Mercy Curse - T.Jarva & The Dark Place

It seems life has played a game on me I'm lost in a sea of misery My love has turned her back on me Heartaches, why won't you let me be? I said now, baby, have some mercy please Don't leave me, baby, on bended knee Oh please, mercy, mercy, mercy please Have mercy on me Mercy, mercy, mercy please How can I face life without you What would I do if we were through? Don't you know, love I wait for you every single night Hoping you'll return and make things right You don't show and I'm sitting here all alone To pray you're gonna call me on the phone Baby, have some mercy please Don't leave me, baby, on bended knee Oh please, mercy, mercy, mercy please Have mercy on me Mercy, mercy, mercy please You know I love you and I'm begging For one more chance, one chance, once more I know life's got many a twist Loving you, baby, is a thing I can't resist Your love and understanding you've been giving me Without it, I just can't go on living Baby, have some mercy please Don't leave me, baby, on bended knee Oh please, mercy, mercy, mercy please Have mercy on me Mercy, mercy, mercy please Have mercy on me.

Always reaping And never sleeping What is yours is not for keeping Helter Skelter Oh give me shelter Tonight There's no prayers That could save us Ain't no Jesus There ain't no demons Urga-Karma and Kali Yuga Tonight I don't know who I am I don't know where I'm going Ceased to understand no more Venus is high And so am I I don't know who I am I don't know where I'm going Ceased to understand no more Venus is high And so am I Always reaping And never sleeping What is yours is not for keeping Helter Skelter Oh give me shelter Tonight I don't know who I am I don't know where I'm going Ceased to understand no more Venus is high And so am I I don't know who I am I don't know where I'm going Ceased to understand no more Venus is high And so am I I don't know who I am I don't know where I go Ceased to understand no more Venus is high And so am I Venus is high And so am I Venus is high

Yeah Depression, anxiety got ahold of me 'Cause people say they want the older me Well I'm 30, this the oldest me Behold it's me, the piece of shit that's not good enough Not black enough, not hood enough Not rich enough, not poor enough My heart is poured enough I been beaten and battered, my confidence shattered Been broken and tattered I'm constantly second guessin' if my profession is worth it on my mental state Writin' this from a dark place with humility and grace Peace, love, and positivity was my nativity But now when socials are in my vicinity I'm not runnin' from the internet My god, I was at its birth, I've been a vet Goin' berserk like Peter down in InterTech, yo, ayy It's deeper than the surface, I'm searchin' for purpose I'm tired of searchin' for logic and Googlin' purposes to read that I'm worthless I remember makin' music alone, just a pen and a microphone But nowadays it's hard to get in the zone Writin' rhymes was easy before the fame Now I'm constantly overthinkin' every line, it's a shame Rap used to fill me with joy, now it's nothin' but pain I'm stuck in the game, tryna get back from where I came I write this letter for the person who's listenin' Fed up and tired of people dismissin' 'em, I'm with you I been through what you been though No amount of money can take away the feelin' of insecurity Only though maturity can we overcome Feel like I've been overrun, feel like it's over, I'm done Whoever told you success gon' make you happy? You been lied to All of my dreams came true but I bleed and cry too Never been perfect, I failed everytime I tried to Feelin' hated and underappreciated Everytime I look in the mirror, I wonder, "Why you?" Shit, I'd love to end this on some positive shit Hit you with punchlines instead of some derogative shit But it's okay to be sad sometimes and tired of shit, I guess And people say, "Well you're just out for money" I say, "That's none of your business" You see, a lot of people don't feel happy Unless they have another thing beyond money, which is called status And status, to a very large extent in our economy consists in In having this thing, that thing, the other thing, and having a swimming pool A, uh, Ferrari, uh, some kind of clothes and uh, some kind of house And so on, and so on, and so on And we think, uh, we need all that Because we haven't asked ourselves whether that was what we really wanted They all think they gotta have this, they gotta have that And uh, they don't really want it If they sat back and considered, "Do I need all that?" "Is this trip really necessary?" They would come to the conclusion it wasn't, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha

There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there No, no, not on my way There is a dark place but I'm not going there

Take me now or forever leave me be I am on my own, but I'm not alone Take me now or forever leave me be It's my time I know, and I know you know, too Say you're lonely Your dreams are falling And say tonight You'll make it right That I'm the one And you'll be gone And say you're sorry Because you broke me I think of you The moon is blue The glow in your eyes Was just a lie See me now, I'm proudly wearing my crown I don't feel alone, I hold the world you know See me now, I'm proudly wearing my crown In this life I own, the darkest throne Say you're lonely Your dreams are falling And say tonight You'll make it right That I'm the one And you'll be gone And say you're sorry Because you broke me I think of you The moon is blue The glow in your eyes Was just a lie Say you're lonely Your dreams are falling And say tonight You'll make it right I'm the one And you'll be gone And say you're sorry Because you broke me I think of you The moon is blue The glow in your eyes Was just a lie Say you're sorry I think of you Just a lie You broke me I think of you Just a lie Was just a lie Just a lie