N-Aud - Carla's Dreams

Every time I wake up you're gone Roll over you went through my phone The mystery girls, I know by name now Can't seem to leave 'em alone Hope you found what you was looking for While I'm at home cooking and cleaning for You're dropping me off at work in my car Doing dirty work till I'm off at 4 Can't even look you in the eyes no more Drowning in your love I feel so cold I can't love him, cause he's not her What did I join this transition for Therapy sessions and shot days Everything had to go your way Control is slipping, hands are swinging Bruises are now gonna come my way You always wanna come and go Come and go This is not what I want This is not what I need This is not what I want This is not what I need This is not what I want I just want you to leave, please You always wanna come and go Come and go This is not what I want This is not what I need This is not what I want This is not what I need This is not what I want I just want you to leave, please Holidays, birthdays, I cannot go No lies in the world could cover, they'll know Sorry ringing in my ear Saying from the concrete a woman will grow But how can I grow when time will not move My momma keep calling, begging me to move You did it again and again and again Start praying next time it will be the end Cause how could I really exist without you I pride in myself, a reflection of you Transformation on the daily You really been loving me lately Put on your long sleeve, it covers my arms That time again, so I snooze the alarm Nudes and I love you's on your screen again It's always gon' be my fault at the end You always wanna come and go Come and go This is not what I want This is not what I need This is not what I want This is not what I need This is not what I want I just want you to leave please You always wanna come and go Come and go This is not what I want This is not what I need This is not what I want This is not what I need This is not what I want I just want you to leave please You say please stay with me I say stop hitting me At least where they can't see My nightmares are my dreams You say please stay with me I say stop hitting me At least where they can't see My nightmares are my dreams You say please stay with me Come and go I say stop hitting me Come and go At least where they can't see Come and go My nightmares are my dreams Come and go You say please stay with me Come and go I say stop hitting me Come and go At least where they can't see Come and go My nightmares are my dreams Come and go

Yeah you are cute no doubt You really knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you are cute no doubt You really knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you knock me out, out, out, out Gotta put you out, out, out, out I'm on a beach right now Sand on my feet I aint in your reach right now Ain't catching this beat I am in a daze right now Can't feel my face right now Not high in space right now Thats hardly the case right now I'm on a beach right now In my swimming suit catching waves Bitches feeding me grapes Bitches feeding me grapes I said I'm on a beach right now Getting tanned from these sunrays Bitches feeding me grapes Bitches feeding me grapes I ain't thinking bout you I am gonna be fine I ain't worried bout you Only thing in my mind... I'm on a beach right now Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh I'm on a boat right now, sailing the sea Looking at all the things you were failing to see Searching for myself right now; tryna find me I don't need your help; you're way behind me Yeah you are cute no doubt You really knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you are cute no doubt You really knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you knock me out, out, out, out Gotta put you out, out, out, out I'm on a beach right now In my swimming suit catching waves Bitches feeding me grapes Bitches feeding me grapes I said I'm on a beach right now Getting tanned from these sunrays Bitches feeding me grapes Bitches feeding me grapes I ain't thinking 'bout you I am gonna be fine I ain't worried bout you Only thing in my mind... I'm on a beach right now Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Yeah you are cute no doubt You really knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you are cute no doubt You really knock me out, out, out, out Yeah you knock me out, out, out, out Gotta put you out, out, out, out... Out my mind Cuz I'm already out of it myself Imagination's only thing that helps And I don't really love you to my death That's why I'm on this beach all by myself I'm on a beach right now In my swimming suit catching waves Bitches feeding me grapes Bitches feeding me grapes I said I'm on a beach right now Getting tanned from these sunrays Bitches feeding me grapes Bitches feeding me grapes I ain't thinking 'bout you I am gonna be fine I ain't worried bout you Only thing in my mind... I'm on a beach right now