No Left Turns (Freestyle) - RayBandz2x

I really don't want to look stupid when I'm sleeping I never really liked sunny days The black wings just reach out to me over the distance And I can feel the wind from the wings I see the clouds and I feel the ocean with my feet, I know I'm home It requires an ability to judge distance The aeroplane flies high; turns left, looks right Love is a sentimental heart Life is a sentimental way Spy the fragile heart so cursed As he walks across this earth I'm disconnected by your smile Disconnect a million miles And what you promised me I hope will set you free I'm disconnected by your smile If I knew where I was going, I would already be there Ha-ha-ha! I don't know, I wish I had more time Judicious, beautiful — uhh — augmented, whatever I've always been afraid to die, but I think I'm more afraid to live And all I gave to you is lost And all you took from me is lost Black wings carry me so high Up to meet you in the sky I'm disconnected by your smile Disconnect a million miles And what you promised me I hope will set you free I'm disconnected by your smile I'm disconnected by your smile Disconnect a million miles And what you promised me I hope will set you free I'm disconnected by your smile Wishing you were real to me Wishing I could make believe I'll take my secrets to the grave Safely held beneath the waves Always knew I couldn't save Always knew I couldn't save you And in my heart, I know you're there And in my heart, I know you care And in my heart, I know you're gone

Seem like nobody loves you til you gone Can't speak about my thoughts Just wanna be left alone Tell them that I'm fine But my mental steady racing Heart braking, smile fading Ain't no love So Im feeling nothing Love is just delayed pain Nobody understands They say be a man But can't hold my tears inside Looking for the truth They told lies Life is to hard But it's easy is to die I see my grandma in my dreams Tell her come save me

Yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Man, this one's special right here, for real M-M-M-Murda Cried so much, I think that I'm out of tears (Fresh out) I can't lie, the pain's still here Hug my mom, tell her not to have no fear (I got you) I know you're hurt, but I'm right here If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check Yeah I'm a public figure, so my privacy is compromised It's like both of them are tryna harmonize But one is always louder than the other I don't think I know somebody prouder than my mother So I gotta stay strong, for me and her both Took a couple losses, wish it hurt me the most But it didn't, if you ask me what's wrong, I don't speak right In the past week alone, watched her grieve twice Two souls buried, so I try to come around more Everyday, weed and white wine around four I ain't really trippin' though, I know she's a soldier I hope that the pain gets light as Sammy Sosa Grammy woke up, yesterday as a widow, that's your parents You're strong, but you're still just a human, that's apparent And I'm scared of the potential of you spiralin' down I was cryin' yesterday, but I ain't cryin' right now Cried so much, I think that I'm out of tears (Fresh out) I can't lie, the pain's still here Hug my mom, tell her not to have no fear (I got you) I know you're hurt, but I'm right here If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check Yeah Given this grim situation I'm tryna be the sun amongst this precipitation Flippin' patience into people who hated That send me DMs, that say, "I knew you would make it" I'll take it, given the alternative, I always said the truth They got mad how I worded it, too bad (Haha) They tried to vilify me But that ain't stop these millions that be chillin' by me Get a M & B, like Joel In 2016 I managed two commas, so well Odell, Beckham, how I'm stretchin' for my goal post I was too open and let some hoes close I got real-life problems, I don't care about tweets Or the guilt and the bitterness that makes you not sleep Oh well, bitch, I'm not entertaining drama I'm focused on my mama and alleviatin' trauma (For real) Cried so much, I think that I'm out of tears (Fresh out) I can't lie, the pain's still here Hug my mom, tell her not to have no fear (I got you) I know you're hurt, but I'm right here If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check