Not At Home - Lil V Blade

I'm lost Without you It's the calm in the morning That becomes so unsettling Hanging on by a thread In this empty room that used to be full of life In the wake of your absence Nothing has been the same There is no brighter tomorrow Just a world where I learn to live without you You were my confidant, my rock The only piece of clarity And when the world cut to black You were always there to pull me out No one could ever feel like home The way you did (the way you did) When the walls were closing in You kept me safe Now you're gone but I'll still keep you with me Everywhere I go Like you're still holding tight to my chest now As you slowly drift to sleep You still exist in the very air that I breathe Permanence keeps you close to me If there's life after death, I will seek you out Find my way back to you If I knew that day was your last, you wouldn't know a second away from my arms If there's even a chance you can hear me please know that I love you As you passed in my embrace, I felt a part of me leave with you Please know that I will always love you I will always love you No one could ever feel like home (could feel like home) The way you did (the way you did) When the walls were closing in You kept me safe Now you're gone but I'll still keep you with me Everywhere I go Like you're still holding tight to my chest now As you slowly drift to sleep Please remember me

Maybe it's a bad girl underneath that sweet smile Like a peak of black lace that nobody but me sees And just a trace of all the possibilities Maybe it's the quarter moon, maybe it's the quart of wine And we haven't even touched yet, baby don't need it Everything you're doing, girl, is my weakness I'm not good at not kissing again When you're leaning it on in a little closer I'm not good at not getting sidetracked When your tank top strap's slipping off of your shoulder Whoa, girl, I try to be But I ain't that tough, I'm not good at not Falling in love, falling in love, falling in love You know what to do girl, and you know what it does to me When you turn on that song and turn the lights down Baby I'm gone before the part about you Dancing in slow motion with my hands on your hips Now you got me going right where I can't resist I'm not good at not kissing again When you're leaning it on in a little closer I'm not good at not getting sidetracked When your tank top strap's slipping off of your shoulder Whoa, girl, I try to be But I ain't that tough, I'm not good at not Falling in love, falling in love, falling in love Can't tell you no, can't say goodbye Can't hold a little bit back even if I try 'Cause when I look in your eyes I'm not good at not kissing again When you're leaning it on in a little closer I'm not good at not getting sidetracked When your tank top strap's slipping off of your shoulder Whoa, girl, I try to be But I ain't that tough, I'm not good at not Falling in love, falling in love, falling in love Not good at not falling in love, falling in love, falling in love I'm not good at not falling I'm not good at not falling in love I'm not good at not falling Falling in love, falling in love

When you refuse me, you confuse me What makes you think I'll let you in again? Think again, my friend Go on, misuse me and abuse me I'll come out stronger in the end Does it make you sad to find yourself alone? Does it make you mad to find that I have grown? Bet it hurts so bad to see the strength that I have shown When you answer the door, pick up the phone You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home You do not know how much this hurts me To say these things that I don't want to say But have to say them anyway Oh, I would do anything to end your suffering But you would rather walk away Does it make you sad to find yourself alone? Does it make you mad to find that I have grown? I bet it hurts so bad to see the strength that I have shown When you answer the door, pick up the phone You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home Does it make you sad to find yourself alone? (Find yourself alone) Does it make you mad to find that I have grown? Does it make you sad to find yourself alone? Yeah, does it make you mad to see how I have grown? Bet it hurts so bad to see the strength that I have shown When you answer the door, pick up the phone You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home, whoa Yeah, yeah When you answer the door, pick up the phone You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home Yeah, oh When you answer the door, pick up the phone (yeah) You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home (yeah, yeah) Thank you, goodnight! Woo!