I'm homesick, I'm homesick Mm, mm, mm Your remedy Hard to settle I'll climb your canopy To make it rain from time to time Tell me things I don't wanna know (Wanna know) Said, "Everything's fine, everything" Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh I said everything Ooh, ooh Where'd you find me? Below Runnin' overtime, it got cold as ice Same overdose, who put a hole inside me Highs and lows, catapult Never leave your sights, vámanos I've tried, I could look around See another one about mine In a heartbeat, what it cost to me to turn right Put that on my head, bounty hunter Get you good price, have a good night Again Won't stay long, what a ride, gotta run This a toast, all my arms ain't up enough Hopeless, take it all from inside If all's lost, then how could I fuck it up? Won't stay long, what a ride, gotta run This a toast, all my arms ain't up enough Hopeless, take it all from inside If all's lost, then how could I fuck it up? Hate pile in my memories Fake smiles all it ever is Take cover, no let be Hard to stay silent, hmm, yeah I've tried, I could look around See another one about mine It was so easy the first, second, third time Turned into a habit, kill my brother figure like Raditz Take an O-Z to the alpines Wait there (ha-ha) Won't stay long, what a ride, gotta run This a toast, all my arms ain't up enough Hopeless, take it all from inside If all's lost, then how could I fuck it up? Won't stay long, what a ride, gotta run This a toast, all my arms ain't up enough Hopeless, take it all from inside If all's lost, then how could I fuck it up?

In Santa Monica, in the wintertime The lazy streets so undemanding I walk into the crowd In Santa Monica, you get your coffee from The coolest places on the promenade Where people dress just so Beauty so unavoidable Everywhere you turn, it's there I sit and wonder what am I doing here But on the telephone line I am anyone I am anything I want to be I can be a supermodel or Norman Mailer And you wouldn't know the difference Or would you? In Santa Monica, all the people got Modern names like Jake or Mandy And modern bodies too In Santa Monica, on the boulevard You'll have to dodge those in-line skaters Or they'll knock you down I never felt so lonely Never felt so out of place I never wanted something more than this But on the telephone line I am anyone I am anything I want to be I can be a supermodel or Norman Mailer And you wouldn't know the difference See, on the telephone line I am any height I am any age I want to be I can be a caped crusader, or space invader And you wouldn't know the difference Or would you? Or would you? But on the telephone line I am anyone I am anything I want to be I can be a supermodel or Norman Mailer And you wouldn't know the difference See, on the telephone line I am any height I am any age I want to be I can be a caped crusader, or space invader And you wouldn't know the difference Or would you?

On the way down to your house Santa Monica and La Brea Watch the vampire score some dope Tie my shoes, run through your mind What if we never met? Wondering in pointless conversations What if we never said "Hello" and "What's your name?" And maybe I could die treading water Drowning under moonlight sonata So kill me like you used to, love me like you never did Fuck me like we never gon' see each other again So kill me like you used to, love me like you never did Fuck me like I'm never coming back, babe Yeah, yeah Oh ya, oh ya, oh ya Fuck me like I'm never coming home, yeah On the way down to your house Got a fifth of Jack, spoiled my liver Maybe I could drown my fears Scared to say back then I loved her What if we met before? Maybe it's not coincidental Maybe it's elementary love Never believed in meant to be And maybe I could die treading water Drowning under moonlight sonata So kill me like you used to, love me like you never did Fuck me like we never gon' see each other again So kill me like you used to, love me like you never did Fuck me like I'm never coming back, babe Yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah ah So kill me like you used to, love me like you never did Fuck me like I'm never coming back home Fuck me like I'm never coming back home Fuck me like I'm never coming back Fuck me like I'm never coming back home Fuck me like I'm never coming back Like I'm, like I'm never coming back home, home So kill me like you used to, love me like you never did

Dragging my knuckles along brick walls Running my fingers across my hand I can hear them hanging out in the hall But I don't know if they'd understand You're a sandbox You're a sandbox You're a sandbox You're a sandbox All my joints begin to lock Sitting in this sandbox Dragging my knuckles along brick walls Running my fingers across my hand I can hear them hanging out in the hall But I don't know if they'd understand You're a sandbox You're a sandbox You're a sandbox You're a sandbox All my joints begin to lock Sitting in this sandbox And I find granules in my trainers And stuck between my toes And I find granules in my pockets No matter what I try, you never seem to go And I find granules behind my ears And all over my clothes And I find granules in my pockets No matter what I try, you never seem to go Looking at the flowers on my desk Thinking they will wilt someday Thinking about my pets now And how even they ran away You're a sandbox You're a sandbox You're a sandbox You're a sandbox All my joints are beginning to lock Sitting in this sandbox And I find granules in my trainers And stuck between my toes And I find granules in my pockets No matter what I try, you never seem to go And I find granules behind my ears And all over my clothes And I find granules in my pockets No matter what I try, you never seem to go I was sitting in my sandbox Thinking about everything I've done wrong And I thought about the time on the beach When me and Nick tried not to write another sad song And I find granules in my trainers And stuck between my toes And I find granules in my pockets No matter what I try, you never seem to go And I find granules behind my ears And all over my clothes And I find granules in my pockets I need these granules to show me how much I've grown

I'll ride my bike 'til I reach the highlands Where no one will know my name Or I'll swim on my surfboard out into the ocean And sunbathe 'til I waste away I whisper to the campfire, "Oh campfire, please teach me How to turn such simple things into light and beauty" Well, Moses saw God in a burning bush, I'm praying, please Burn away my sins, hear my plight, and soothe my feet I walk to the river, see something in the stream Maybe it's a siren or a rainbow fish's sheen Or maybe it's Poseidon, won't this river reach the sea? But oh no, it's nothing, at least nothing I can see I'll ride my bike 'til I reach the highlands Where no one will know my name Or I'll swim on my surfboard out into the ocean And sunbathe 'til I waste away Oh, waste away Na Oida (Na Oida) Na Oida (Na Oida) Na Oida (Na Oida) Leiwand (Leiwand) Na Oida (Na Oida) Na Oida (Na Oida) Na Oida Leiwand (Na Oida Leiwand) They tried to promote me to full-time at the gay bar I told them I've got to finish my degree But I've just been drinking rum mixed with k cider Think I'll swap with rum mixed with lambrini I'll ride my bike 'til I reach the highlands Where no one will know my name Or I'll swim on my surfboard out into the ocean And sunbathe 'til I waste away I'll hitchhike real far, maybe get to Sri Lanka Or at least 'til my calloused thumb breaks Or I'll save all my money, fly out to Alaska Live in the woods the rest of my days And I'll waste away

I start kicking a rock down the sidewalk It helps, avoiding your eye contact I'm afraid of what I'll do If I'm alone with you You won't admit the way that you're talking With a lit cigarette, it's making you sick But it feels nice to laugh For a moment, see my breath as a mist Lead me down your path A strange mystery hanging over me I'm losing myself in it But nothing is ever as it seems I count the cracks in the pavement To throw a wrench in it Distracting my brain wave Is it alright to joke, humor the thought that we're real? But nothing is ever as it seems Until you're there lying next to me Lead me down your path A strange mystery hanging over me I'm losing myself in it To dream of you lying next to me But I know we'd be lying through our teeth Cutting corners, making believe If only anything was ever as it seemed (If only anything was ever as it seemed) (If only anything was ever as...)

It's sunny outside But I can't get the storm clouds Out of my ceiling so I will lie here Soaking up the rain Fall on the carpet Mapping out the strands where You used to lie next to me when we were sixteen And uncomfortable about my bed Always squeaking, always squeaking I hear your ghost in the floorboards I see your shadow on the ceiling It's cracking in the lights So I'll just keep on dreaming You woke me up last night saying You were scared of the old you But I've romanticized that enough So I'm not the best person to talk to I wrapped it up in a box Clearly marked 'things I should forget' Tomorrow, this will be nothing But tonight, it is everything I hear your ghost in the floorboards I see your shadow on the ceiling It's cracking in the lights So I'll just keep on dreaming There was a point when My jumpers still took up your wardrobe But we both know That was quite some time ago You're not in love, for the most part And that's fine But I will love you 'Til I find a better way to waste my time I hear your ghost in the floorboards I see your shadow on the ceiling It's cracking in the lights So I'll just keep on dreaming So I'll just keep on dreaming So I'll just keep on dreaming

There you go, messin' with my mind I am usually better when I lie There I go, stuck inside a shell And you're living on the other side, a lover's carousel If you only knew... Oh, I lose control When I hear your body move through the walls In the next room Oh, I lose control When I hear your body move And I'm dying to break through To the next room You make love to everything you touch It's a natural reaction It's a sexual attraction You play me like I am made of string I'm a violin, a melody I want your lips to sing If you only knew How hard it is to handle How bad I want this scandal Oh, I lose control When I hear your body move through the walls In the next room Oh, I lose control When I hear your body move And I'm dying to break through To the next room Oh, to the next room Oh, to the next room Tell me 'My world revolves around you' Tell me 'Boy I can't live without you' Tell me 'You're losing sleep tonight' Cuz I'll tell you straight I'll never wait I won't take no, no, no, no, no, no, no... Oh, I won't take no, no, no... Oh, I lose control When I hear your body move through the walls In the next room Oh, I lose control When I hear your body move And I'm dying to break through To the next room Oh, I lose control When I hear your body move When I hear your body move Oh, my heart you stole Every time your body moves I'm just dying to break through To the next room But you let it go