouroboros on and on I don't feel like I said I did 'Cause I don't feel like I said I did

A shot in the dark marks the start of everything beautiful It's never overthought, how could you think up the unthinkable Whatever life throws, whatever it is let it go 'Cos it's no good on your mind so Half of what I said goes out the back window When it comes to my actions Words are so easily said but not so easily done I've been busy looking back When i should have let myself off But i couldn't have, i couldn't have I always open my gob When i shouldn't have, no i shouldn't have Then on one summer's night Life aligns and the beauty overbears you If you know that somethings right Do it. Live it. Feel it. Take the air in I should have let myself off But I couldn't have, I couldn't have I always open my gob When I shouldn't have, no I shouldn't have Leaving was on the tip of my tongue But I stuck about, like I wouldn't have As I thought I'd done you wrong But I mustn't have, no I mustn't have It's like I'd ever want to It's not the the point where we fall through It's just a tiny crack, minor setbacks We could spend the whole night Looking after our insides But what's the fun in that Oh what's the fun in that On the coolest foggy of Saturday nights See someone standing but surely you're not there Now it's a Tuesday morning at dizzy new heights Feel something rushing I think that I might care I should have let myself off But I couldn't have, I couldn't have I always open my gob When i shouldn't have, but this time I mustn't have And it's like I'd ever want to It's not the the point where we fall through It's just a tiny crack, all my minor setbacks We could spend the whole night Just looking after our insides But what's the fun in that Oh what's the fun in that

I feel out my depth from one minute to the next Certain things that i must respect kinda trip me out Feel I might not let myself settle anyway Still doing things but in my own way It all comes trickling out, kinda tricky without But I'm on my own again To think through things that are happening Silence won't be the death of me Surely figure it out Some things do, some things don't Always works out for the best Love the people that know me best But if this lifes to live some things gotta give So I sometimes sit for a minute forget the world Wind hits my face exits through the curls Ask them diamonds and pearls it's a woman's world But I'm on my own again To think through things that are happening Silence won't be the death of me Surely figure it out I don't think anyone knows exactly what they're doing We're all just stood at the bridge heading For a chorus now Like always I'm on my own again To think through things that are happening Silence won't be the death of me Surely figure it out