Head underneath my pillow Melting fast like April snow I try to breathe, but it comes slow So I make do with what I know I lament in the pouring rain I'd rather wash away my pain Can't spare the time to entertain Afraid of loss, afraid of change So I keep lying, lying to myself Tell myself I don't need help Lie myself right into hell Oh, I keep lying, lying to myself The moon is laughing at me now Voices echo in and out I made my peace with a war of doubt So I tilt my head back underground My brother took the brunt of it While I found weakness in my grip Took nine years to see what I missed Afraid that I'm too late for this So I keep lying, lying to myself Tell myself I don't need help Lie myself right into hell Oh, I keep lying, lying to myself

And I can see in your eyes that you mean it And I can feel in your arms that it's true And though I just heard myself say it Baby, I'm lying to you Baby, I'm lying to you All of these years you've been lonely And knowing not what you should do And though you are right, I've been looking as well Babe, I'm not looking for you Babe, I'm not looking for you And I'm just as damn disappointed as you Only I just do better to hide it And the one thing that keeps me from falling for you Is I'm truly alone and I like it I'm truly alone and I like it And as we lie in bed I feel lonely Though we're young, I feel eighty years old And your arms around me are keeping me warm But baby, I'm still feeling cold Baby, I'm still feeling cold And girl you must know you are lovely You're kind and you're beautiful too And I feel in some way I do love you But babe, I'm not in love with you Babe, I'm not in love with you And it may seem strange that I still stay with you If it's true you're not really the one And why don't I just keep on looking for her? 'Cause I found her but now she is gone 'Cause I found her but now she is gone 'Cause I found her but now she is gone 'Cause once I found her but now she is gone

Like water in the desert, oh I need you Like the sun on the horizon, oh I feel you You slowly turn me into a believer I'm not afraid to say, oh that I need you So tell me, tell me who you're lying to Just yourself or everyone around you You play all these games, so you know that it's true So tell me, tell me who you're lying to So tell me, tell me who you're lying to Just yourself or everyone around you You play all these games, so you know that it's true So tell me, tell me who you're lying to Who you're lying to Who you're lying to Are you lying to me Who you're lying to Who you're lying to Are you lying to me I feel like there's no way that I'm escaping Like a sinner on the weekend, I need saving Got the ground I'm on rumbling and shaking I'm not just following, I am chasing So tell me, tell me who you're lying to Just yourself or everyone around you You play all these games, so you know that it's true So tell me, tell me who you're lying to So tell me, tell me who you're lying to Just yourself or everyone around you You play all these games, so you know that it's true So tell me, tell me who you're lying to Who you're lying to Who you're lying to Are you lying to me Who you're lying to Who you're lying to Are you lying to me

We grew it out Let it fall to the ground Tied like a french braid Now we've fallen apart I cut you off like hair And you don't seem to hurt You grow back right there Right inside my heart You don't even care What was it worth? You grow back right there You grow back like hair You grow back right there You grow back like hair You grow back right there We got tangled up Out of luck Our time is up Strand by strand we tore it apart Now I'm left bald with a broken heart I cut you off like hair And you don't seem to hurt You grow back right there Right inside my heart You don't even care What was it worth? You grow back right there You grow back like hair You grow back right there You grow back like hair You grow back right there I guess you're part of my DNA now There's no point in trying to stray now But there's no point in trying to stay now I just don't know what to say now Can't get you off my mind now Can't get you out of my head now Cause you're part of my DNA now Yeah you're in my DNA now I cut you off like hair And you don't seem to hurt You grow back right there Right inside my heart You don't even care What was it worth? You grow back right there You grow back like hair You grow back right there You grow back like hair You grow back right there