When did I become so numb? When did I lose myself? All the words that leave my tongue Feel like they came from someone else I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed When did I become so cold? When did I become ashamed? (Oh) Where's the person that I know? They must have left They must have left With all my faith I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me Inside I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed, I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die And if life is pain, then I buried mine A long time ago, but it's still alive And it's taking over me, where am I? I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passed by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box, but I'm the one who locked me in Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen I'm paralyzed Where are my feelings? I no longer feel things I know I should I'm paralyzed Where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me, inside I'm paralyzed (yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) Where are my feelings? (Yeah, I'm just so paralyzed) I no longer feel things (I have no feelings) I know I should (oh, how come I'm not moving) (Why are you not moving?) I'm paralyzed (hey, yeah) Where is the real me? (Where is the real me? Where is the real me?) I'm lost and it kills me, inside (I'm paralyzed, I'm paralyzed) I'm paralyzed (I'm paralyzed)

I seem to have flipped A switch And now that it's done I can't feel a thing But that's alright with me You can't hurt me anymore I'm too numb You can't hurt me anymore It's kinda lonely In this desert But it's lonelier When we're together I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I can't move I can't breathe I can't feel But I'm free I don't even need no one Heart turned to a gun Watch me fly into the sun No hesitation I don't even need no one Heart turned to a gun Watch me fly into the sun But I'm free It's kinda lonely In this desert But it's lonelier When we're together I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I can't move I can't breathe But I'm free I can't feel I'm paralyzed

A sense so strong Must've been gritting its teeth since the day I was born Is it a shape or a form? I'd describe it as more of a color, a feeling, a storm That won't leave me alone Like it's living inside of my bones I feel it everywhere, slowly it tunnels its way through the walls Only a matter of time They've got their goals and I've got mine But I'm stuck in this prison of flesh and bone (flesh and bone) Paralyzed, all I've got left is the sight And something's moving in the corner of my eye Wants me dead, yet, it keeps me alive Crucified (crucified) Crucified, and I can see the light (see the light) The eclipse is here I'm so near, near the light But they will pull me down, down where I belong It's so cold down here, yet nothing can equal this warmth Gather a thousand voices, and sing me a ballad of woe Paralyzed, all I've got left is the sight And something's moving in the corner of my eye Wants me dead, yet, it keeps me alive Run through the dark, my child Run on with the moon right by your side Paralyzed, all I've got left is the sight The eclipse is here The eclipse is here And if I died here, would my soul still live on? Would I be more than the shape of a man? I keep on shouting but there is no answer The silence is deafening The silence is deafening Yet, it keeps me alive Paralyzed, all I've got left is the sight And something's moving in the corner of my eye Wants me dead, yet, it keeps me alive Run through the dark, my child Run on with the moon right by your side Paralyzed, all I've got left is the sight So why am I still alive?

Pain thunders through my head Darkness befalls my vision In fear I scream my fathers name Only a demons laugh I hear Fighting a war I was never meant to win Falling in to a deep sleep I plead Wake me up I beg the demon freak Paralyzed I can't wake up from this dream Demons witches and freaks Evil is terrorizing me Paralyzed in sleep I scream Why can't I wake up from this dream Fighting a war I was never meant to win Falling in to a deep sleep I plead Wake me up I beg the demon freak Paralyzed I can't wake up from this dream

In your face and in your eyes I see truth beneath your lies I have faith in all you do Heal my pain, make all things new All you gotta do is keep on lovin' me I'm under your spell, I'm hypnotized All you gotta do is keep on lovin' me Babe, without your love, I'm paralyzed You're the sun that always shines Stare you down until I'm blind Every day, my dreams come true I can't get enough of you All you gotta do is keep on lovin' me I'm under your spell, I'm hypnotized All you gotta do is keep on lovin' me Babe, without your love, I'm paralyzed Oh, I need your love Baby, I need your love All you gotta do is keep on lovin' me I'm under your spell, I'm hypnotized All you gotta do is keep on lovin' me Babe, without your love, I'm paralyzed All you gotta do is keep on lovin' me I'm under your spell, I'm hypnotized Give your love to me, give your love to me Babe, without your love I'm paralyzed

This is a start That I know I'll believe in So I'm leavin' everything behind Keeping the parts That I know I'll be needing And I breed to be a better kind And I'm leavin' everyone behind This is the age When my past should be gone But it's just stronger than the aims I have Turning the pages I used to hang on to I was young and I have changed my mind And I'm leaving everything behind New beginning again A bit closer New beginning again A little bit closer New beginning again A bit closer to the end This is the time It's a delicate line To the beginning of what's yet to come Lifetimes of changes A strange generation Explanations never come in time So I'm leavin' everything behind

Ease your trouble, we'll pay them double Not to look at you for a while And you rely on what you get high on And you last just as long as it serves you Explode or implode, explode or implode We will take care of it Explode or implode, explode or implode We will take care of it, yes we will carry you 'Cause you're deserted, what's good you hurt it And kills you, it keeps you alive So give it up in a world of puppets It's a shame what they do to us all Explode or implode, explode or implode We will take care of it Explode or implode, explode or implode We will take care of it, yes we will carry you Can we do anything for you now Explode or implode, explode or implode We will take care of it Explode or implode, explode or implode We will take care of it, yes we will carry you

On a roof below the moon Nearby a park bench in the sun Upon the stairway to your room Why don't you wrap your life around? Those certain words I just found I just found Found I just found I wear your golden ring inside Suits me very fine I wear your golden heart in mine Suits me very fine I wear your golden ring inside Suits me very fine A backseat sofa in the dark Upon a viewpoint in our town Nearby a fountain in a park Why don't you wrap your life around? Those certain words I just found I just found Found I just found I wear your golden ring inside Suits me very fine I wear your golden heart in mine Suits me very fine I wear your golden ring inside I wear your golden heart in mine I wear your golden ring inside And life is very fine Uh

Oh, come crush me now Don't leave No one has won this war This time No, don't sleep tonight, I'm hurt And ready for fire Don't leave me up alarmed And ready to die Come on, it's war, come on Come on, come on, come on Come on, it's war, come on Please, I'm almost done Don't retreat I've loaded my gun With blood, with... Hear the dust roll over the floor Why must you sleep? Come crush me now, I'm armed And ready to die Come on, it's war, come on Come on, come on, come on Come on, it's war, come on (come crush me now) Come on, fight me, come on Come on, it's war, come on You look so peaceful when you sleep Beautiful creep It's such an easy way to choose You lose (It's getting late) Come on, it's war, come on (Come crush me now) Come on, come on, come on Come on, fight me, come on Come on, come on, come on Come on, it's war, come on (Come crush me now) Come on, come on, come on Come on, it's war, come on You look so peaceful when you sleep Beautiful creep It's such an easy way to choose You lose

For 27 years I've been trying to believe and confide in Different people I've found. Some of them got closer then others Some wouldn't even bother and then you came around I didn't really know what to call you, you didn't know me at all But I was happy to explain. I never really knew how to move you So I tried to intrude through the little holes in your veins And I saw you But that's not an invitation That's all I get If this is communication I disconnect I've seen you, I know you But I don't know How to connect, so I disconnect You always seem to know where to find me and I'm still here behind you In the corner of your eye. I'll never really learn how to love you But I know that I love you through the hole in the sky. Where I see you And that's not an invitation That's all I get If this is communication I disconnect I've seen you, I know you But I don't know How to connect, so I disconnect Well this is an invitation It's not a threat If you want communication That's what you get I'm talking and talking But I don't know How to connect And I hold a record for being patient With your kind of hesitation I need you, you want me But I don't know How to connect, so I disconnect I disconnect.