Lost (feat. Janet Devlin) - Gareth Emery

And there's no smoke without reason It's a sign there's something wrong In my lungs there's a poison I've been breathing in too long 'Cause there's no I No I in We And there's no You No You in Me Cause I've been burned Way beyond the third degree Cause your words are like gasoline You pour on the fire And the bridges you burned Led to our dreams It's just another thing that we lost When the spark turned into a flame And the flames grew much higher And my hope, faith, and every last desire Is just another thing that we lost in the fire Just another thing that we lost Just another thing that we lost Just another thing that we lost Ashes fall just like snowflakes That are warm against my skin You say that we could re-build this Wouldn't know where to begin Cause there's no snow And there's no rain To hide my tears To douse these flames Cause I've been burned Way beyond the third degree Cause your words are like gasoline You pour on the fire And the bridges you burn Led to our dreams It's just another thing that we lost When the spark turned into a flame And the flames grew much higher And my hope, faith, and every last desire Is just another thing that we lost in the fire Is just another thing that we lost in the fire Is just another thing that we lost in the fire Is just another thing that we lost in the fire Is just another thing that we lost Just another thing that we lost Just another thing that we lost Just another thing that we lost Just another thing that we lost Just another thing that we lost

Apollo's burning in the sky I must have been awake all night An empty bed A broken heart A glass of empty kind of start My eyes are tainted scarlet red Thinking of the words unsaid But that's no way to spend my day I whisper to myself and sing Wake up it's Christmas There's no time to waist And I don't need to see his face Oh wake up dear Christmas is here And it's that time of year And I don't really need him near All the locks they have been changed All the presents rearranged Memories they haunt my wall I thought we had it all Smiling faces on a cart Season's greeting's here they are Warmest wishes sent for us But it's just me this Christmas Wake up it's Christmas There's no time to waist And I don't need to see his face Oh wake up dear Christmas is here It's that time of year And I really need him near me So hurry up Hurry up, hurry up Get out of bed Hurry up, hurry up Hurry up, get out of bed You sleepy head Wake up it's Christmas There's no time to waist And I don't need to see his face So wake up dear Christmas is here And it's that time of year And I don't really need him near me

I'm gonna stand right here I'm not gonna move And when the sky falls down You'll find me next to you I'm gonna stand right here And wait for your voice And when the world's at war You know we've got no choice, hey When you hear the sound of the world on fire And all that you can see is a big red sky When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you're falling down and your armour fails I will be your shield, I will keep you save When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you hear the sound of the world on fire And all that you can see is a big red sky When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you're falling down and your armour fails I will be your shield, I will keep you save When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier Hey I will be your soldier I will be your soldier

I'm gonna stand right here I'm not gonna move But when the sky falls down You'll find me next to you I'm gonna stand right here And wait for you voice But when the worlds at war You know we got no choice, hey When you hear the sound Of the world on fire And all that you can see is a big red sky When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you falling down and your on the fence I will be your shield that will keep you save When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you hear the sound Of the world on fire And all that you can see is a big red sky When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you falling down and your on the fence I will be your shield that will keep you save When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier I will be your soldier I will be your soldier

As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined You must have had yourself a change of heart like Halfway through the drive Because your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign Kept on drivin' straight and left our future to the right Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face And memories are somethin' even smoking weed does not replace And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains Doc told me to travel, but there's COVID on the planes And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas And I'll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have, but I did not lose Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad No, I am no longer funny, 'cause I miss the way you laugh You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas And I'll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have, but I did not lose Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do Oh, that'll have to do My other half was you I hope this pain's just passin' through But I doubt it And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas And I'll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have, but I did not lose Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do Have to do

Just outside the black lines my father drew the face of a girl And I didn't hear the words that the old man said Would crush the whole world My mother's eyes caught mine as she took the pen from my hand The brothers and the sisters just whispering "Hallelujah! Amen" Fear yourself is all I heard Horror-struck from the Holy Word There's only so many times you can ask for forgiveness And as the saints came down to receive The spirit moved and they earned their reprieve But outside those walls they mauled the witness And we got back to business The blur of living two lives, sometimes you have to compromise (That's what you tell yourself?) You become the aesthetic, set-apart and prophetic (But for how long? It won't work!) But hide away the wrong things that somehow you just can't beat (And it gets worse) Everything is hidden and you can't Remember why you believed every word Fear yourself is all I heard Horror-struck from the Holy Word There's only so many times you can ask for forgiveness And as the saints came down to receive The spirit moved and they earned their reprieve But outside those walls they mauled the witness And we got back to business