I haven't looked at the sun for so long I'd forgotten how much it hurt to I haven't looked at the sun for so long I'd forgotten how much it hurt to The show ain't over They'll keep on going They'll keep on laughing And fucking around, round, round, round, round Off into the distance Those two brothers Those two lovers And their smooth-cocked adventures, tures, tures, tures I haven't looked at the sun for so long (I haven't looked at the sun for so long) I'd forgotten how much it hurt to (I'd forgotten how much it hurt to) I haven't looked at the sun for so long (I haven't looked at the sun for so long) I'd forgotten how much it hurt to (I'd forgotten how much it hurt to) I haven't been outside I haven't been outside I haven't been outside I haven't been outside They just want to be one Walk off into the sun They're not kissing And they're not fucking They're just having fun, fun, fun, fun, fun I haven't looked at the sun for so long (I haven't looked at the sun for so long) I'd forgotten how much it hurt to (I'd forgotten how much it hurt to) I haven't looked at the sun for so long (I haven't looked at the sun for so long) I'd forgotten how much it hurt to (I'd forgotten how much it hurt to) They were connected At the back of the head They got a conduit Their minds are the same They were connected At the back of the head They had a conduit Their minds are the same I haven't been outside I haven't been outside This is the part of the song where Will gives up. He dissociates himself from his own romance until it becomes just a fantasy. This is not something that could happen to him; this is something that takes place only in his mind. But he blinks now, and shakes himself awake. He has rejoined society. Come, dear children, call no more. He has only lyrics now. When I come back you'll still be here When I come back you'll still be here When I come back you'll still be here (When you come back I'll still be here) When I come back you'll still be here (When you come back I'll still be here) When I come back you'll still be here (When you come back I'll still be here) When I come back you'll still be here (When you come back I'll still be here) When I come back you'll still be here (When I come back you'll still be here) When I come back you'll still be here (When I come back you'll still be here)

There's a room in a hotel in New York City That shares our fate and deserves our pity I don't want to remember it all The promises I made if you just hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on I just need enough of you to dull the pain Just to get me through the night 'til we're twins again 'Til we're stripped down to our skeletons again 'Til we're saints just swimming in our sins again And there's a jet black crow droning on and on and on Up above our heads droning on and on and on Keep making trouble 'til you find what you love I need a new partner in crime and you, you shrug That there's a room in a hotel in New York City That shares our fate and deserves our pity I don't want to remember it all The promises I made if you just hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on A birth and a death on the same day And honey, I only appeared so I can fade away I wanna throw my hands in the air and scream And I could just die laughing on your spiral of shame And there's a jet black crow droning on and on and on Up above our heads droning on and on and on Hit it, never quit it, I have been through the wreck But I can string enough to show my face in the light of day There's a room in a hotel in New York City That shares our fate and deserves our pity I don't want to remember it all The promises I made if you just hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

I'm in the belly of the canyon I can't come up with any reason Why a ghost is following me Why a ghost is following me I got some feed for the longing I got the pillow for the bad dreams The apparition dancing with me Stepping down all over my feet There is no key to my gate But you can still come around Lean your ladder against my window And I'll come down, I'll come down Sometimes I don't know what I am seeing Who's keeping track of all that's breathing? Theres a world thats waiting for me Theres a world thats waiting for me I'm in the belly of the canyon I can't come up with any reasons Why a ghost is following me Why a ghost is following me There is no key to my gate But you can still come around Lean your ladder against my window And I'll come down, I'll come down There is no key to my gate But you can still come around Lean your ladder against my window And I'll come down, I'll come down

I'm sick of violence Sick of money Sick of drinking Sick of drugs Sick of fucking Sick of staring at the ads on the bus Hollywood makes me wanna puke Hollywood makes me want to- You got a face that you think Will last as long as the sphinx But the poster's painted over in a week if it stinks So let the people decide On a metro ride Because everyone's an artist but No one has the time, yeah Everywhere I go I'm oppressed by these energies Like it? Yes I love it I hear music in my head Was that a gun? (He was snapping his gum) Are my earbuds on the fritz? There's a hiss on the bus And it goes round Hollywood makes me wanna puke Hollywood makes me wanna puke Hollywood Hollywood Hollywood Hollywood Faces form faces Phrases come in phases Take me to your palace Make me think I'm famous Okay! Hop inside (come see my movie) Hop inside (come see my movie) Hop inside (come see my movie) Catch a ride (it's kinda groovy) You can't disengage with one single aspect Watching from the sidelines Supervising lines Why don't you take what you can get? No disruptions on the set You're gonna wind up back home Where the fear splits in two like Moses Into Mansons and Monroeses Logic and hypnosis Good and evil, only people They don't talk about the Twelve-year-olds on pills waking up in beds of big producers I can make you famous I can make you something Don't go back to Oklahoma What's in Oklahoma? You know this is not for public consumption You know nothing This is nothing That's the slogan If you're suffering If you're hungry for something It's nothing Don't you watch the news or read the movies? You do? Me too!

Matter Please, let this matter No one can see (matter) Please, let this matter No one can see this Or know that I need it Nowhere to turn (Nowhere to turn) (Nowhere to turn) (Nowhere to turn) I need a break I need a life that's right I need to wait (Any amount of money to get away from here) I'm tired of coming home sick (I'm going home) Someone will care about this Please, let somebody care about this Change your mind Change your mind Change your mind Night to night Night to night Change your mind Change your mind Change your mind Change your mind Night to night Change your mind Night to night Change your mind Night, night, night Change your mind Night, night, night, night Change your mind Change your mind Change your mind Change your mind Change your Change my mind Change your mind Did you change your mind? Just change your mind Change your mind Change your mind Did you change your?

Back when I had time to dream I dreamed of ordinary faces Frozen unexpressed emotions Trapped inside the wax museum And what my mind had been curating Scandalized my sense of station My face burned red, and I woke up Feeling like shit when I saw my ordinary face I should start lifting weights Put your heart on the target They expect you to scream Music blasts through the market It's the sound of machines Of quarters crushing the penny One thought turned into many My resistance is crushed I'm just here about some tangerines And maybe grapes without seeds 'Cause I believe That thoughts can change your body It's all on me If thoughts can change your body I believe That thoughts can change my body It dawned on me Your body can change your mind And maybe if I keep my mouth shut God will answer all my prayers Let my secret vision sprawl Declasssified and mine to share And then I put my arms around you And say, "Thank God that I found you" I kept my mouth shut And hoped that this would happen to me I see the patterns in things I never knew this was a part of me A wolf sings in the choir I feel the tension, I'm afraid it will break I should start lifting weights 'Cause I believe That thoughts can change your body It's all on me If thoughts can change your body I believe That thoughts can change my body It dawned on me Your body can change your mind

You used to have a future, now you don't even have a past You won't have half an answer if anyone cares to ask You promised to speak to no one, you were lucky that I heard Because without a witness no oath can be assured Somewhere down the line you'll look back and Say you did the best that you could and you'll be wrong You're always wrong I hope you enjoy it underneath the light I hope you can get some sleep tonight Because where you live the sun doesn't set This is your bed. Hope you enjoy You held me in the sunlight, your interlocking hands Left a photograph on my shoulders, spots where I didn't tan But my skin was an imperfect film and the negatives were burned Without the evidence there was no need for you to ever return And someone down the line will look back And wonder what you felt for me and he'll be wrong You're always wrong I hope you enjoy it underneath the light I hope you can get some sleep tonight Because where you live the sun doesn't set This is your bed. Hope you enjoy (Don't worry, you and me won't) I can't turn this thing off It keeps following me Used to be so human now it's just a machine I can't turn this thing off It keeps following me When'd you say you were leaving? When'd you really leave? I hope you enjoy it underneath the light I hope you can get some sleep tonight Because where you live the sun doesn't set If this is your bed, how do you do it? I was within my rights, I was behind the line You were dancing in your sleep I promised to hide it underneath the covers This is my bed, how do you do? Hope I enjoy my no one

If you really wanna make it last You could commit yourself completely You could lie down in the river at last And let the dread complete you And if you really don't want the pain You can disengage completely Because it wasn't healthy anyways And you've got a job and a family If you really wanna fall asleep Then you'll have to find some punctuation And if you wanna ride it out to the end You can tie your thoughts together And if you really wanted to be kind You'd have forgiven them a long ass time ago And if you really wanna know how kind you are Just ask yourself why you're lying in bed alone I know you wish my flesh would yield I love you but I can't stand the touch And of course I'm alright with death But why you talk about it so goddamn much? I will go to heaven You won't go to heaven I will go to heaven I won't see you there I will go to heaven You won't go to heaven I will go to heaven I won't see you there I will go to heaven You won't go to heaven I will go to heaven I won't see you there I will go to heaven You won't go to heaven I will go to heaven I won't see you there If you really wanna know yourself It will come at the price of knowing no one else This guy, he was so high I asked my friend to punch him out Can you kick his ass? Can you kick his ass for me? And if you really wanna make the change Then you would cut yourself off completely But if you just want it to be ok It will never be ok It'll be alright It'll be alright It'll be alright It'll be alright It'll be alright It'll be alright (Fuck) It'll be alright (Fuck) It'll be alright (Fuck you) It'll be alright It'll be alright (Fuck) It'll be alright (Fuck) It'll be alright (Fuck you) It'll be alright It'll be alright (Fuck) It'll be alright (Fuck) It'll be alright Now you gotta change addresses again If they knew where the fire was they'd put it out Someone's knocking on your door Fire turned towards me with an open mouth And if you don't come home tonight You will never call it home again And if you need some peace and quiet There is room for all in heaven I will go to heaven You won't go to heaven I will go to heaven I won't see you there I will go to heaven You won't go to heaven I will go to heaven I won't see you there

That wasn't any better at all That didn't make me feel any better at all I thought it would, but it didn't My consciousness is bigger It gives me no pleasure to say My consciousness is bigger than yours It gives me no pleasure And we descend the basement Poorly done murals, the faces If there wasn't a house, we would build one with our bodies Hang on to my ego Everything is coming loose tonight I'm too nervous for boys now I'm too nervous for girls now Every bottle you drink must be recycled and Every plastic cup that can't be recycled in this town At the party kids come in and out Talking about T.S. Eliot It starts out fun Because the night is young But then the night gets old And it just gets cold And we go outside And we go back inside And we say what's the plan And there is no plan so we go La la la la la la la la La la la la la la la la I just need to wake up burst into motion Raise my finger say aha, say moving is easy I just need to take off, burst into motion I just need to get up burst into motion Raise my finger say aha, say moving is easy I just need to get off It wasn't fun It wasn't educational It lingered on I put my fingers on you were gone Let's get away from these despicable people They can't keep their mouths to themselves I know there's lots of other guys with my name here But tell me I'm the only one that you will Does anybody use this bathroom in the daytime? Is this a house or the set of a film? Let's get away from these awful people They can't keep their minds to themselves I refuse to let go until you're impressed I refuse to let go until I'm depressed I see you reaching out to t-t-t-touch My skin shrinks, I think I'll be shocked By that static It's too dynamic Because I never wanted you to change I only wanted you to be different Like, not so distant Cause we are alone in our orgasms But your flesh seems so solid Why does it melt away In the morning dew? I'm sorry, I thought someone was there Like two mirrors gazing into each other's eyes Like two microphones kissing But oh, that night, that music! The longer it goes, the more important I feel But oh, those lights, those colors! The less I can see, the more I can feel B----- said never to write about what's in my pockets But that's where my hands are, and that's where they'll stay Because you're used to a softer touch She's just used to a gentler touch She is used to a gentleman's touch But hey man it's cool when you do it We are alone in our dreams Do we have to sleep tonight? Murmur, murmur! Coward! Building towards a meaning that'll never come Leave someone beautiful Find someone horrible Dig me I just want to have sex with you I just want to fuck you I just want to have sex with you I just want to fuck you When I say stop, When I say stop, stop, stop, stop, stop, stop! Bounce and stretch I stretch into a smile Not just my face, my body, my soul Because I view life as something that I Don't think I'll get away with And you think that we've already gotten away Yeah we all have dreams, I know I should have forgotten them in the morning (A dead dog painted on the sea) If none of us know the words then only the melody matters Na na na na na na na na na na na matters I wrote this verse drunk I thought it would solve everything I thought it would But it didn't When everyone was going homewards Did you cry because it was over? Or did you cry because you knew it would never end? As long as we don't go to sleep yet I promise I can't go to sleep yet Cause the night's not dead, no the night's not dead I will not go alone to my single-size bed I don't know what that means We could go anywhere But we will always be where we are We could go anywhere But we will always be where we are I waited for you on the eastern shore Watching people trying to act sober on the other side of the sea Until I laughed and headed home I learned my lesson never to roam