Paranoid - Head In The Clouds Feet On The Ground

Paranoia di bawah langit yang sama Skizofrenia merangkul umat manusia Satu generasi di ambang distimia Visual statis bergerak distorsi kejiwaan Wajah surga Dunia kini tak akan pernah lagi sama Romantika bencana Dekorasi latar suram Buram Berwarna biru abu Babak-belur tengsungkur Derita pararel mutilasi mimpi Amputasi sosial di era digital Gelimang kejutan kabar menyedihkan Lalu dikhianati oleh ekspetasi setajam belati Turbulensi psikis Gempa divinitas Tiada anastesi Harapan dikebiri Satu tatanan dunia yang terbaru Di bawah satu sistem kebodohan Menyulut rasa sepi yang tak bertepi Spiritualitas yang lemah dan sakit

Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up They wanna rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up Sometimes when I'm on my own And there ain't no one around I feel all alone Laying in my bed I'm a nervous wreck And I wind myself up until I'm vexed Keep telling myself they're out to get me And I ain't sure who, so I make it up Come to my own conclusions, I'm crazy Start thinking up all kinds of stuff Like, fuck my girl, I know she cheating That gold-digger bitch just thieving Act like I don't care but I'm grieving Start switching up for no reason Told myself I ain't got no friends Fuck my people, fuck my ends No rational fool, I'm low I'm paranoid, all I know is they wanna Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up They wanna rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up And then I think about beef Over the years I've had so much grief Whole lot of drama in and out of East Won't let anyone take me for a chief And mans say they got my back But it's really all just chat 'Cause when it all gets on top They leave me alone to scrap And I went to the ends, heard whispers Old friends chatting 'bout kidnapping Now, they hurt my pride and ego I don't care about rap, I'm strapping But the elders told me, ignore it 'Cause I really ain't got time for it And the ghetto, I already saw it I'm in the world now, I gotta explore it I can't let 'em Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up They wanna rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up No guts, no glory, no get, no gain No love, no pain, I'm going insane It's all too much for the brain I'm so paranoid, I feel strange And it's so long-range Been too long, I gotta make some change Fuck the world, I'd rather take some blame Or I could just buy a platinum chain Diamond rings and other shiny things Maybe the bling'll help me maintain Or at least that it help to explain What's my path, am I in the right lane? Why I feel so left out in the rain? Why's it hard, it should be simple and plain All I see when I'm in this game Everybody wanna Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up They wanna rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up Rinse me out, use me up Cuss me down, fuck me up

And honestly I have been begging for answers That you and only you can give to me My voice crying loud I've been crying for days now And as I start to run, I stop to breathe (And I was nearly scared to death) And I was nearly scared to death (By what you left in paragraphs) By what you left in paragraphs (The words were nearly over us) The words were nearly over us You stop and turn and grab your bags And I'll be here by the ocean Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes And every wave drags me to sea I could stand here for hours Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?" With a tear in His voice, He says, "Son, that's the question" Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me? As hours move to minutes And minutes take longer to break I will be desperately awaiting When my tongue won't fall apart And we've been sitting here for hours All alone and in the dark So let me think of to word it Is it too soon to say "perfect"? If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere I'm sure everything would find me All that's left is just to sing I'll be here by the ocean Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes And every wave drags me to sea I could stand here for hours Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?" With a tear in His voice, He says, "Son, that's the question" Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one (but me?) And if you sing to me sweet until then I may never sail Virginia again And as this current moves slow for me This much you must know we'll meet again And I'll have you know I'm scared to death Tell me once again That you will love me to the death And should I die, you swear that you will come for me As I fade away, you reach out your hand (And please don't let me go) And please don't let me go (And please don't let me go) And please don't let me go And I'll be here by the ocean Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes And every wave drags me to sea I could stand here for hours Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?" With a tear in His voice, He says, "Son, that's the question" Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

When there's something just don't feel right Tell yourself to be there When your mama says it ain't right You tell yourself to go there Lost and lonely in the moonlight You tell yourself to be there And then you see a flickering light Tell yourself to go there You say I got my feet on the ground again I found my place and I am here to stay What I see is what I give to you You, You, you, you Saddle up now for the long ride We're gonna do this together We're gonna be leaving on the first light We're gonna do this together We're gonna be going through the cold night We're gonna do this together And everything is gonna be alright We're gonna do this together You say I got my feet on the ground again I found my place and I am here to stay What I see is what I give to you You, you, you I found my place and I am here to stay

Sometimes I wake up and I'm falling asleep I think that maybe the curtains are closing on me But I wake up Yes, I wake up smiling Sometimes I feel, oh, the charge is surprising Surprisingly good to be moving around So I wake up Yes, I wake up smiling So what? I feel fine I'm okay I've seen the lighter side of life But I'm alright I feel good So I'll go I'll try and stop moving Sometimes I wake up and I'm falling asleep But I've got to get going so much that I'm wanting to do But I wake up smiling And this could be my last chance Of saving my innocence And this could be my last chance No more keeping my feet on the ground Sometimes I feel, oh, the charge is surprising Surprisingly good to be moving around And I move I wake up smiling So what? I feel fine I feel okay I've seen the lighter side of life I'm alright, I feel good So I'll go Well, it's time to stop moving And this could be my last chance Of saving my innocence And this could be my last chance So no more keeping my feet on the ground I'm not gonna keep on I'm not gonna keep on I'm not gonna keep on I'm not gonna keep on, oooh