Not Any More - madyson boehm

이렇게 쉽게 이별할 줄 몰랐어 눈물이 멈추지 않아 내 욕실에 칫솔이 있다 없다 네 진한 향기가 있다 없다 널 사랑했다고 말하고 싶은데 니 전화기는 없는 번호로 나와 액자 속에 사진에 있다 없다 빠진 머리카락이 있다 없다 아무 생각 없이 길을 걷는데 자꾸 눈물이 나와 니가 있다 없으니까 숨을 쉴 수 없어 곁에 없으니까 머물 수도 없어 나는 죽어가는데 너는 지금 없는데 없는데 없는데 니가 있다 없으니까 웃을 수가 없어 곁에 없으니까 망가져만 가는 내 모습이 너무 싫어 난 난 이제 기댈 곳 조차 없어 왜 이리 난 또 바보같이 하루가 멀게 시들어가지 빛을 잃은 꽃처럼 그댈 잃어버린 난 그저 아프다 아프다는 말 뿐야 슬프다 나혼자 오늘밤도 울다 잠든다 술에 취해 비틀거릴 내 모습이 싫잖아 싸우고 싶어도 싸울 수 조차 없잖아 니가 없으니까 니가 없으니까 어디에다 말할 곳 조차 없잖아 난 니가 있다 없으니까 숨을 쉴 수 없어 곁에 없으니까 머물 수도 없어 나는 죽어가는데 너는 지금 없는데 없는데 없는데 니가 있다 없으니까 웃을 수가 없어 곁에 없으니까 망가져만 가는 내 모습이 너무 싫어 난 난 이제 기댈 곳 조차 없어 니가 니가 니가 없으니까 돌아와줘

Missed the Saturday dance I heard they crowded the floor Couldn't bear it without you I don't get around much any more Thought I'd visit the club Got as far as the door They'd have asked me about you I don't get around much any more Oh, darling, I guess My mind's more at ease But nevertheless Why stir up old memories? Been invited on dates Might have gone, but what for? Awfully different without you I don't get around much any more Oh, I miss that Saturday dance When I heard they flooded the floor I couldn't bear it without you I don't get around much any more So I thought I'd visit the club But I only got as far as the door Someone would have asked me about you I don't get around much any more Oh, darling, I guess, I guess My mind's more at ease Oh, but never, but never, but never But nevertheless Now, why stir up old memories? Oh, I been invited on dates And I might have gone, but what for? It's awfully, awfully, awfully Different without you I don't get around much any more No, no, no, no That I don't, I just don't get around much any more Any more, no, any more

Oh you Oh you Oh you I don't wanna be your game You love to keep me hoping I've had enough of your bullshit, now I am folding Every time I hear your name, the memory's just holding I should've known that you'd play me Now I am broken So don't tell me no, now that you drove me crazy Cause I know my doors are closing I don't really need you baby So don't tell me no That's not what I'm looking for Cause I know that you just play me I'm not your monopoly no more Every little thing I crave From all the thrills I'm chasing Reasons I kept returning To problems I'm always facing I don't wanna run your race Or touch that rope you're throwing I should've known that you'd play me Now I am broken So don't tell me no Now that you drove me crazy Cause I know my doors are closing I don't really need you baby So don't tell me no That's not what I'm looking for Cause I know that you'll just play me I'm not your monopoly no more So don't tell me no Now that you drove me crazy Cause I know my doors are closing I don't really need you baby So don't tell me no That's not what I'm looking for Cause I know that you'll just play me I'm not your monopoly no more