I waited up for your call, but the phone don't ring no more Tell me, love, where you been? I've climbed the walls, fallen more times than I've done before Can't erase everything Maybe I was chasing something that wasn't there And I know I left you waiting, but I swear I always cared 'Cause you matter, you matter to me I will treasure every memory I keep And I hate the man that I've become I'm praying you can see That you matter, it matters to me Left you alone in the cold, when you needed me the most Broken hearts needed mending I always thought you'd come back, I guess karma slipped through the cracks Now it's flowers that I'm sending Maybe I was chasing something that wasn't there And I know I left you waiting, but I swear I always cared 'Cause you matter, you matter to me I will treasure every memory I keep And I hate the man that I've become I'm praying you can see That you matter, it matters to me And it's likely that you've moved on And I'm not gonna stand in your way All that I wanted to say Is you matter, you matter to me I will treasure every memory I keep And I hate the man that I've become I'm praying you can see That you matter, that you matter to me

I could find the whole meaning of life in those sad eyes They've seen things that you never quite say, but I hear Come out of hiding, I'm right here beside you And I'll stay there as long as you let me Because you matter to me Simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody You matter to me I promise you do, you, you matter too I promise you do, you see? You matter to me It's addictive the minute you let yourself think The things that I say just might matter to someone All of this time I've been keeping my mind on the running away And for the first time I think I'd consider the stay Because you matter to me Simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody You matter to me I promise you do, you, you matter too I promise you do, you see? You matter to me And you matter to me Simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody You matter to me I promise you do, you (Out of hiding I'm right here beside you) You matter too (As long as you have me) I promise you do, you, you matter too (Out of hiding I'm right here beside you) I promise you do, you, you matter too (I do, I promise you do, you matter to me) I promise you do, you see You matter to me

I could find the whole meaning of life in those sad eyes They've seen things that you never quite say, but I hear Come out of hiding, I'm right here beside you And I'll stay there as long as you let me Because you matter to me Simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody You matter to me I promise you do, you, you matter too I promise you do, you see? You matter to me It's addictive the minute you let yourself think The things that I say just might matter to someone All of this time I've been keeping my mind on the running away And for the first time I think I'd consider to stay Because you matter to me Simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody You matter to me I promise you do, you, you matter too I promise you do, you see? You matter to me And you matter to me Simple and plain and not much to ask from somebody You matter to me I promise you do, you (Out of hiding I'm right here beside you) You matter too (As long as you have me) I promise you do, you, you matter too (Out of hiding I'm right here beside you) I promise you do, you, you matter too (I do, I promise you do, you matter to me) I promise you do, you see You matter to me

The mudslide slim huh I can do uh song I wrote a long time ago Sang it to my old man who was here Just flew in last night Thank the Lord Took a parachute into my heart Seems like such a long time since I held you in my arms Felt you close and warm beside me Another night is getting late I'm alone with just the ache And the memory of you beside me Darling, I've never been so blue I have tried to see it through But there's nothing I can do Won't make it on my own Darling, won't you hurry home Nothing seems to matter without you Last time I saw you, there was nothing we could say We knew it was a time for a change "A time to think", you said that night And I lied and said, "Alright" Left you in the morning Watched you in the window Mexico will never be the same It was time to be apart Somehow it seems this heart of mine Will never find a way to live without you And now I'm out here on the road But I'm feeling bought and sold And tonight I just can't but think about you Darling, I've never been so blue I've tried to see it through But there's nothing I can do I won't make it on my own Baby, won't you hurry home Nothing seems to matter without you No, nothing seems to matter without you Thank you

Think I drank too much, again Looks like fun, but it's pretend Why do I try to fit in When I just wanna go home? And I know this isn't like me I just want people to like me Got my glass up in the air And I act like I don't care And I take some, but I shouldn't And I say things that I wouldn't And I'm just part of the crowd But I feel better now, so Keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night Keep on kissing that guy that's not my type I just wanna feel normal for the night I should go, it's getting late But I'ma keep on dancing 'til I feel okay So keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night Taking pictures in the dark Smoke it up 'til I can't talk Fooled myself, almost forgot That I just wanna go home (I just wanna go home) And I know this isn't like me I just want people to like me Got my glass up in the air And I act like I don't care And I take some, but I shouldn't And I say things that I wouldn't And I'm just part of the crowd But I feel better now so Keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night Keep on kissing that guy that's not my type I just wanna feel normal for the night I should go, it's getting late But I'ma keep on dancing 'til I feel okay So keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night I, I, I just wanna feel normal for the night I, I, I just wanna feel normal So keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night Keep on kissing that guy that's not my type I just wanna feel normal for the night I should go, it's getting late But I'ma keep on dancing 'til I feel okay So keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night

Yeah, I'll admit I've had sex before marriage I've smoked hella weed And then I shared it Yeah, I confess I've scrolled through Pornhub I've had impure thoughts And acted upon them So if the pearly gates Won't open up for me At least I know There's somewhere else I can go Thank God Thank God for making a Hell Thank God for making a place full of fire And greedy-ass liars Where I'm just like everyone else Thank God for Hell Yeah, I'll admit My mind's a bit dirty Only go to church If somebody's forced me Yeah, I confess I say some bad words And I haven't yet, but I bet I'll get a divorce So if the pearly gates Won't open up for me At least I know There's somewhere else I can go Thank God Thank God for making a Hell Thank God for making a place full of fire And greedy-ass liars Where I'm just like everyone else Thank God Thank God for knowing me well Thank God for making a place I can smoke And tell fucked up jokes Eternally just be myself Thank God for Hell Thank God for Hell If the pearly gates Won't open up for me Fuck 'em Thank God Thank God for making a Hell Thank God for making a place full of fire And greedy-ass liars Where I'm just like everyone else Thank God Thank God for knowing me well Thank God for making a place I can smoke And tell fucked up jokes Eternally just be myself Thank God for Hell

Thoughts Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts No medications ever made them stop All I think about is everything I'm not Instead of everything I got 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me 'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak When I wake up, I just don't like what I see All the way from my head right down to my feet I wish that I thought differently But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Change Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay Entertain it for a second, then I push it away Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me Thoughts Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts

Started crawling in my skin Looking for a way out I can feel it happening So I talk myself down 'Cause right now The walls are starting to cave in Sometimes, I wish I was somebody else When my mind starts misbehaving Is when I tell myself Okay, baby, you'll be okay You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on Rolling even on the bad days You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on Every time I run away It catches up somehow But I've been learning what to say So I talk myself down 'Cause right now The walls are starting to cave in Sometimes, I wish I was somebody else When my mind starts misbehaving Is when I tell myself Okay, baby, you'll be okay You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on Rolling even on the bad days You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on You just gotta keep on breathing Even when your lungs have run out of air Okay, baby you'll be okay You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on (just gotta keep on) Keep, gotta keep on, you just gotta keep on (just gotta keep on) Keep, gotta keep on, you just gotta keep on The walls are starting to cave in Sometimes, I wish I was somebody else When my mind starts misbehaving Is when I tell myself Okay, baby, you'll be okay You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on Rolling even on the bad days You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on You just gotta keep on breathing Even when your lungs have run out of air Okay, baby you'll be okay You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on (just gotta keep on) Keep, gotta keep on, you just gotta keep on (just gotta keep on) Keep, gotta keep on, you just gotta keep on