Only When I Love - Holly Dunn

The only time I feel the pain Is in the sunshine or the rain And I don't feel no hurt at all Unless you count when teardrops fall I tell the truth 'cept when I lie It only hurts me when I cry You couldn't tell it by the smile That my recovery took awhile I worked for days and nights on end Just to walk and talk again You can't believe the time it takes To heal a heart once it breaks The only time I feel the pain Is in the sunshine or the rain And I don't feel no hurt at all Unless you count my teardrops fall I tell the truth 'cept when I lie It only hurts me when I cry Oh maybe every now and then I have a small heartache again You wouldn't know when you look at me There's tiny scars that you can't see It was a struggle to survive I'm probably lucky I'm alive The only time I feel the pain Is in the sunshine or the rain And I don't feel no hurt at all Unless you count when teardrops fall I tell the truth 'cept when I lie And it only hurts me when I cry I tell the truth 'cept when I lie And it only hurts me when I cry

I only smoke when I drink I only drink when I'm lonely I numb myself when I think I'm not the one that your holding. When I remember the time You said you were mine And I was your prize And you were my Romeo I only smoke when I drink I only drink when I'm lonely I only cuss when I'm mad I'm only mad when I hate you I only cry when I'm sad I'm only sad cause I miss you And then I lay in my bed With somebody new And he doesn't hold me like you used to do I only cuss when I'm mad I'm only mad when I hate you And every time that I come here to this bar Oh, I smoke and I drink I cuss and I fight Itchin every inch of this broken heart I only flirt when I'm drunk I'm drunk cause I want attention I'm substituting your love With just another addiction Oh I ain't proud of my self It's bad to my health But I'm blaming you, The one who destroyed me I only smoke when I drink I only drink I'm lonely I only smoke when I drink I only drink I'm lonely

It's only when I lose myself in someone else That I find myself I find myself It's only when I lose myself in someone else That I find myself I find myself Something beautiful is happening inside for me Something sensual, it's full of fire and mystery I feel hypnotised I feel paralysed I have found heaven There's a thousand reasons Why I shouldn't spend my time with you For every reason not to be here I can think of two To keep me hanging on Feeling nothing's wrong Inside your heaven It's only when I lose myself in someone else That I find myself I find myself It's only when I lose myself in someone else That I find myself I find myself I can feel the emptiness inside me Fade and disappear There's a feeling of contentment Now that you are here I feel satisfied I belong inside Your velvet heaven Did I need to sell my soul for pleasure like this Did I have to lose control to treasure your kiss Did I need to place my heart in the palm of your hand Before I could even start to understand It's only when I lose myself in someone else That I find myself I find myself It's only when I lose myself in someone else That I find myself I find myself It's only when I lose myself in someone else That I find myself I find myself It's only when I lose myself in someone else That I find myself I find myself

You girl this little game you play It don't stop till you go too far So what's a man like me to say With a bullet laying in my heart, damn love We go from so high to so low What am I gonna do about this damn love Is this shit insane or insane love? I guess that's the way we play She loves me now, she loves me not She loves me now but only when I walk away She loves me now, she loves me not She loves me now only when I walk away Now what's that baby what you say Cause you don't wanna light up this torch Cause I'll burn it down all the way Running back till it ain't no more Damn, love, how did the sound get so amped up?. Turn off, in silence, this damn love Is this shit insane or insane love It guess that's the way that we play She loves me now, she loves me not She loves me now but only when I walk away She loves me now, she loves me not She loves me now only when I walk away Cold, So Cold Cold, so Cold Don't you see the look on your face Baby when I finish what you start But I can't hear a word you say With a bullet laying in your heart, damn love How did this shit get out of my hands, love? Layed you to rest, you said, damn love this shit is insane, is insane love Ain't that how we play She loves me now, she loves me not She loves me now but only when I walk away She loves me now, she loves me not She loves me now only when I walk away Cold, so cold Cold, so cold Cold, so cold Cold, so cold Cold, So cold Cold, so cold She loves me now, she loves me not She loves me now only when I walk away She loves me now, she loves me not She loves me now only when I walk away What am I gonna do about this damn love What am I gonna do about this... She only love me when I walk away Call me on the phone and tell me baby please stay (Only when I walk away) She only love me when I walk away Call me out and begging, crying baby please stay (Only when I walk away She only love me when I walk away Call me at the phone and tell me baby please stay (Only when I walk away) She only love me when I walk away Call me out and begging, crying baby do you stay (Only when I walk away) She only love me when I walk away Call me at the phone and tell me baby please stay She only love me when I walk away Call me out and begging, crying baby do you stay (Only when I walk away) She only love me when I walk away Call me at the phone and tell me baby please stay She only love me when I walk away I said fuck you bitch don't get what you say

Sleigh bells ring, are you listenin'? In the lane, snow is glistenin' A beautiful sight, we're happy tonight Walkin' in a winter wonderland Gone away is the bluebird Here to stay is a new bird He sings a love song as we go along Walkin' in a winter wonderland In the meadow we can build a snowman And pretend that he is Parson Brown He'll say, "Are you married?" We'll say, "No, man" But you can do the job when you're in town Later on we'll conspire as we dream by the fire To face unafraid the plans that we made Walkin' in a winter wonderland In the meadow we can build a snowman And pretend that he's a circus clown We'll have lots of fun with Mister Snowman 'Til the little buckaroos knock him down When it snows (when it snows) And it ain't thrillin' Though your nose gets a chillin' We'll frolic and play the cowboy way Walkin' in a winter wonderland Walkin' (walkin', wlkin') In a winter wonderland

(One more shot, one more shot) (One more shot, one more shot) (One more shot, one more shot) One shot, two shot, three, Tequila, floor Cowboy bouncer's 'bout to bowl me out the door Jose got me stumblin', mumblin' like a fool That worm's got a kick like a Tennessee mule Wake up in the mornin', hurtin' head, skinned knees Ain't no doubt about what's put a whoopin' on me Tequila Goes down easy, Lord, it sneak up on you fast Tequila Great big buzz in a little bitty glass Tequila Glass, salt, straight up, chilled lemon, lime Blue on the rocks, frozen margarita time Mexicali, Blue Agave, fire in a bottle Too much Cabo Wabo, do the Cucharacha wobble You think by now a drinkin' man would learn You don't go toe to toe with that little bitty worm Tequila Goes down easy, Lord, it sneak up on you fast Tequila, great big buzz in a little bitty glass Tequila Tequila Goes down easy, Lord, it sneak up on you fast Tequila Great big buzz in a little bitty glass Tequila I said, tequila Goes down easy, Lord, it sneak up on you fast Tequila Great big buzz in a little bitty glass Tequila (One more shot) (One more shot) (One more shot) (One more shot)

I'll have a blue Christmas without you I'll be so blue just thinking about you Decorations of red on a green Christmas tree Won't be the same, if you're not here with me When the blue snowflakes start falling When those blue melody start calling You'll be doing alright with your Christmas of white And I'll have a blue Christmas I'll have a blue Christmas I'll have a blue Christmas, that's certain And when that blue heart-ache start hurting You'll be doing alright with your Christmas of wine I'll have a blue, blue Christmas I'll have a blue, blue Christmas Uh uh uh uh

Thought we both understood Don't call me up I'm good Sometimes I wish you would Oh yeah Feels like a life ago One hundred nights alone Why does it hurt this slow Mhm yeah but you didn't wanna say How you really really felt I really didn't know if I was gonna stay You didn't wanna say How you really really felt I really didn't know if I was gonna stay But I remember You and me, you and me Touching on some mystery All the emotions come back If we doing You and me, you and me Just repeating history Only the good, nothing bad Promise not to get stuck on All the things that broke us down Look at us getting it right First dance for the last time Promising to do better Make it worth all the battles Look at us getting it right First kiss for the last time Break ties for the right reasons I'd sign for the whole season You go and get your freedom Go on and get it, baby I tried to keep my distance Get you outta my system That part maybe I'm missing Oh baby, you didn't wanna say How you really, really felt I really didn't know if I was gonna stay You didn't wanna say How you really, really felt I really didn't know if I was gonna stay But I remember You and me, you and me Touching on some mystery All the emotions come back If we doing You and me, you and me Just repeating history Only the good, nothing bad Promise not to get stuck on All the things that broke us down Look at us getting it right First dance for the last time Promising to do better Make it worth all the battles Look at us getting it right First kiss for the last time For the last time For the last time For the last time For the last time For the last time