Not My Fault - Megan Thee Stallion

It's all the same You say we can never be this way But do you mean it? Do you mean it? It's your same look on a different couch After all of our sparking about Is this the moment? That you go for it? Friends know before I reveal my secret When my vision's transfixed on dancing lips And while they all root for our glances You know that we'll never take the chances Instead, I'll Wake up everyday Check if time has explained The hope in waiting on a girl who's taken Weeks, months, close enough Come hear under the hush And know just what I'm thinking of You whisper close that you know It's not my fault Not my fault And I won't wreck love just to Keep you all to myself When those criminals made September a living hell But you renewed me, baby, I lied When I swore there was one love to my life So I'll keep wishing, staring, hoping if it has ever Crossed your mind that I Wake up everyday Check if time has explained The hope in waiting on a girl who's taken Weeks, months, close enough Come hear under the hush And know just what I'm thinking of You whisper close that you know It's not my fault Not my fault

I don't know where to start This consistent battle against Unnerving tension I feel it every day within these walls No matter how hard I try No matter how hard I try I seem incapable Of extracting whatever it is That is causing the pain that it spreads I seem incapable Of extracting whatever it is That is causing the pain that it spreads A chill that bores a hole right through My own sense of self Unnatural chill to this air Temperament of unease Rustling with the wind, my slight squint Punctuated by deepening crow's feet Unnatural chill to this air Temperament of unease Rustling with the wind, my slight squint Punctuated by deepening crow's feet What have we left? What have we left? What have we left? What have we left I seem incapable Of extracting whatever it is That is causing the pain that it spreads I seem incapable Of extracting whatever it is That is causing the pain that it spreads

You're only human So am I It's such a shame we have these secrets and lies That get discovered from time to time Whatever rises eventually falls The world turns and it turns on us all You can't live life without making mistakes You can't live trying to keep the outside world away It's time to stop Beating yourself up It's not your fault It's not your fault It's not your fault I broke a mirror Maybe two Shattered reflections That's all I have of you Crackin' like eggshell beneath my fear I couldn't breathe, I couldn't keep the outside world away Oh dear When you lie down to sleep Repeat after me It's not your fault It's not your fault It's not your fault We're both so tired It's not your fault It's just the way we're wired

Breaking down and I had the whole world watching But the worst part is really who watched me? Every night I cried, I almost died And nobody close tried to stop me Long as everybody getting paid, right? Everything will be okay, right? I'm winning, so nobody tripping Bet if I ever fall off everybody go missing (At night) I'm sittin' in a dark room thinking Probably why I always end up drinking (Yes), I'm very depressed How can somebody so blessed wanna slit they wrist? Shit, I'd probably bleed out some Pinot When they find me, I'm in Valentino, ayy He pouring me shots thinking it's lit Hah, little did he know This pussy depressed, hmm I'm about to stress him, yeah Pink nails 'round his neck, huh But this ain't domestic, ayy Think it's going down, hah Now he stand corrected, ayy This pussy depressed, hmm I'm about to stress him, ah Ayy, damn I got problems Never thought a bitch like me would ever hit rock bottom Man, I miss my parents Way too anxious, always cancel my plans Pulled up, caught him cheatin' Gettin' his dick sucked in the same spot I'm sleeping Lord, give me a break I don't know how much more of this shit I can take (ayy) How long you been worried 'bout me telling people that's not me? Honestly it kinda feel like you plottin', watching Why is you speaking on me at my lowest When you acted like you ain't noticed? I was tripping, going crazy And they low-key hatin' so they ain't gonna say shit Damn, I finally see it I'm killing myself when bitches would die to be me This pussy depressed, hmm I'm about to stress him, yeah Pink nails 'round his neck, huh But this ain't domestic, ayy Think it's going down, hah Now he stand corrected, ayy This pussy depressed, hmm I'm about to stress him, ah I ain't going, yeah No emotion, ayy Back outside, yeah Back in motion, ayy He keep calling, hmm I ignore it, ayy He say I'm crazy, hmm Don't I know it, ah