Middle of a Heart - Adeem the Artist & Caleb Haynes

Stay inside, no wild nights 'Cause I know that I'll be thinking too much about you Yeah, won't go kiss strangers lips 'Cause I know that I'll be talking too much about you About you And all that we used to do I hate that I don't know you like I used to, like I No longer, what we have is that summer Will I have one that's better? Will I ever? Will I? I'm in the middle of heartbreak Middle of a, middle of a Middle of a heartbreak, yeah I'm in the middle of heartbreak Middle of a, middle of a Middle of a heartbreak, yeah Can't go dance, don't make plans 'Cause I know that I'll be looking all around for you On my worst days, there's no safe space 'Cause everything I do and see reminds me about you About you And all that we used to do I hate that I don't know you like I used to, like I No longer, what we have is that summer Will I have one that's better? Will I ever? Will I? I'm in the middle of heartbreak Middle of a, middle of a Middle of a heartbreak, yeah I'm in the middle of heartbreak Middle of a, middle of a Middle of a heartbreak, yeah Need new friends for the weekend Need new shows but I'm sleeping Need new songs on my stereo, on my stereo Need new friends for the weekend Need new shows but I'm sleeping Need new songs on my stereo, on my stereo I'm in the middle of heartbreak Middle of a, middle of a Middle of a heartbreak, yeah I'm in the middle of heartbreak Middle of a, middle of a Middle of a heartbreak, yeah I'm in the middle of heartbreak Middle of a, middle of a Middle of a heartbreak, yeah I'm in the middle of heartbreak Middle of a, middle of a Middle of a heartbreak, yeah

I didn't know you wanted to leave me You didn't say a word Or give a clue I didn't see you were pulling back When you turned away from me I found myself Revealed myself to you Stood beside you when you needed a shoulder to pull through But you left me In the middle of a dream In the middle of a dream

I'm in the middle of a heartache Half out, half in Not quite out of love with you Not too much in love with him I'm in the middle of a heartache Half way, half blue Can't give all my love to him When I'm still in love with you Just when I think that I've forgotten you The memory of your love grows dim That old pain starts again of wanting you More than I ever wanted him I'm in the middle of a heartache Heart-old, heart new Can't give all my love to him When I'm still in love with you Just when I think that I've forgotten you The memory of your love grows dim That old pain starts again of wanting you More than I ever wanted him I'm in the middle of a heartache Heart-old, heart new Can't give all my love to him When I'm still in love with you (In love with you)

It's true that I'm a kinda complicated dame I don't even know my original name I've been changing the damn thing since I was younger A kid with a mixed up head, fervent for the hunger And i'm a baptized, stylized, blue-collared boy A poetry, rotary, expression of joy Stitched up with sidewalks and time-clocks and rattling thunder I'm a kid with a mixed up head, fervent for the hunger When I dream, I dream in color But I mostly do not dream And I have seen god through the curtain when I'm just barely asleep She's holding out a basket full of scones and other treats I am starving but there's nothing here I can eat It is true that I've tried on different faces before Toiled over things I'm not responsible for Captured by every philosophy, traveling wonder I was a kid with a mixed up head, fervent for the hunger And I'm a holy ghost, lamp post, poet of sorts A rain drop machine shop radio source Sutured with lip gloss and hot sauce, indian summers Just a kid with a mixed up head, fervent for the hunger When I dream, I dream in color But I mostly do not dream And I have seen god through the curtain when I'm just barely asleep She's holding out a basket full of scones and other treats I am starving but there's nothing here I can eat It's true that i'm a kinda complicated dame I don't even know my original name I've been changing the damn thing since I was younger

Me and Judas down on 6th and Lowry outside a café when the moonlight fell It cast itself down, pouring out on the city, what a pity when something so beautiful wastes itself I took a pull from my wood pipe as the taxicabs drove by full of college age women in drag Yeah, they're all wearing costumes and they all look like children and they're blowing us kisses as they pass I wondered what in the hell in this world could compel Any creature to smile on a pair like we were He had short, neat curls that were shadow black And I was fumblin' around with the weather app Wondering if he could ever love me back Sometimes these things are hit or miss With the perfume trails lingering behind I caught an urge and the nerve to take his hand in mine And if it didn't rain at the perfect time It's probable we wouldn't have kissed In the Northeast Minneapolis Arts District He whispered, "I'm not the kind to lie about leaving," with me clinging so tight to his chest In a notebook on the rough-hewn walnut stand by his mattress, I had drawn ultimatums in a cursive mess And then I never told anyone, kept it quiet, inspired by the urgency of the love we shared Some of our friends say I'm still alive in it and others don't believe I was ever really anywhere I gave my body and blood for the power of love and hoped that I would conquer sin But I never even rose again He had short, neat curls that were shadow black And I was fumblin' around with the weather app Wondering if he could ever love me back Sometimes these things are hit or miss With the perfume trails lingering behind I caught an urge and the nerve to take his hand in mine And if it didn't rain at the perfect time It's probable we wouldn't have kissed In the Northeast Minneapolis Arts District Then in the light of a wasteful moon, so familiar You sold me out for some pieces of silver But still I loved the feel of your lips And I never wanted more than this To kiss you in public To openly say that I loved it Oh, I write this down for Judas Oh, all of this was for Judas