Loving Me, Loving You - Kohana Lam

Why do I have to choose Between loving me and loving you? I've grown attached to the things you do But lately I've been feeling so blue, baby And I've been on my own since 18 Just tryna figure things out lately Nothing seems to make any sense (make any sense) Thought you could save me Realize now that that sounds crazy I'm thankful for all that you gave me But the pressure's starting to feel immense (to feel immense) So, where do I go now As the walls seem to be crumbling down? I think I love you but don't know how And so, I'm stumbling to figure it out (figure it out) Soon as get in my zone I struggle to not feel alone now I rarely will pick up my phone Then wonder why I'm on my own now I told that I needed to grow But realized that I just don't know how I told myself I need to go But where am I supposed to go now? I don't wanna wait to too long to tell you that I love you, but I might I don't wanna wait this long to finally let go and live my life I'm struggling to write this song I'm struggling to tell myself it'll be alright I need to rewrite my wrongs But need to keep writing 'til I finally see my name in lights Soon as get in my zone I struggle to not feel alone now I rarely will pick up my phone Then wonder why I'm on my own now I said that I needed to grow But realized that I just don't know how I told myself I need to go Where am I supposed to go now? Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone I'm so blue, baby And I've been on my own since 18 Just tryna figure things out lately But nothing seems to make any sense (make any sense) Thought you could save me But realize now that that sounds crazy I'm thankful for all that you gave me But the pressure's starting to feel immense (to feel immense) I'm so blue, baby And I've been on my own since 18 Just tryna figure things out lately But nothing seems to make any sense (make any sense) Thought you could save me But realize now that that sounds crazy I'm thankful for all that you gave me But the pressure's starting to feel immense (to feel immense) Oh, why do I tell people that I love them When I know that I'm better off saying nothing? I force myself to drown in these discussions I shouldn't have And now I'm loving me, but losing you

You can run and you can hide You can tell me you're untrue You can play around with my feelings Say you found somebody new But there's one thing you can't do You can't stop me loving you You know I love you baby Why do you treat me this way I don't deserve this kind of treatment And I'd have been so good like a lover should And I'd have loved you anyway You can run and you can hide You can tell me you're untrue You can play around with my feelings Say you found somebody new But there's one thing you can't do You can't stop me loving you You're gonna drive me crazy honey Why are you so blind Cool, aw you think you're so cool now, baby But you just can't see all the love in me When I give you all the time I know I'm gonna be fine You ain't gonna pull my chain I ain't gonna change my mind How do you feel baby I bet you feel real tall Why did you leave your manhunt, honey When I give you love and it's not enough And you try to make me look small

You know I've had a lot of things happen to me in my life And yet I don't spend much of my time Feelin' sad I don't let anything turn my sunshine to rain I never have Well, people have told me I'm not worth the time of day Said I was over the hill And it's been said that I always get in the way But nothin' seemed to hurt me till You stopped lovin' You stopped lovin' me Why'd you do that You stopped lovin' You stopped lovin' me Lovin' me And I don't know what to do Don't know what I'm gonna do, my love (You stopped) (You stopped) (You stopped) I just can't get it together since (You stopped) (You stopped) (You stopped) Oh Out of your love, my love came You made me strong Well, it's just a shame, I don't know who or what to blame Now that you're gone I walk down the avenue right where I first met you That nothin' else could do, yeah Not a place I go through that I don't run into Somethin' to remind me that You stopped lovin' You stopped lovin' me Why'd you do that? You stopped lovin', oh You stopped lovin' me Lovin' me And I don't want to do Don't know what I'm gonna do, my love (You stopped) (You stopped) (You stopped) I just can't get it together since (You stopped) (You stopped) (You stopped) No, I just can't get it together since (You stopped) (You stopped) (You stopped) I just can't get it together since, no (You stopped) (You stopped) (You stopped) Ooh, oh, ho You stopped lovin' (whoa, whoa) You stopped lovin' me (whoa, whoa, whoa) You stopped lovin' (whoa, whoa) You stopped lovin' me (whoa, whoa, whoa) (You stopped lovin' me) I wonder why, wonder why, baby (You stopped lovin' me) why'd you do it, why'd you do that? (You stopped lovin') I wonder why, wonder why, baby (You stopped lovin' me) why'd you do it, girl, girl, yeah? You stopped lovin' me Why'd you do that, girl (You stopped lovin' me) I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know (You stopped lovin') why'd you do that, baby? (You stopped lovin' me) you stopped, you stopped, you stopped You don't no more, you surely stopped, girl (You stopped lovin' me) oh-oh, yes, you did (You stopped lovin') if you don't anymore, you've surely stopped, girl (You stopped lovin' me) you stopped lovin' I wanna know, wanna know, wanna know (You stopped lovin' me) why'd you do that, why'd you do that, baby? (You stopped lovin') whoa, whoa (You stopped lovin' me) whoa, whoa, whoa You stopped lovin' (whoa, whoa) You stopped lovin'me

There's a lead-fed silence in the air all around I can't take it any more It's a rip-trip hammer and I'm feeling the sound I never felt it before I'm a dazed-crazed victim of a tragic mistake Girl, we can not go on With this tear-fear tremor of a major earthquake I Just try to hang on Chorus: Loving you is killing me It's life or death, girl, can't you see So if you love me then set me free Let go, let love, let live There's a rag-tag army fighting inside my brain A-bomb is bound to blow It's a worn-torn tremor of emotional rain Someone's just got to say no In the mud-flood battle of raw nerves of steel Mine have just melted down And the tense-fence guarding me from all that I feel I just collapsed to the ground Chorus It's the non-stop pressure of a lifetime with you I've just got to unload There's no quick-fix solution anyone can do My head is ripe to explode It's a mad-bad feeling and there's no way out No one's going to reform It's a rough-tough tremor and it's got me worn out I'm like leaf in a storm Chorus Let it go, let it flow