Novocaine - The Upturn

Found drifting between Hours you let go You're losing feeling Novocaine bones Fading next to me In a passenger seat Release, tempting Blood on my teeth Not my fault, no one's real I'm disappearing Slip my hands from the wheel Let's see where it goes We have Novocaine bones We have Novocaine Touch me from the backseat (fingers grazing) Intoxicating (dripping conceit) So much that it makes me (feel so empty) Forget how it feels to come undone (it's so easy) It's so easy to give up Dead end smile (I let go) Blood on your teeth Empty eyes overdose You're frozen solid Beautiful comatose Silence keeps calling Not my fault, no one's real I'm disappearing Slip my hands from the wheel Let's see where it goes We have Novocaine bones We have Novocaine We have Novocaine bones We have Novocaine We have Novocaine

TechGotWaves again TechGotWaves again TechGotWaves again WavesGotNext again Ayy Ayy Ayy Ayy I need ya love again That love like Novocaine So it can ease my pain And I won't feel a thing I need ya love again That love like Novocaine So it can ease my pain And I won't feel a thing Come here, baby doll I just gave you a call Let's go and hit the mall I want to spend it all On you, so we can fall Back in love, after all But then you told me "Nope" "No" "Never" "Not at all!" Girl you Know I Changed What you talkin' bout? You said, ever, since I got all this clout I been, actin' funny, sum'n like a clown And that All I Say Is some bullshit now Blah, blahblahblah, mi casa, su casa Wavy's the worst, he's an actual monster I'm just tryna show you The love we could foster If you get these imaginary friends out ya roster I need ya love again That love like Novocaine So it can ease my pain And I won't feel a thing I need ya love again That love like Novocaine So it can ease my pain And I won't feel a thing Just wanna get us closer Never been good with closure One missed call, now you over me Don't lose your composure I been all over I'm outside Showed you my palace But you wanna know what's inside My heart, but girl it's frozen We like the U.S. Open Go back and forth too often And love is still an option I made mistakes Left you on read Workin' too much To make this bread I'd give it back Each and every penny For ya heart I'm Sincere Like a scene from Belly Fuck gettin' a telly Gotta bring you home Cause right now I hate sleepin' right here alone I need ya love again That love like Novocaine So it can ease my pain And I won't feel a thing I need ya love again That love like Novocaine So it can ease my pain And I won't feel a thing I need ya love again That love like Novocaine So it can ease my pain And I won't feel a thing I need ya love again That love like Novocaine So it can ease my pain And I won't feel a thing That Novocaine, baby That Novocaine, crazy I need ya love again Not every now and then So it can ease my pain I'll feel alive again Ayy Ayy Ayy Ayy I'll feel ya love again I'll feel alive again This love like Novocaine

You made me tough, you made me numb You are the maker of what I've become And now I am strong where I was weak And I am unafraid of being me So say hello to the monster that you made Thank you for the pain, thank you for the hate Thank you for the way that you left me scarred Thank you for the stain that you left on my brain Now because of you I've got a heart of Novocain A heart of Novocain Once upon a time you had control And on and over my poor soul And the trust in you but now I see You never knew the real me And now I'm angry and you wonder why You see a fire burning in my eyes Once you had me but you lost me now And there's no going back So say hello to the monster that you made Thank you for the pain, thank you for the hate Thank you for the way that you left me scarred Thank you for the stain that you left on my brain Now because of you I've got a heart of Novocain A heart of Novocain My fear has died My tears have dried I don't feel afraid and I won't run away I believe in me And now I see Right through your lies Hiding being your eyes Because of you I'll make it through And nothing can hurt me like you did anymore Thank you for the pain, thank you for the hate Thank you for the way that you left me scarred Now there's nothing you can say to wash it all away Now because of you I've got a heart of Novocain A heart of Novocain A heart of Novocain A heart of Novocain

One more Shot, 'cause I feel like you're up to somethin' Fuck that, you're up to somethin' Scandalous Taste my bitter heart I know it makes you blush But Somethin' isn't right with this I've been listenin', paying attention, you don't listen You've been givin', you've been spendin' All your time out there lyin' Oh, oh-oh Yeah, yeah You're like Novocaine Novocaine Yeah Yeah Poison in my brain Novocaine Hey Hey, hey, yeah You're like Novocaine Novacaine Overdosin' over you Got me feelin' like a movie Come over, let's make a movie And work your body Down, down, down Down Down Oh, ah Reminisce on every picture wit' you Yes, I miss you, but you wasn't happy Kick it wit' you in the city Busy, but you wasn't in it for the magic And I don't want to fall in love Got me goin' through the motions So come on, baby, give me somethin' 'Cause Somethin' isn't right with this I've been listenin', paying attention, you don't listen You've been givin', you've been spendin' All your time out there lyin' Oh, oh-oh Yeah, yeah You're like Novocaine Novocaine Yeah Yeah Poison in my brain Novocaine Hey Hey, hey, yeah You're like Novocaine Novocaine Novocaine Poison in my brain Novocaine

I think I might have messed up Last night I talked about my past Somehow you make me say stuff that I never have I'm in new territory Somehow it kinda feels like home I stayed until the morning, usually I go Tell me what did you do I was kinda getting used to Feeling down bad, uptight Sticking to my hardline Tell me that I'm alright Lighten up and live a little Ice-cold blood type Talking but I'm tongue-tied Looking to my left, right Now you've got me in the middle I'm in and out of my mind Had every part of me try Telling you "No way" I'm thinking maybe my veins need a little novocaine I'm feeling for the first time I'm feeling for the first time Got good at being apathetic Thinking with a one-track mind I've said the word but never meant it, now I'm thinking twice When you touch my body, it's an out-of-body experience Don't know how you managed I thought all my damage was permanent Feeling down bad, uptight Sticking to my hardline Tell me that I'm alright Lighten up and live a little Ice-cold blood type Talking but I'm tongue-tied Looking to my left, right Now you've got me in the middle I'm in and out of my mind Had every part of me try Telling you "No way" I'm thinking maybe my veins need a little novocaine I'm feeling for the first time I'm feeling for the first time (Tell me what do you do) (I was kinda getting used to) Feeling down bad, uptight Sticking to my hardline Tell me that I'm alright Lighten up and live a little Ice-cold blood type Talking but I'm tongue-tied Looking to my left, right Now you've got me in the middle I'm in and out of my mind Had every part of me try Telling you "No way" I'm thinking maybe my veins need a little novocaine I'm feeling for the first time

Novocaine, I keep it coming so I feel no pain I tell my girl that I'mma change my ways She knows I'm never gonna change (Change) Same old shit Running my mouth until she busts my lip So many problems, you can take your pick I know I'm never gonna change I am what I am, I know what I know I'll let you down if you let me too close I am what I am, I know what I know If you catch me running away then you'll know I can't change! Guess you can blame it on my left side brain I should know better but you know I know, I know I ain't never gonna change Got no shame! Spend all my money as soon as I got paid I should know better but you know I know, I know I ain't never gonna change Wonder why the party's over soon as I arrive Must've done something in a former life And I don't really wanna change Change! I am what I am, I know what I know I'll let you down if you let me too close I am what I am, I know what I know You catch me running away then you'll know I can't change! Guess you can blame it on my left side brain I should know better but you know I know, I know I ain't never gonna change Got no shame! Spend all my money as soon as I got paid I should know better but you know I know, I know I ain't never gonna change Change Am what I am, know what I know I'll let you down if you let me too close Am what I am, know what I know You catch me running away then you'll know I am what I am, know what I know I'll let you down if you let me too close I am what I am, know what I know You catch me running away then you'll know Am what I am, know what I know I'll let you down if you let me too close Am what I am, know what I know You catch me running away then you'll know I can't change! Guess you can blame it on my left side brain I should know better but you know I know, I know I ain't never gonna change, yeah Well, I got no shame Spend all my money as soon as I got paid I should know better but you know I know, I know I ain't ever gonna change