Losing My Grip - American Trappist

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby? Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you? Why'd you turn away? Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there Waiting outside there Grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone Am I just some chick you placed beside you To take somebody's place? When you turn around can you recognize my face? You used to love me, you used to hug me But that wasn't the case Everything wasn't okay I was left to cry there Waiting outside there Grinning with a lost stare That's when I decided Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip, I'm losing my grip And I'm in this thing alone Crying out loud, I'm crying out loud Crying out loud, I'm crying out loud Open your eyes, open up wide Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care? If you don't care then I don't care We're not going anywhere Why should I care? 'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care? If you don't care then I don't care We're not going anywhere

Oh life, it's bigger It's bigger than you And you are not me The lengths that I will go to The distance in your eyes Oh no, I've said too much I set it up That's me in the corner That's me in the spotlight Losing my religion Trying to keep up with you And I don't know if I can do it Oh no, I've said too much I haven't said enough I thought that I heard you laughing I thought that I heard you sing I think I thought I saw you try Every whisper Of every waking hour I'm choosing my confessions Trying to keep an eye on you Like a hurt, lost and blinded fool, fool Oh no, I've said too much I set it up Consider this Consider this, the hint of the century Consider this, the slip That brought me to my knees, failed What if all these fantasies come Flailing around