Meself (feat. GAIDAA & Penoze) - Tads

I feel like a stranger Tryin' to face what's left of my own And there is no later, too many changes I'm tryna grow I thought I knew all the colours and the hues Thought I had it figured out 'Cause in my head it seemed so true But I really don't There's so much left untouched Still figuring out what But I'm closer than I was Feels like I stopped running away Once I recognised my own faith In too deep, was stuck in this maze That I don't know what to do, oh I feel like a stranger Tryin' to face what's left of my own And there is no later, too many changes I'm tryna grow You feel like real life Or my imagination of what real life should be Is as clear as the sky could be You the future, all I could see So, who knew you would frighten me? I don't pretend to have the answers like talkin' to sacristies And I'm usually in your head, but you're growin apart from me I think lately you getting farther and farther apart from me And I know I'm a part of you, and once you are a part of me A part of me think that I'm makin' excuses like, "Pardon me" For you or for the future, you foolish for tarnishin' I'm torn apart thinkin' about independence autonomy With my head up higher and higher, the ceilin' get hard to reach Every three months you a new person, this feelin' is quarterly Around here it get hard to stay grounded like carpentry I lost me once, it got me feeling like I got an alter ego Goin' 'til it's gone like one on one, it's all for keeps A lot of different sides to this story, but they all of me I feel like a stranger Tryin' to face what's left of my own And there is no later, too many changes I'm tryna grow (I'm tryna grow)

I've been falling higher while I'm holding on 'cause I've been wanting more than I can even handle I've been bold in, tryna keep my head on track 'Cause I've been falling higher I went out, I had to go away All I know Lean in and then it shouldn't be the same Fall down low Can't move so I gotta breakaway All I've known Nothing but trust though, I never wanna wait All I know All I know I've been falling higher while I'm holding on 'cause I've been wanting more than I can even handle I've been bold in, tryna keep my head on track 'Cause I've been falling higher I've been holding out in case, a phase Some things that they made me misbehave, I'll say Some words will make me run all out of place, certain days Zoned out I'm out here learning how to face, new ways Falling up 'Cause I've been riding, I've been trying, I've been in a bluff And I've been wanting, I've been striding, I've been acting tough But if it gets closer, I'll be focused not in a rush And know it ain't over, don't have closure, this ain't close enough I've been falling higher while I'm holding on 'cause I've been wanting more than I can even handle I've been bold in, tryna keep my head on track 'Cause I've been falling higher I went out, I had to go away All I know Lean in and then it shouldn't be the same Fall down low Can't move so I gotta breakaway All I've known Nothing but trust though I never wanna wait All I know All I know I've been falling higher while I'm holding on 'cause I've been wanting more than I can even handle I've been bold in, tryna keep my head on track 'Cause I've been falling higher

Where do you focus? Nothing's going wrong Try to be open, by still tryna be strong Losing where we're going Feels like if we've grown Then nothing really matters Not afraid to fall Cause I wanna let it in I wanna sink and swim I wanna try to win So let me fall Won't you take this ride my way? I just wanna be the one that you love at all Let it go and help you find your way There's no reason why we can't have a little more See they're running but there ain't no race Might outlast, but in the end no one's keeping score Take a minute come and ride my way Take a step I'll help you find your way Feels like we're growing old, and our Dreams are bold, and the world is cold Feels like we're growing up, and we're Always lost, and we need some help Feels like it's not that fair, and we're Losing here, and we need some love Know that someone cares, and we're almost there, it'll be enough Cause I wanna let it in I wanna sink and swim I wanna try to win So let me fall Won't you take this ride my way? I just wanna be the one that you love at all Let it go and help you find your way There's no reason why we can't have a little more See they're running but there ain't no race Might outlast, but in the end no one's keeping score Take a minute come and ride my way Take a step I'll help you find your way Ah ah ah ah ah ah promise not to be Promise not to be somebody Promise not to be someone else Ah ah ah ah Promise not to be someone else Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah uh Uh uh uh uh uh uh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh Dah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah