Losses (Bonus) - Lil Tjay

Hey, Instagram This song I've been writing, oh, for a few months I don't know, I, I started writing it about family Just came up now, so Anybody feel any way about it, I don't give a fuck (Yeah, family) Yeah Yeah Lost you to the game, I gotta hug that I was here when you was asking where the love at Dip your finger in the bag to get your buzz back I was wishin' on a star when I was that I've been fortunate enough to have it my way I'm a fortune teller, listen to what I say 'Member when we used to park up in my driveway I always told it how it was, I never shy away This life is really something you get lost in I know niggas that got famous then they bought friends I had friends that only had half of they heart in It's hard to accept now, and it was hard then But I treated you like gold, I was all in Spoiled rotten, they could smell you 'fore you walked in Burnin' incense in your new apartment But you got no sense when it come to Lost you to the game, I gotta hold that How you feelin' in your soul since you sold that? I'll be better off without you, and we know that You ain't lookin' at a nigga you could hold back Like I'm tryna show the waves, this is no cap You sold me up the river, but I rowed back You put me on the road without a roadmap I'm not tryna make no song, these are cold facts You got some liquor at the house? Yeah Go get a shot, let's do a shot together I don't see it Okay, hahaha Ayy, being here wasn't in the plans I do it for the Grahams, not the 'Gram I do it for the fam, but still fuckin' Uncle Sam I tried to change for you, but that wasn't who I am Even when being real is out of fashion Niggas keep stealin' my style, now we out here matchin' I did it by being myself with no dramatic acting I couldn't sit around and wait, I had to have it happen Lost you to the game, I gotta face that Really think I lost you like a ways back Always sayin' how a nigga never play fair I took you up under my wing and you just stayed there You was supposed to grow some wings, get your own pair We started this from the bottom, now you alone there Shit, you treat it like it's home there Dependent on me, you was supposed to get your own share I'll still love you 'til my last days I never knew that shit would be this fast-paced I never thought I'd see awards in a glass case I could've ended up in your crib with a masked face It could've went left on a couple bad days When I visit my last place is the only time I'm in last place See me these days, I never got on a sad face See me these days, I Lost you to the game, and I see why It was always you and I without the T-Y This is not one of them stories that got three sides This is not one of them stories you could rewind Like I'm tryna show the waves, this is no cap You drove a nigga crazy, but I drove back You wrote me off and then you never wrote back I'm not tryna make no song, these are cold facts Yes, sir (Baby) Hold on, hold on (Let me tell you something about me) (I really do know, I know who I wanna be) Woo Lord, I already passed on all that (woo) You go 'head on, haha

Big bag dont mean everything wavy I got 99 problems like Jay Z Caught a felony judge tried to slave me Lost my grandmother RIP Mavy I got money and niggas move shady With my brother I put that on baby My first car I might cop a Mercedes In the stu everyday can't be lazy Bodies drop all the time I don't feel nothing Swear to god y'all gone make me go kill something Told my shooters no mercy or chill button I done been through so much I don't feel nothing I was down off the drugs, had me tooted I was locked in my cell 'bout to lose it They be watching me clocking my movements They be plotting on catching me snoozing Bodies drop all the time I don't feel nothing Swear to god y'all gone make me go kill something Told my shooters no mercy or chill button I done been through so much I don't feel nothing I was down off the drugs, had me tooted I was locked in my cell bout to lose it They be watching me clocking my movements They be plotting on catching me snoozing I be shitting I make it look easy I was innocent they ain't believe me Ain't no lie I be seeing illusions I can't figure who real it's confusing I can't wait to get used to this lifestyle I remember it could've been lights out Bitches see me and scream lil TJay Had to fuck up the spot for my bday Hit the telly and catch me in BJ Fuck this love I don't want me a skeezay Give her dick now she feel like she need me I'm too high always smoking on GG Bankroll had to stack my chips SB almost jacked my shit I know these niggas gone hate me I've been working hard driving me crazy Big bag don't mean everything wavy I got 99 problems like Jay Z Caught a felony judge tried to slave me Lost my grandmother R.I.P Mavy I got money and niggas move shady With my brother I put that on baby My first car I might cop a Mercedes At the stu every day can't be lazy Bodies drop all the time I don't feel nothing Swear to god y'all gone make me go kill something Told my shootas no mercy or chill button I done been through so much I don't feel nothing I was down off the drugs, had me tooted I was locked in my cell 'bout to lose it They be watching me clocking my movements They be plotting on catching me snoozing Bodies drop all the time I don't feel nothing Swear to god y'all gone make me go kill something Told my shooters no mercy or chill button I done been through so much I don't feel nothing I was down off the drugs, had me tooted I was locked in my cell bout to lose it They be watching me clocking my movements They be plotting on catching me snoozing Dream big imma get to the top Niggas waiting the tape bout to drop Told my momma that I'm destined to pop Y'all ain't think I would get what I got But I stay true to myself No losing myself Improving myself I'm on the road to the riches Been asking the lord for forgiveness I got two or three opps on the hitlist Y'all be talking but they never did shit You be better off minding your business Hard headed I just don't like to listen Mesclando I stay in the kitchen Money coming and my palms is itching Y'all niggas ain't no competition Big bag don't mean everything wavy I got 99 problems like Jay Z Caught a felony judge tried to slave me Lost my grandmother R.I.P Mavy I got money and niggas move shady With my brother I put that on baby My first car I might cop a Mercedes At the stu every day can't be lazy Bodies drop all the time I don't feel nothing Swear to god y'all gone make me go kill something Told my shooters no mercy or chill button I done been through so much I don't feel nothing I was down off the drugs, had me tooted I was locked in my cell 'bout to lose it They be watching me clocking my movements They be plotting on catching me snoozing Bodies drop all the time I don't feel nothing Swear to god y'all gone make me go kill something Told my shooters no mercy or chill button I done been through so much I don't feel nothing I was down off the drugs, had me tooted I was locked in my cell bout to lose it They be watching me clocking my movements They be plotting on catching me snoozing

Aria made this Every night, there's a murder in my city Every time I think about it, that shit hit me Streets no games, so I choose to keep it with me Streets no games, guess I gotta keep it with me Every night it's a murder in my city Every time, think about it, that shit hit me That be why a nigga gotta keep a glizzy That be why a nigga gotta keep a glizzy 19, I seen some crazy shit, sanity, I'm chasing it Going through so much that every blunt I see, I'm facing it I was really patient with success, I had to wait for it Now everybody's startin' to feel entitled, swear I hate this shit To the top, I'm taking it, remember taking station flicks Oh, hell no, I can't go back to that jail, but still, I hate to slip All this just the basic shit, don't know who might relate to this I don't open up, but I pour out while I'm makin' shit Nigga think he takin' shit, he must just want his face to lift If it weren't for rapping, I'd be fuckin' with that nasal sniff Rap money good, know they'll kill me for a taste of it I ain't stressin', Cookies out the pound, rollin' eighths of it Every night, there's a murder in my city Every time I think about it, that shit hit me Streets no games, so I choose to keep it with me Streets no games, guess I gotta keep it with me Every night it's a murder in my city Every time, think about it, that shit hit me That be why a nigga gotta keep a glizzy That be why a nigga gotta keep a glizzy We done lost a couple niggas from that sandbox I gotta watch the way I move 'cause that sand hot I used to look up to them niggas in the streets 'Til them same niggas got down on both knees and took a plea I'm gon' probably fuck around and make this song cry I refuse to let these bitches see my soft side Before you suck me off, you gotta let my balls dry This casket big enough, so fuck it, y'all can all die I know they hate me, it's crazy, I ain't do shit to niggas Every day I walk around your hood ready to spit on niggas I can't let these niggas take me out my element We ain't go to school 'cause in the streets, we gain intelligence You know I ain't scared to step to these niggas I just hate it when you treat me like the rest of these niggas As for the rest of these niggas, go get a vest for these niggas We servin' head cracks, you don't want no bets with me, nigga Every night, there's a murder in my city Every time I think about it, that shit hit me Streets no games, so I choose to keep it with me Streets no games, guess I gotta keep it with me Every night it's a murder in my city Every time, think about it, that shit hit me That be why a nigga gotta keep a glizzy That be why a nigga gotta keep a glizzy

I know They wanna turn me into Pasto Oh Lil Tjay What you know about playing in the field? Growin' up, young niggas playing with a steel Never will I ever switch sides, I'm forever gon ride Smelly Drive, bro lookin' from the sky I know what it's like tryna duck 5-0 I've been traumatized since they took my bro My whole fan base only gon' grow Clout goin' up so i keep my pole I know, they don't wanna see me glow I know, I know, I know, I know, I know They wanna turn me into Pa$to I know, I know, I know, I know, I know They don't wanna see me glow I know, I know, I know, I know, I know They wanna turn me into Pa$to I know, I know, I know, I know, I know They tryna turn a young nigga into Pa$to Dare a nigga name a place we cannot go Talkin' on bro, don't care, let the shots go SB niggas don't care what the opps throw Swear I remember those times, block selling dimes, promise we all gon' be fine I got too much on my mind, bullets start flyin', sharpen and somebody dyin' I know, there's a lot to be grateful for Can't list all the things that I'm thankful for Could be somewhere in a cell, somewhere in the ground, but life's goin' good and I'm takin' off On the road, doing shows, finna take a tour Niggas mad, in they bag 'cause i'm making more Flexed up, can't fuck with no basic hoe Huh, lil bitch give me face and jaw You stupid niggas is mad at me Yeah I slipped, but nobody had accuracy Vice versa woulda been a catastrophe Vice versa woulda been a catastrophe Yeah Came a long way Used to sit up in my cell writing all day You ain't never show me love, don't you call me You don't fuck with me no more, what they all say What you know about playing in the field? Growin' up, young niggas playing with a steel Never will I ever switch sides, I'm forever gon ride Smelly Drive, bro lookin' from the sky I know what it's like tryna duck 5-0 I've been traumatized since they took my bro My whole fan base only gon' grow Clout goin' up so i keep my pole I know, they don't wanna see me glow I know, I know, I know, I know, I know They wanna turn me into Pa$to I know, I know, I know, I know, I know They don't wanna see me glow I know, I know, I know, I know, I know They wanna turn me into Pa$to I know, I know, I know, I know, I know Came up but I'm never gon stop though Law abidin' but I always keep a chop' though Nigga not low, cook a nigga like Rosco Bodies droppin' all the time where the opps go I know, I know i'm finna' be the man Big S on my chest, call me Superman Niggas like "damn," holdin' out they hand I was in the can whole time thinking of a band Gotta stay 10 toes on my pivot Never gon' preach, nigga, something I ain't livin' Rats are forbidden, they could never be forgiven Sent my hitters on a mission, to assure that you ain't livin' now Give me that chain Take the profit and stuff it inside of my mains Who'd of ever think that everything changed? And I really wish that nigga treat me the same Gang Gang Gang Lil Tjay SB, really stain gang Used to wake up and juug just to maintain Used to wake up and juug just to maintain Gang Gang Lil Tjay SB really stain' gang Used to wake up and juug just to maintain All my life it was really the same thing What you know about playing in the field? Growin' up, young niggas playing with a steel Never will I ever switch sides, I'm forever gon ride Smelly Drive, bro lookin' from the sky I know what it's like tryna duck 5-0 I've been traumatized since they took my bro My whole fan base only gon' grow Clout goin' up so i keep my pole I know, they don't wanna see me glow I know, I know, I know, I know, I know They wanna turn me into Pa$to I know, I know, I know, I know, I know They don't wanna see me glow I know, I know, I know, I know, I know They wanna turn me into Pa$to I know, I know, I know, I know, I know

Oh, you're cool as ever (you're cool as ever) Your heart, it glitters in gold (your heart, it glitters in gold) You make me quiver (you make me quiver), shiver Got me like, ooh You're cool as ever (you're cool as ever) (shit) Your heart, it glitters in gold (your heart, it glitters in gold) You make me quiver (you make me quiver), shiver (uh) Got me like, ooh Did so much shit, when I take losses, feel like karma (uh) 'Member I was broke, and now I'm swimmin' in these commas (uh) Sippin' on this cup, and I'm just thinkin' 'bout my momma (uh) I'm tryna keep a focus, I'm attractin' all this drama (uh) Yeah (yeah), huh (huh), and I don't even know who fault it is (I don't) But I climbed too far to go and fall to this (I won't) Bitch, I knew for years (years), actin' like she care Goin' live, clout-chasin', look at all this shit (uh) Gotta stay solid under pressure (pressure) Niggas talkin' caps, so I don't let them give me lectures (nah) I don't think you corny, nigga, I just think I'm better And the feds probably read your shit, so I don't send 'em letters (uh) Huh (huh), yeah (yeah), and all that hatin' get me sick (get me sick) If I was broke and you was me, you'd be a lick (huh, yeah) Half a Percocet and liquor get me lit (yeah) I'll probably fall asleep, so I don't hit the spliff (uh) I say yes, say that, no shame (yeah) I gotta work into the goal as far as I came (yeah) I been doin' me, bro, don't be strange (huh, huh) No breaks, I want everything (huh) Niggas get a buzz, I don't know why they stop (damn) I don't know why they stop (damn) Huh (huh), I don't know why they stop (huh) I work too hard to let 'em take me out my spot (yeah) Smoke for the trauma, sip for the pain (pain) I rap for the commas (huh), I click for the gang (bxaow) Made it, so I walk around with foreign everything (skrrt) Real nigga, I ain't ever had no water on my name (yeah) Water on my wrist though, water on my chain (mm) Water got your bitch wet, make her go insane (uh) Pull up in that new coupe, might take off the brain (skrrt) I done probably drove every fuckin' foreign you can name (skrrt, skrrt) Locked up, free my niggas sittin' in them chains (yeah) Full score, tryna get some new points for the gang (huh, huh) If this ain't what you want, then slow your role and play your lane (nah) 'Cause the moment bodies drop, this shit'll never be the same (grrr) Lotta niggas real, couple niggas fake (yeah) Got the bag then my thoughts flipped the other way (uh) Dirty nigga, why you steady lookin' at my plate? (Huh, huh) It be greedy niggas, those type of niggas that I hate (uh) Traumatized, thinkin', head bussin', nothin' fake (yeah) Tryna talk to God, but I don't know if he relate (yeah) Like, if they would've took me, am I valid through the gate? It's the type of shit that I don't know It's the type of shit that I be feelin' when I'm low (damn) In the clouds, I'm smokin' on this dummy out the O (damn) Momma told me, "Gotta stop the dissin', gotta grow" (okay) Then I think 'bout how them niggas wanted me to go Smoke for the trauma, sip for the pain (pain) Rap for the commas, click for the gang (baow) Made it, so I walk around with foreign everything (uh) Real nigga, I ain't ever had no water on my name (nah) Water on my wrist though, water on my chain Water got your bitch wet, make her go insane (huh, huh) Pull up in the new coupe, might take off the brain (skrrt) I done probably drove every fuckin' foreign you can name (skrrt, skrrt) I had the pain I had the pain Mm, hm, hmm Mm, hmm, hmm Hmm, hmm, hmm