Excuse the mess, I didn't see you from behind I caught a glimpse, but the reflection's only mine It's almost like I'm paralyzed and locked outside myself What I don't need is to concede because I won't be someone else I am not perfect and I don't claim to be And if that's what you wanted Well, then I'm so sorry How about a better version of the way that I am? How about a better version that makes me understand? How about a better version of the way that I am The way I look, the way I speak? How about a better version of me? Excuse the wall, I put it up from time to time A silver shade and the design is all mine It's just a maze that everyday I seem to be stuck in It never seems to fade away but I pray for the day it ends I am not perfect and I don't claim to be And if that's what you wanted Well, then I'm so sorry How about a better version of the way that I am? How about a better version that makes me understand? How about a better version of the way that I am The way I look, the way I speak? How about a better version of me? Show me my vital signs until I'm realigned Show me my vital signs until I'm realigned Show me my vital signs until I'm realigned Show me my vital signs until I'm realigned How about a better version of me? How about a better version of me? How about a better version of me? How about a better version? How about a better version of the way that I am? How about a better version that makes me understand? How about a better version of the way that I am The way I look, the way I speak? How about a better version of me? How about a better version of the way that I am? How about a better version that makes me understand? How about a better version of the way that I am The way I look, the way I speak? How about a better version?

Oh why Oh why cant I wake up to reality What What the hell is wrong with me U say that u don't wanna be alone But when I comfort u You're always gone somewhere I don't know now My eyes are always at your face But it seems like that u don't give a shit You're always talking to that friend of yours Why don't you turn back and look me in the eyes Now you can keep me awake all night Just like u did before Now I crave to see you one last time You say that I got bad handwriting And I write shit songs I might go missing now It wont take long enough for me to leave this world And I think I want a doctor for the mess that I've become Oh, woah, no I don't even care about you now Oh why, Oh my Why I cant wake up to reality What the hell is wrong with me You say that you don't wanna be alone But you always come to me when you feel alone Oh my! My eyes are always at your face but it seems like that you don't Give a shit Oh my god, why i cant wake up to reality The reason may be your beautiful smile

I don't wanna lie I don't wanna cry I cant keep up cuz i know I'm too far behind All i can say is Hi how are you? Hi Im scared from the ocean tides Im scared from going home cuz I might write my thoughts on the walls Its a melody for a night We cant keep on lies I dont wanna see on my sofa flirting with other guys Its a broken heart on fire I kept it on my back and now you know that I'm just tired You kept on forcing my thinking to multiply My heart is 404 Gone and missing from the same old floor Why you always banging on my door I deny the facts and explore the hate I hate the love and love the hate Piece by piece Stone by stone Like by like We all hate me I know the facts Its a melody for a night I don't wanna say goodbye When we're going through this certain Motion of hate Its a broken heart on fire I kept it on my back and now you know that I'm just tired You kept on forcing my thinking to multiply

It was just a lucky trouvaille nothing more We keep on falling apart Falling down these doors Now my heart is just pouring out my chest I fell through corridors of broken floors And now its a little f*cking mess I'm just tired of wanting you Love is very hard to do Why cant we go our sepreate ways? I'm on my deathbed, still counting my days And counting ways To forget you You're playing me and that aint something new It was just a lucky trouvaille nothing more We keep on falling apart Falling down these doors Now my heart is just pouring out my chest I fell through corridors of broken floors And now its a little f*cking mess I hate you You broke those trustcells in my head How can i even go to bed without talking about this with you? Je pense qu'ils me detestent IT was just a lucky trouvaille nothing more We keep on falling apart Falling down these doors Now my heart is just pouring out my chest I fell through corridors of broken floors And now its a little f*cking mess