Lydia - Highly Suspect

Yeah I got what I wanted They bled out my organs They cut me wide open so I quit I guess it's time Doctors came right in Said he most likely wont win But who the hell am I spend my life in the Midwest Hailey if you're out there I wish you all the very best, dear Got me away from there & Hailey if you're out there I hope you made it through December That seems like such a blur Was always the same shit The god damn apartment Yeah Basement took its toll, took its toll Its my fault She loved the nights where We breathe up that black air Come on tell me how, tell me how I'm not underground Hailey if you're out there I wish you all the very best, dear Got me away from there & Hailey if you're out there I hope you made it through December That seems like such a blur

Why do I feel tired at 22? Like all my dreams fell through Like my heart wears out in its cage Oh, it's got nothing to do with age Why do I give myself away Entirely, every day? Someone, hand me a locket, I need to pocket Something beautiful today 'Cause I gave my heart away I gave my heart away And we all gotta do that someday, but For now I hibernate Why do I deny that I'm afraid To kiss you then just walk away Looking over my shoulder, I will wait 'til I am older For this game I don't know how to play 'Cause I gave my heart away I gave my heart away And we all gotta do that someday, but For now I hibernate 'Cause I gave my heart away I gave my heart away And we all gotta do that someday, but For now I hibernate

Take me downton, why? Broke the law, lock me up Storyline, comeby A combination, it's a lie I won't see no time for no foul police None for a double time of lifetime Tonight, I'll walk Sit down and let me know my rights Tell about someone else I know it, I know it This time is suspect, don't it? I talk and give up on the stoolie in time So spare time and talk with me I'll do anything you want so subtly Yeah, I don't know, all I could think about is you Why run? I'll hide Checked out this one through sixty-five It's all about someone else I know it, I know it This sounds suspect, don't right? I'll talk and give up on the stoolie in time So spare time and talk with me I'll do anything you want so subtly Yeah I don't know All I could think about is you Suspect and talk in tears Suspect and talk in tears Suspect and talk in tears Suspect and talk in tears, tears Tears I could swear I wasn't thinking right, wasn't there As for me, asking you Unbelievable, what do you do? Tears I could swear Wasn't thinking right, wasn't there As for me, asking you Unbelievable, what you you do a lifelong lie So spare time and talk with me I'll do anything you want so subtly So spare time and talk with me I'll do anything you want so subtly Yeah, I don't know All I could think about is you

Hey, Mama It's me, your oldest son Not the one who still believes That one day you won't be on the run And I, I won't take too much time from you I just wanted to tell you I'm alive and doing fine So how are you? Hey, Mama It's me, your oldest son You kissed me on the head And left me out for dead when I was only one I won't take up too much time I just wanted to tell you I'm alive and doing fine I'm not looking for your money or even a hug I've never known your love Never known your love And I don't want your love I don't need your love 'Cause I'm doing fine here, the best that I can I stand on my own, I stand alone, and I stand like a man And maybe you just, you just didn't care, but that's okay There's always tomorrow, or some other day, yeah I've never known your love And I don't want your love And I don't need your love I don't want your love