Why do I have to choose Between loving me and loving you? I've grown attached to the things you do But lately I've been feeling so blue, baby And I've been on my own since 18 Just tryna figure things out lately Nothing seems to make any sense (make any sense) Thought you could save me Realize now that that sounds crazy I'm thankful for all that you gave me But the pressure's starting to feel immense (to feel immense) So, where do I go now As the walls seem to be crumbling down? I think I love you but don't know how And so, I'm stumbling to figure it out (figure it out) Soon as get in my zone I struggle to not feel alone now I rarely will pick up my phone Then wonder why I'm on my own now I told that I needed to grow But realized that I just don't know how I told myself I need to go But where am I supposed to go now? I don't wanna wait to too long to tell you that I love you, but I might I don't wanna wait this long to finally let go and live my life I'm struggling to write this song I'm struggling to tell myself it'll be alright I need to rewrite my wrongs But need to keep writing 'til I finally see my name in lights Soon as get in my zone I struggle to not feel alone now I rarely will pick up my phone Then wonder why I'm on my own now I said that I needed to grow But realized that I just don't know how I told myself I need to go Where am I supposed to go now? Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone Now that you're gone I'm so blue, baby And I've been on my own since 18 Just tryna figure things out lately But nothing seems to make any sense (make any sense) Thought you could save me But realize now that that sounds crazy I'm thankful for all that you gave me But the pressure's starting to feel immense (to feel immense) I'm so blue, baby And I've been on my own since 18 Just tryna figure things out lately But nothing seems to make any sense (make any sense) Thought you could save me But realize now that that sounds crazy I'm thankful for all that you gave me But the pressure's starting to feel immense (to feel immense) Oh, why do I tell people that I love them When I know that I'm better off saying nothing? I force myself to drown in these discussions I shouldn't have And now I'm loving me, but losing you

You say, "I don't understand, " and I say, "I know you don't" We thought a cure would come through in time, now, I fear it won't Remember lookin' at this room, we loved it 'cause of the light Now, I just sit in the dark and wonder if it's time Do I throw out everything we built or keep it? I'm getting tired even for a phoenix Always risin' from the ashes Mendin' all her gashes You might just have dealt the final blow Stop, you're losing me Stop, you're losing me Stop, you're losing me I can't find a pulse My heart won't start anymore For you 'Cause you're losing me Every mornin', I glared at you with storms in my eyes How can you say that you love someone you can't tell is dyin'? I sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick My face was gray, but you wouldn't admit that we were sick And the air is thick with loss and indecision I know my pain is such an imposition Now, you're runnin' down the hallway And you know what they all say You don't know what you got until it's gone Stop, you're losing me Stop, you're losing me Stop, you're losing me I can't find a pulse My heart won't start anymore For you 'Cause you're losing me 'Cause you're losing me Stop 'cause you're losing me My heart won't start anymore ('cause you're losing me) My heart won't start anymore ('cause you're losing me) How long could we be a sad song 'Til we were too far gone to bring back to life? I gave you all my best me's, my endless empathy And all I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier Fighting in only your army Frontlines, don't you ignore me I'm the best thing at this party (You're losing me) And I wouldn't marry me either A pathological people pleaser Who only wanted you to see her And I'm fadin', thinkin' "Do something, babe, say something" (say something) "Lose something, babe, risk something" (you're losing me) "Choose something, babe, I got nothing (got nothing) To believe Unless you're choosing me" You're losin' me Stop (stop, stop), you're losing me Stop (stop, stop), you're losing me I can't find a pulse My heart won't start anymore

Every step we take is a rule we break And we're ever only moving backwards But we push on more, 'cause you always swore That we never even meet your standards Forgive me, I am sorry, but these wounds won't stay unopened When I say, believe me, the most beautiful people are broken This self doubt means that we shout But the void is always full of voices And t hey echo back everything we lack But we never know what the choice is This day plays out like the first, With a little more pain and a little more curse Believe me when I say that the most Beautiful people are beautifully broken Killing us with a thousand cuts, conquer and divide us It's a game that we have lost too well Can we get a little charity? Can we get a little empathy? The joke's on you, I only hate myself It's a war, with a prefix score 'Cause the front page is permanently airbrushed We abide by the rules, like naive fools But the game is always fixed against us Screaming at our souls you whisper everything we're not With every swipe, a sponsored snipe, 'cause honesty can rot Killing us with a thousand cuts, conquer and divide us It's all a game that we have lost too well Can we get a little charity? Can we get a little empathy? The joke's on you, I only hate myself Killing us with a thousand cuts, conquer and divide us You rigged the game and now we can't push through Can we get a little charity? Can we get a little empathy? The only thing I hate more than myself is you