No Context Freestyle - Jefe & Uğur Öztürk

A certain kind of bind wraps itself around an artist I cant see if my types of raps will help me get the farthest I get that I cant split this shit, up into some parts But for me, I struggle since I been troubled right from the start Spent so long up in the dark Penned so many bars Music was my outlet Till I got scared of the harsh Words Unaware of all the hearts hurt Ready to bite the hard dirt Fight it but its all urge Tie it; and let me fall If u saw would u call? For a smart cursed Child that had had it all turned Tried to end it in the yard That shit had left us charred Momma tried to swallow hurt Ended with heartburn When I was younger we would share the laughter But I got strangled and punched So much Id only eat my lunch A couple days thereafter So I started trying to be a rapper Or rather, yo Me, Shaq, and Will We were kickin' ill flows It was dope, so I survived on just those And a couple crackers So you can tell the type of way I lived Why Id attack ya If you ever had ta Give perspective, or downplay a factor I was shattered Battered to no end Thank god for tom He told me don't repent Told me that its in my head He said it's okay Words that struck so deep I say 'em everyday Yeah Im on the way To better but I'm hurting Im never gonna stop in one place Im on a journey If I run, legs are burning But, don't get discouraged I want to find love But lust is too on the surface, yo I wanted money so the past was Fadin', I was gassed up Till I hit that bad luck Waited for the hand of gods plan to help me up Felt Id been damned, so then I asked the man above I said lord whatever plans are in store I need more I cant have my momma stressed at the store I was blessed I had a bed 'Least I ain't sleep on the floor But I could see it in her eyes She's obsessed with decor And heaven is for The homie that I lost as a kid Dude was drunk, fucked up Behind the wheel when he'd skid And at the same time Nobody was lookin they quit Payin' attention till the street had turned red and his head split With his ear on the curb, shits as big as my hand He was dear but it was clear he couldn't stay on the planet Not part of the plan and man the things it demanded Were rough, I was young all I could do was recant it And my pops, he wants to change the world some day His dream got boxed and they went ahead and shipped it away Cause it was not in the budget for the time to jus focus Had to stay on the grind so that my life wasn't hopeless, yo Mikey you the realest you been there forever Momma moved away and step-momma wasn't better Insane, she ain't even take her meds, but instead the Way she would rage is on the kids who would tell her to Take em mom, please We are jus tryin to help But she would think she was a queen So at her feet, they had knelt 17 she was mean, you had got kicked out Luckily I had had a bunk, so you could crash at my house It was a couple of days, then a couple of weeks Then a couple of months, you struggled you couldn't sleep Melatonin, alcohol, nicotine and some weed Whatever cocktail that you fuckin' needed to keep The demons out, but my head got fucked up in the 9th When this lil shorty hit me said she wants to be mine I felt young and alive I wanted jus to be kind She had a fucked up past She took it out on my life So ladies sorry I tried If I put y'all down My head was real fucked up But I love y'all now Nicky, Anna, Bear, Em, IO the most Y'all weigh heavy on my heart Im sorry I went ghost My heart was jus so cold Always focused on next I ain't appreciate the love you sent in some of y'all texts So now I ain't exactly what rap Had wanted, that flex But don't you ever try and judge me Without the context Cago