Not Knowing Anymore - Stephanie Williams

I fight, I fight All my feelings for you all night, all night Don't stare, don't stare I've got feelings for you, I hide, I hide But I'll only go so far I don't have the energy To risk a broken heart When you're already killing me But if there's something between you and me Baby, I have no time for it I'm happy not knowing And please don't stir it up I'm sure it's nothing but some heartburn, baby And I'm happy not knowing All our friends that I know They've been trying to set us up together (Up together) I lie, I lie I say somebody else would suit you better (Suit you better) But I'll only go so far I don't have the energy To risk a broken heart When you're already killing me But if there's something between you and me Baby, I have no time for it I'm happy not knowing And please don't stir it up I'm sure it's nothing but some heartburn, baby And I'm happy not knowing I turn your love away 'cause I want to sleep at night It's just like my broken heart is my alibi I'm afraid, afraid, afraid, afraid of knowing What I'm knowing, what I'm knowing I'm happy not knowing But if there's something between you and me Baby, I have no time for it I'm happy not knowing And please don't stir it up I'm sure it's nothing but some heartburn, baby And I'm happy not knowing Where this goes How this goes (happy not) If this goes (I'm happy not) Well, I'm happy not knowing Where this goes How this goes (happy not) If this goes (I'm happy not) Well, I'm happy not knowing

No, I'm not 20 anymore Don't try to make me feel insecure 'Cause if one thing's for sure I don't wanna be I feel so good in my skin (skin) Should I let you go or should I let you in? Oh, baby, don't need no one to show me what to do, yeah Beauty's more than a number When I was younger I didn't know that And if you gave me the chance I wouldn't go back (back, back) No, I'm not 20 anymore (20 anymore) Don't try to make me feel insecure 'Cause I'm aging like wine I get better with time, yes, I do (yes, I do) And, oh, I'm not 20 anymore (20 anymore) The lines on my face, they weren't there before But I'm wiser, I'm stronger from all of the life I've been through (I've been through) Oh, and if one thing's for sure I don't want to be 20 anymore Why lie 'bout how old I am? When I'm a better lover than I was in 2010? Oh, baby, let me show you all the things my body do, yeah Beauty's more than a number When I was younger, I wish I knew that And now, I'm not afraid, won't hold myself back (back, back) No, I'm not 20 anymore (20 anymore) Don't try to make me feel insecure 'Cause I'm aging like wine I get better with time, yes, I do (yes, I do) And, oh, I'm not 20 anymore (20 anymore) The lines on my face, they weren't there before But I'm wiser, I'm stronger from all of the life I've been through (I've been through) Oh, and if one thing's for sure I don't wanna be 20 anymore Oh, oh-oh Oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh

I am Not Afraid Anymore Standing in the eye of the storm Ready to face this, dying to taste this, sick sweet warmth I am Not Afraid Anymoree I want what you got in store I'm ready to feed now, get in your seat now And touch me like you never And push me like you never And touch me like you never 'Cause I am not afraid, I am Not Afraid Anymore No no no No no no No no no No no no No no no I am not ashamed anymore I want something so impure You better impress now, watching my dress now fall to the floor Crawling underneath my skin, sweet talk with a hint of sin Begging you to take me Devil underneath your grin, sweet thing But she play to win, heaven gonna hate me And touch me like you never And push me like you never And touch me like you never 'Cause I am not afraid, I am Not Afraid Anymore No no no Crawling underneath my skin, sweet talk with a hint of sin Begging you to take me Devil underneath your grin, sweet thing Bet you play to win, heaven gonna hate me And touch me like you never And push me like you never And touch me like you never 'Cause I am not afraid, I am Not Afraid Anymore No no no

Bless me father I have sinned, I'm not sure where to begin. I won't name names or where I've been, But I've been there and back again. No Hail Mary's will save me, You learned to live with memories, Here, slip this sinner up your sleeve, Just stay inside until I leave. I've been running, always running Never have both feet on the floor. I've been running, always running, Now I'm not running any more... The hands of time may tick no more Let darkness fall upon this door No waves will wash up on this shore I won the fight but lost the war. I've been running, always running Never had both feet on the floor And I've been running, always running Now I ain't running anymore. There were roses I have loved Who've given or have given up I pushed your patience and my luck It wasn't love I didn't trust It wasn't you, or me, or us You've shouldered if's, and and's, and but's It's that way OK, I've said too much But I've been running, always running Never had both feet on the floor I've been running, always running Now I ain't running anymore.

Vision d'orage J'voudrais pas que tu t'en ailles La passion comme une ombre Fallait que j'y succombe Zut, mon lacet Dans les ruines du vieux Rome À part nous, y a personne Seul le tonnerre résonne M'emprisonne Tourbillonne Comme un ouragan Qui passait sur moi L'amour a tout emporté Dévaster nos vies Des rêves en furie Qu'on ne peut plus arrêter Comme un ouragan La tempête en moi A balayé le passé Allumé le vice C'est un incendie Qu'on ne peut plus arrêter Vision d'image D'un voyage qui s'achève Comme une nuit sans rêve Une bataille sans trêve Cette nuit à Rome Ton absence me dévore Et mon cœur bat trop fort Ai-je raison ou tort De t'aimer tellement fort Comme un ouragan Qui passait sur moi L'amour a tout emporté Dévaster nos vies Des rêves en furie Qu'on ne peut plus arrêter Comme un ouragan La tempête en moi A balayé le passé Allumé le vice C'est un incendie Qu'on ne peut plus arrêter Désir, trahir, maudire, rougir Désir, souffrir, mourir, pourquoi? On ne dit jamais ces choses là Un sentiment secret, d'accord Un sentiment qui hurle fort Comme un ouragan La tempête en moi A balayé le passé Allumé le vice C'est un incendie Qu'on ne peut plus arrêter Comme un ouragan Qui passait sur moi L'amour a tout emporté Dévaster nos vies Des rêves en furie Qu'on ne peut plus arrêter Comme un ouragan La tempête en moi

When I was young If I just closed my eyes Then I could go anywhere Dream of any place Imagination set the pace And my heart was happy there What a shame that you came Round and told me Said my dreams can't come true "Don't be foolish Give up your wish Big things aren't for you" And how you'd scold and chide me Forever criticize me But now I think I know the truth You were the one Who held me down and told me I was heading nowhere You said know your place Accept your fate and show good face And be thankful that you're there That was so long ago When you owned me I believed it was true Bend me shape me Build me break me Why was I your fool? And now I'm so much stronger I'm not yours any longer I've got a message here for you Time for you to learn It's my turn I won't be held down any longer I've waited all my life and finally it's here It all begins A chance to win A dream that's been a lifetime An endless vast uphill climb The day I've waited for is drawing near Hey wait turn and show your face I've got a lot to say And you're not going anywhere You lose; the time you ruled me's through I'm in control I own my soul And I'll never go back there Wasted years that I spent Never knowing I was kept, I was used Never-ending Condescending Now I just refuse I don't care what it costs me I know I almost lost me Won't spend another day confused You rose I fell Made my life hell Anything to crush my soul Anything to feel control Finally free I've come so far Finally see how sick you are I spent my life degraded But I won't leave here jaded I'll start again and finally prove Time for you to learn It's my turn I won't be held down any longer I've waited all my life and finally it's here It all begins A chance to win A dream that's been a lifetime An endless vast uphill climb The day I've waited for is drawing near