I'm Mr. Manic Blood romantic Adrenaline addict Oh, I think it's just fantastic I'm talking to myself again Truth is, I'm my own best friend I'm sitting here tripping out Words, they climb right outta my mouth One by one I'm only safe when I'm alone I'm in my room, I'm getting stoned Put up walls, I can't escape I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight Wish I had a kill switch for my brain I'm outta luck, I'm losing faith Send me to hell, 'cause I can't wait I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight I'm like an anchor Drowning in anger I love the danger, goddamn I'm getting stranger I'm going against the grain I can't help it, I just love to hate Black heart beating out of my chest I won't stop like I'm possessed I'm only safe when I'm alone I'm in my room, I'm getting stoned Put up walls, I can't escape I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight Wish I had a kill switch for my brain I'm outta luck, I'm losing faith Send me to hell, 'cause I can't wait I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight I'm only safe when I'm alone I'm in my room, I'm getting stoned Put up walls, I can't escape I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight Wish I had a kill switch for my brain I'm outta luck, I'm losing faith Send me to hell, 'cause I can't wait I'm starting to think I'm only safe when I'm alone I'm in my room, I'm getting stoned Put up walls, I can't escape I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight Wish I had a kill switch for my brain I'm outta luck, I'm losing faith Send me to hell, 'cause I can't wait I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight That I'm dead weight I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight That I'm dead weight I'm starting to think that I'm dead weight

You're waiting for something, and know not the name. It itches behind you but you stay the same. You know that you're empty. But you know you're safe. Tell yourself you'd wait for the one You never fight! This war can't be won. You're your own worse habit. Your very own stain. But just you wait and see. The weight of her love will just fall onto all your defenses and you'll be weak. So fast you can't even stop to speak. Why try. Chance upon her life. The weight of her love overtakes every path that you walk on and take to heart. Losing her is the most fearful part. So why? It's been quite awhile since I've opened my heart. A little too long since the day it all started. I've got to move on, cuz I feel the strain Tell yourself you've made a mistake, The age old story: oh how this heart breaks! But you steel yourself, and soldier on. I'd take a bullet before I take love. I'd break your heart, before I think of A new excuse, to run away But just you wait and see. The weight of her love will just fall onto all your defenses and you'll be weak. So fast you can't even stop to speak. Why try. Chance upon her life. The weight of her love overtakes every path that you walk on and take to heart. Losing her is the most fearful part. So why? But know this. You'll be better soon You owe this To every broken heart in the room

When I wake up Will I find that the diggings of this excavation Have come to haunt me We'll hurry on down the line Where our minds won't get caught Some love that came And fucked my piece of mind 20 years down the road we'll grow old and see That the light of the day was so ordinary Then my ship set sail from a storm ridden bay Holy water come and wash, wash me away Will you wait up Can you carry my mind as far as you can Maybe for the weekend It's sitting on a lot of dust Waiting on a good reason To come back home I'm beside myself again

You know I I feel you You know I I feel you Feel you in the morning Feel you in the evening Feel you when I'm sleeping Feel you when I'm dreaming And I I see you Standing in the moonlight You look so nice I'm over in the bar light By the neon sign And all the words we say Won't last all day, anyways And all the drinks we take Won't take our love away, no they won't And I I hear you I hear you in the city I hear you when I'm empty I hear you going over To the home of another And all the words we say Won't last all day, anyways And all the drinks we take Won't take our love away, no they won't No they won't

What am I waking for? Am I waiting for a sign? That I'm brave enough to follow Can I just fail enough to bail out? I'm in my Wednesday suit I'm just so sick of this commute Are they always speakin' to me? Only advertisers know me Maybe I'm just fallin' away Counting down the days Trying to make a better mistake Call you when I land Don't think about the distance Do you understand? Not everything is missin' We're gonna figure it out Call me when you can Don't think about the future Maybe lend a hand 'Cause failure is a feature We're gonna figure it out I'm in Belvedere You said the air was crystal clear I get attached to my surroundings Like they know everythin' about me Maybe I'm just fallin' away Counting down the days Trying to make a better mistake Or maybe I'm just falling apart How'd we get so far? Trying to make a better escape Call you when I land Don't think about the distance Do you understand? Not everything is missin' We're gonna figure it out Call me when you can Don't think about the future Maybe lend a hand 'Cause failure is a feature We're gonna figure it out Call you when I land Don't think about the distance Do you understand? Not everything is missin' We're gonna figure it out Call me when you can Don't think about the future Maybe lend a hand 'Cause failure is a feature We're gonna figure it out

I'm a man-made by delusion I wake with dream in hand Speak before spoken And lose the upper hand Take me back to New York 'Cause I don't like the winters in the sun But I stumbled over all my words And I cut my hair but made it worse Alright need to give it some time Remind me your name again I swear I know what it is It's on the tip of my tongue And I know you're the one to forgive Yet still, I forget And I can't get enough I remember all the names on the bathroom wall Perfectling in cursive easy to recall Now they're banning cigarettes From the lips of all these strangers' mouths But I stumbled far from where I rest And I still don't call though you insist, alright And I'm sorry half the time Remind me your name again I swear I know what it is It's on the tip of my tongue And I know you're the one to forgive Yet still, I forget And I can't get enough 'Cause there's Saratoga Springs You and me in the back of my mind Yeah, there's Saratoga Springs You and me in the back of my mind Oh, in Saratoga Springs You and me just losing our minds Oh, in Saratoga Springs You and me in the back of my mind Remind me your name again I swear I know what it is It's on the tip of my tongue And I know you're the one to forgive Yet still, I forget And I can't get enough

Took it back in time Take it in your stride The mother in your mind Are you saving a life The tides are comin' in slow Everything is unknown Just need you at home You had every right I wanna be well but don't wanna try All I can hear is my daughter cry The weight of the sun is making me thin Burning my skin Wish I could see autumn The way I've been falling I wanna be free Carelessly me It's summertime low With everything golden It's hard to be open I'm missing your touch Not alone but enough To have a summertime low You know I'll never miss the smell Of your obvious tell Or your shit magic spells The stars do not care Wish I could see autumn The way I've been falling I wanna be free Carelessly me It's summertime low With everything golden It's hard to be open I'm missing your touch Not alone but enough To have a summertime low I wanna be well but don't wanna try All I can hear is my daughter cry The weight of the sun is making me thin Burning my skin, wish I could hear All of the ways you sing in the dark Brutally honest but always harsh Weight of the world is breaking my back Where were you at? Wish I could see autumn The way I've been falling I wanna be free Carelessly me It's summertime low With everything golden It's hard to be open I'm missing your touch Not alone but enough To have a summertime low