Lower One's Eyes - Will Stetson

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done to me, betrayer Throw your stones and stab me with your hateful stares Curtain call, the final act, so say your prayers So long to you beloved traitor A Last Supper with nothing to say All of the words have fallen onto my plate I feel a fearful feeling starting to lead me astray Hiding my deep desires tore me apart Fighting to hate things I want in my heart Budding a bloody venom, forcing me into the dark The things I've seen and wanna believe But I deny the truth that's staring at me I know the cross I bear is starting to wear on my knees Feeling a bleeding, burning something in me Beneath a voice too timid, bubbling deep Shutting a throat so singed, I don't have a word that won't sting Cutting out this doubt, I see now Clear and free, let loose what's killing me Lower your eyes, my love and spite look quite alike I worship you, but hate grew up into This bitter, sweet disguise Then your mercy came to take the pain that I had on my mind Even if we have to say our goodbyes Even if we lose sight of our lives You'll always have me in your heart I'll never part from your side If only I could stop you leaving If I could hold you right here with me You could wash away my secret sins Save me from the hate I hide within Peace can dirty like water into wine Baptized and brought to light I'll make them see you're a witch in disguise Innocence has died Wilted by your lies Let's break you from this cage But you never came to set me free I'm whispering, still standing in the rain Nothing will change, I'm praying the same thing every day I've lost my faith and myself all the same It's too late to be saved Torn apart, I'm stuck in hate while hoping I can somehow change If we're tired of this back-and-forth strut If there is nothing left here for us I'll see that we are both set free Tonight, I'll see we find peace So that nobody can conquer your heart So nobody can tear us apart You should trust yours in these hands of mine Lean on me, and you'll be alright Tears I shared with you Joy, I shared with you Fights I shared with you Songs I shared with you Dances shared with you Secrets shared with you Still, I'm whispering the same prayer every day How much longer will this feeling torture me? I can't forget the things you said to me; the way we used to be Just how many times will my mind keep bringing up your lies Look me right in the eyes Even if we have to say our goodbyes Even if we lose sight of our lives You'll always have me in your heart I'll never part from your side If only I could stop you leaving If I could hold you right here with me I'll make sure that all my secret sins Everything my heart has hid All the feelings deep within Beating in my heart's the Truth, Amen

Yeah Just wanna feel this love of mine I give no favor to any side I'm just so ready for what I may find I'll embrace everything that'll come With my heart and mind Uh So, what do you still want so deep? Ey, yeah Just who the hell do you wanna beat? Ey, yeah I know it's really just hard to see That we got everything that we felt That we both could need, ey, yeah Flower Matsuri, summer Matsuri, pick and choose whatever calls to you And have them live within your heart until they thrive and bloom, aye Autumn Matsuri, winter days of leave Come unbind and unwind Take your shut-off heart and open wide, open wide As I say (Matsuri, Matsuri) Every day is a precious, dreamy (Matsuri, Matsuri) See, every little thing is hitting really deep You're never better, never worse and so Losing or winning isn't true, you know No, no-oh, woah Oh, aye Not a single care in mind Oh, oh, aye Just let me do the things you like Oh, oh, aye Not a single care in mind Oh, oh, aye Just let me do the things you like 'Cause I was crying so hard, until my tears drowned And 'cause, without any guard, you only laughed loud The summer heat then was burning both our bodies' ends The winter, seething then, froze us to a bitter old death If, it seems, I'm keeping my peace, really Does this mean I could go back there, as I please? Alright, it is never late to start again, and I'm Alright, alright, alright, alright Flower Matsuri, summer Matsuri Those who are born and those who die and mourn When everything within this world occurs at once as one form Autumn Matsuri, winter days of leave Let's embrace all that came With an open heart and dance away Dance away, yeah-yeah (Matsuri, Matsuri) Every day is a precious, dreamy (Matsuri, Matsuri) See, I'm so grateful for what life has given me No need to suffer, like you're all alone No need to feel like you're upset, you know No, no, oh, woah (Matsuri, Matsuri) Every day is a precious, dreamy (Matsuri, Matsuri) See, I'm so grateful for what life has given me No need to suffer, like you're all alone No need to feel like you're upset, you know No, no, oh, woah Oh, aye Not a single care in mind, (mind, mind, mind, mind) Oh, oh, aye Just let me do the things you like Oh, oh, aye Not a single care in mind Oh, oh, aye Celebrate it all tonight

Oh my God Love ends in breaking up, or there something close Your life ends in dying out, or something close Man, it's so damn interesting, cause I wouldn't know Only guessing the story's end, here's how it goes Oh-on Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like What an ish, what an ish Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu A God-ish like Now stop it, just stop it Come on and stop it, just stop it I'm getting worked up, body burning hot Too massive, so massive Dreaming to massive, too massive Big cash rolling right until the end Yay yay Gott ist tot That's God-ish baby face it Yeah it's God-ish either way I want you, want you IQ falling, pouring down the drain So evil-hearted baby Well I'm evil anyway I hate you, hate you, get out of the way With your ugly hair dye, and your eyes, and overflowing lies And your scent, and your clothes, and all the blush you buy It's That-ish, darling, face it Yeah it's That-ish how you chase With your quoting, and how you boast, and your reviews How you're good with people, how you joke, all of your views That's God-ish, baby, face the facts Like that, like that It's got me going mad Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like What an ish, what an ish Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu A God-ish like Thinking beyond, is it angst in our very soul? While looking down upon the peasant's so stupid goals? It's really hard while doing nothing to keep growing old When every light to guide the way is now already sold We play at God and block the word the preachers long have told And find ourselves upon the throne to rule all on our lonesome A prayer of discipline critiquing those all on their own it's Do you know? What nonsense are you spouting, stupid Nonsense honestly I don't know what crap your saying, but it's putting me to sleep We're lacking in attention, ok Everyone agrees Give me something cool to let me dance to beam Disgusting, disgusting God it's disgusting, disgusting I'm now a fan of what I'm meant to hate It's tiny, so small, man your mind is So tiny, it's tiny So alone 'cause you're smarter than the rest The best, the best Gott ist tot That's God-ish, baby, face it Yeah it's God-ish either way Like dying while you swear to God that you're healthy anyway That's super damn depressing Bet you're desperate for a raise How sad, how sad, Epigone born too late With your titles, and your art, your fancy story And your concerts and special songs, that stupid melody It's That-ish, darling, face it Yeah it's That-ish how you chase With your quoting, and how you boast, all your reviews How you're good with people, how you joke, all of your views That's God-ish, baby, face the facts Like that, like that It's got me going mad mad Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like What an ish, what an ish Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu like Tu-turu-tu-tu-turu A God-ish like Love ends in breaking up, or there something like Your life ends in dying out, or something like Man, it sure was interesting to peek from behind I liked it more when I'd dance and not ask why That's life