Nocturnal Journals (feat. JaHari Selmon & Big Homie Stone) - Zach Cardiac & David Grants

Stack of books I'll never read I'm sorry I'm not smarter If I focus any harder My eyes are gonna bleed Ideas in notebooks I'll never touch Aggravation Manipulation Is all I've known of love Can you blame me Can you try to be gentle I'm a tough girl I'll never not be I've got scars in weird places Places even I Can't see A mess like mommy and daddy I'll never forgive I've tried but I die Each time I think of all The shit they did Can you blame me Can you try to be gentle Can you not yell at me Can you try to be gentle Illnesses I'll never be over it I'm fucked in the head Ruin everything And, it ain't my fault one bit Can you blame me Can you try to be gentle If not, you can leave if you need Man, I'm more like my mother Than I ever thought I'd be

Why are you always on your phone No, it's either me or your phone I know this sounds strange But, I'm glad that we're through Yeah, we're through Yeah, we're through Yeah, we're through I should be ashamed But, the opposite's true Yeah, it's true Yeah, it's true (Yeah, it's true) I guess you don't get it I'm disconnected You say it's pathetic I never accepted That it's just Me and my phone Me and my phone Me and my phone Me and my phone Yeah, it's just Me and my phone Me and my phone Me and my phone Just me and my phone I remember I surrendered To the notion of love A pretender But there's no faking my love for you It's just us two I guess you don't get it I'm disconnected You say it's pathetic I never accepted That it's just Me and my phone Me and my phone Me and my phone Me and my phone Yeah, it's just Me and my phone Me and my phone Me and my phone Just me and my phone I wake up every day Just hoping that you're next to me Next to me You wake up every day Just happy you're not next to me Next to me That it's just Me and my phone Me and my phone Me and my phone Me and my phone Yeah, it's just Me and my phone Me and my phone Me and my phone Just me and my phone