No One is to Blame - Brazil XXI

You can look at the menu but you just can't eat You can feel the cushions but you can't have a seat You can dip your foot in the pool but you can't have a swim You can feel the punishment but you can't commit the sin And you want her, and she wants you We want everyone And you want her, and she wants you No one, no one, no one ever is to blame You can build a mansion but you just can't live in You're the fastest runner but you're not allowed to win Some break the rules and live to count the cost The insecurity is the thing that won't get lost And you want her, and she wants you We want everyone And you want her, and she wants you No one, no one, no one ever is to blame You can see the summit but you can't reach it It's the last piece of the puzzle but you just can't make it fit Doctor says you're cured but you still feel the pain Aspirations in the clouds but your hopes go down the drain And you want her, and she wants you We want everyone And you want her, and she wants you No one, no one, no one ever is to blame No one ever is to blame No one ever is to blame No one ever is to blame I said no one, no one, no one ever is to blame I said no one, no one, no one ever is to blame

Fight for my demons, so blinded by shame Branded a heathen and left in the rain All out of reasons, my heart can't be tamed Fucked up my head, I got no one to blame Yeah, I'm so sick of this bullshit You're living in my head, it's extortion You never cared then and you'll never care now So I'll make my own way, give a fuck if you're proud Bitch, you took it all from me, now I'm hopeless (hopeless) Drowning in my thoughts, there's an ocean (ocean) Filling up my heart, why you happy when I'm down? (Why?) I'ma make you feel it, maybe then I'll come around Got no mercy for myself, please make me disappear (yeah) Everyday I spend my time wishing you were here (yeah) Became the fucking person that I swore that I would fear (yeah) Guess that's just what happens when you shatter every mirror I'm depressed, I'm a mess, but I swear that I'll make it all right Yeah, I got the devil in my head, he keeps telling me I'm dead But I'm still here sleeping alright (It's my life and I'll) Fight for my demons, so blinded by shame Branded a heathen and left in the rain All out of reasons, my heart can't be tamed Fucked up my head, I got no one to blame No, no, no one to blame No, no, no one to blame No one to blame and no one to save me (save me) Was never the same, just look what you made me (made me) I live with the pain, you live to enrage me (enrage me) Got nothing to gain, so I'll make you hate me I won't ever break, yeah, I lost it all But when you're in the gutter, there ain't nowhere left to fall I got everything to take, no more time to stall Somehow I just gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta crawl Try to take my pride, try to feed me shame Try to take my life, try to feed me pain I don't know what's right, I just know I hate Everything about all the things you say No, I'm not all right, I won't be okay All I do is fight, but it's all in vain I got no more light, they put out my flame Got no end in sight, but you'll know my name Yeah, you'll know my name Yeah, misery is the only thing that I know And if you knew what I felt inside, well, then maybe I'd let you go And to the people I've lost, I'm so fucking sorry I'm on this road But when your life becomes hell, then only the devil welcomes you home Fight for my demons, so blinded by shame Branded a heathen and left in the rain All out of reasons, my heart can't be tamed Fucked up my head, I got no one to blame No, no, no one to blame No, no, no one to blame Fight for my demons, so blinded by shame Branded a heathen and left in the rain All out of reasons, my heart can't be tamed Fucked up my head, I got no one to-

Messed up our situation, that much is true All my manipulation, all I put you through There's truth to your accusation, but ain't no excuse I was just out and doin' what I wanted to, yeah Now I gotta prove my dedication 'Cause you went and put me on probation It's a lose-lose situation When you try fightin' temptation Tryna count the reasons that you got no trust Would it make it better if we talked 'bout us? See, I got all these demons on my brain And I know I'm the only one to blame Don't know why it took so long to realise Hard to say I love you when I tell you lies I got all these demons on my brain And I know I'm the only one to blame I'm the only one to blame, baby I'm the only one to blame Oh, you say that separation might be the cure All I can do is treat you better than before, yeah I know you're irritated, must be so pissed Might tell me, "Get lost", but don't mean I won't persist, no Now I gotta prove my dedication 'Cause you went and put me on probation It's a lose-lose situation When you try fightin' temptation Tryna count the reasons that you got no trust Would it make it better if we talked 'bout us? See, I got all these demons on my brain And I know I'm the only one to blame Don't know why it took so long to realise Hard to say I love you when I tell you lies I got all these demons on my brain And I know I'm the only one to blame I'm the only one to blame girl, baby I'm the only one to blame, oh Only one to blame, baby I'm the only one to blame Oh, I'm the only one Yeah, yeah, yeah Only one to blame, yes I'm the only one to blame Only one to blame, yes I'm the only one to blame Baby, feel the worst, baby Maybe I can change Only one to blame, yes I'm the only one to blame The only (Only one to blame) I'ma make a change, baby (Only one to blame) Hey, thank you (Only one to blame) (Only one to blame) I can change, I can change, oh (Only one to blame) You know and I know I can change, I can change, oh I'm the one to blame Only one to blame, yeah

مامان نمیخوام بشه شعرم کلیشه ولی وقت نشه اینارو بهت بگم چی میشه ویس خنده هات فاصله ام تا قرصه فاصله ام تا قرص ها یه بند ریپیته شب ها مامان ساختمش هرچی خواستم پول، قدرت، داشتمش هرکی خواستم تر تمیز، پول کثیف ته جیباست همه رو بردم و به تو داشتم هرچی باختم اه مامان دنیای بدیه ساختم یه فیک از خودم که نشون بدم به هرکی غیر از خودم اعتماد جمعه است همین رفیق هایی که هستن اسما دورم میخوان بدبختیمو فقط قسمت کنم و موفقتیم رو حس هم کنن از ریشه میزارن من رو نصفم کنن مامان نگاهم به همه از بالا چون اینا نمیدونن چی کار کرده شهر با ما نمیدونن چه حسی داره یه وعده غذا واسه زنده موندن باشه تنها راه اره مغرور تر از ارباب هام چون کل شهر میخوان بشن الان خم تا پام و میگم پول ندارم با اینکه هست باهام و واسه همینه هنوز نشدن چپ باهام بیخیال دلم تنگ واسه دستپختت مامان anxiety میده بهم تب سرفه یه دره زخم دارم هزاری چسب خرده دوستام تو ایران رو دراگ اینجا افسرده انگار سرنوشت واسه همه جهنم بوده واسه من بهشت اون پسر کوچولوت و ذهن سرکشش الان هرچی میخواد میرسه تهش بهش میافتن از چشمش مامان به کسی نمیگم دارم هواش رو واسه همین اینا بهم میگن نارسیسیت ولی همون اشغالی که باهام دعواش شد نمیدونه کمکی که بهش میشه شانسی نیست مامان یه سال نزدیک ترم به حیف نکردن اکسیژناشون امسالم گذشت رو به چپم بوده باز توصیه هاشون مامان همه چیو دیدم مامان همه چیو دیدم وقتی اشکت تو فرودگاه میریخت هی میگفتی معنی ازادی بلیطه مامان همه چیو دیدم مامان همه چیو دیدم مثل ازادی رفتنم از این وطن ترس تو چشم بابا که دیگه نبینتم شمع بیست و یک فوت از خونم الان دور داره غرق میشه تو خون ازادی بگو کو ازادی بگو کو ازادی بگو کو ندادنش نه اسون ندادنش نه با پول مامان دعا بخون ازادی از بچه هامون میزنه فواره با خون منم این سر دنیا یه هیولا جز تو جلوم قورت میدن همه زبونا تو روز هرچی رو میگم واسم مهم نیست یقم رو تو خوابم میگیرن همونا من همون پسر اروم توی کالسکم من همون خاکستر چفت شده با اسمم من همون دقیقه ی اضافه یلدام مامان دود کن این بهمنمون هم با اسفند