Wake up every day and it just goes repetitive Think I need to chill, Think I need incentive I think depression's finally hittin' me I think it's finally setting in Drifting to my feet and settling just like sediment Coasting and walking down this road called life blindly Foolishly hoping for purpose to come and find me In the depths of depressions is where I've been residing That or in my room under my covers, just hiding Put my in the grave today Black suit, wet bouquet Too scared to leave, but too tired to stay Bullet in the chamber will stop all the pain Blood on the wall drips, just like red rain Feel my soul seep out from each line from the blade No one sings along to the songs I have made Deep in thought like Socrates I am not your property Treated like a mockery Glad no one is stopping me Not why you should idolize, this is my final goodbye But if I ever hurt you, I truly apologize

I wanna go Far away from you but I don't wanna know how it feels to be alone; I'm confused I wanna go Be alone but I don't wanna know how it feels I wanna go Be alone but I don't wanna know I'm confused I'm empty and broken; what is the point? Everything's dark except this light from this joint Lately, they say they hate the way I cope It's hang from the clouds or hang from a rope I've done some things for which I can't atone I grab the blade and cut down past the bone She'll never love me I know that you'll suck me I'll hide away and push everyone from me And in my mind, I face resistance Wanna be alone, but I hate the distance Honestly, I don't know what to think now I know I'm not the best to be around Wanna die put me in a coffin Pop 20 pills hope nobody stops it When I die, don't act like it's shocking Gave you all the signs; now I'm done talking I wanna go Be alone but I don't wanna know how it feels I wanna go Be alone but I don't wanna know I'm confused I wanna go Be alone but I don't wanna know how it feels I wanna go Be alone but I don't wanna know I'm confused I guess that I gotta go now Feeling like a candle, one that's finna go out Roll up the dope I just need it to slow down Vision turns black when I fade to the background When I die, I know they won't miss me Give it a week, and then they will forget me I live for the present, not future or past Roll up a gram I just wanna relax Don't wanna be alone, but I know it's for the best My head's like my room cause that shit is a mess Catch me in the backyard sparking a blunt I haven't felt like myself in months Got too attached, and now I feel stupid I need to have a talk with Cupid Snap-in half all the arrows he shooting I feel so god damn foolish I wanna go Be alone but I don't wanna know how it feels I wanna go Be alone but I don't wanna know I'm confused I wanna go Be alone but I don't wanna know how it feels I wanna go Be alone but I don't wanna know I'm confused