My Fear - Figo500

Got a lot on my mind that keeps me up at night I'm tossing and turning, thinking that my life's gone to waste Just filling up empty space And if there's a God, I don't know where He's been We used to talk, but haven't spoken since early May Guess He ain't in L.A. But you're here now And that makes it better somehow Oh-oh-oh Oh, I'm terrified of the day that I die I'll lie there all alone, no flowers on my bones All the things that I've been afraid to lose My greatest fear of all is losing you When I lose my voice singing all your songs I get paranoid about the way that you've been holding on Like you're halfway gone I'm scared to take another picture of you 'Cause I'm scared to have another thing that I can lose, oh dear Who am I without you here? But you're here now And that makes it better somehow Oh-oh-oh Oh, I'm terrified of the day that I die I'll lie there all alone, no flowers on my bones Of all the things that I've been afraid to lose My greatest fear of all is losing you Is losing you My greatest fear of all is losing you Of all the things that I've been afraid to lose My greatest fear of all is losing you Is losing you I'm losing you I'm losing you Oh, I'm losing you Don't know how the broken pieces fit together if you're leaving So don't go, don't go I would take your hand if I could reach it Pull you back, but you're already gone You're gone, gone, gone

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) You like leaving the door open So stay calm, stay calm I tried to fix your problems here, and I'm done I'm done When I saw the rain clouds in my window A rainbow will come out, and it will stand tall I won't cry for you I won't shed a tear I used to be so weak, but I forgot my fear (Oh-oh-oh-oh) I used to be so weak, but I forgot my fear When I saw the rain clouds in my window A rainbow will come out, and it will stand tall I won't cry for you I won't shed a tear I used to be so weak, but I forgot my fear (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh) When I saw the rain clouds in my window A rainbow will come out, and it will stand tall I won't cry for you I won't shed a tear I used to be so weak, but I forgot my fear

There's a cause to light my call And when I speak There's a fire underneath But I won't divulge it all I know that line I will cross or hide behind Want, need for my all Let me breathe When time outruns my soul I don't have to hide Fear is not my guide I won't be made to hold Any word inside Fear is not my guide I will not rescind a word Of what I've said For the vultures overhead But for every line I vent Another ten I'm afraid I'd lose you then Want, need for my all Let me breathe When time outruns my soul I don't have to hide Fear is not my guide I won't be made to hold Any word inside Fear is not my guide As I learn to count my days The less I care to veil Something of a deeper truth Is begging to exhale When the time has come to bleed And air my fill Will you be there for me still? Will you turn and walk away? Well then I know You were never there at all When time outruns my soul I don't have to hide Fear is not my guide I won't be made to hold Any word inside Fear is not my guide When time outruns my soul I don't have to hide Death is on my side