Lonely in the Lone Star - Jenny Tolman

Goodbye, future, once so bright, meet my pregnant girlfriend Watch my bank account run dry, four-hundred-thirty-seven dollars spent To put things back to the way they used to be Still, I would've spent so much more But four-hundred-thirty-seven dollars somehow shakes all responsibility But it's not easy She looks me dead in the eyes and says, "Hey, Brian If you still believe in the Lord above Get on your hands and knees and pray for us Get on your hands and knees and pray for us" The past few months were pretty rough A couple times wished we both were dead I never cried like that before I thought my eyes would pop out of my head Not just preparing for nightmares Years and years, I do suppose But nothing feels alright now The length of my hair or the fit of my clothes And crying like a baby solved nothing 'Cause I can leave, so what now, what, so where do I go? 'Cause I could imagine myself throwing all my clothes Inside a suitcase without bothering to fold them 'Cause I could imagine myself throwing all my things Inside a suitcase without bothering to fold them She looked me dead in the eyes and said, "Hey, Brian If you still believe in the Lord above Get on your hands and knees and pray for us Get on your hands and knees and pray for us" Because freshness is expected from any hip-hop artist I avoid using traditional techniques I avoid using traditional techniques, techniques Techniques, techniques, techniques, techniques, techniques

If, all I could say is if Promise me you won't regret me like the tattoos on my skin Like the wrong kind Promise me you'll all love me one day you'll remember me When you fuck them you'll see my face My body is yours Happy Thursday It seems like pain and regret Are your best friends Ooh-ooh-ooh, oh, yeah 'Cause everything you do leads to them Right, right, right Yeah, but baby, I could be your best friend Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Baby, I could fuck you right Ooh-hoo-ooh Who-oo-oo-aa-ah Baby, you can have it all Ooh, whoah Baby, you can have it all Ooh, yeah Baby, you can have the cars, the clothes The jewels, the sex, the house Baby, you could be a star Oh, yeah Baby, you can have it all Baby, you can have it all Baby, you can have the cars, the clothes The jewels, the sex, the house Baby, you could be a star Wo-ho-aa-ah You're blaming all your sins On your best friends Ooh-ooh-ooh, oh, yeah And nothing's ever ever your fault And nothing's your fault, baby No-oo-oo But baby, you don't need Your best friends Woah, woah, woah, oh-ooh, yeah 'Cause I got everything you want Hoo-ooh, ayy, yeah Baby, you can have it all Ooh, baby Baby, you can have it all Ooh, yeah Baby, you can have the cars, the clothes The jewels, the sex, the house Baby, you could be a star Baby, you could be a star Baby, you can have it all Baby, you can have it all Baby, you can have the cars, the clothes The jewels, the sex, the house Baby, you could be a star Oh, yeah If, all I could say is if Promise me you won't regret me like the tattoos on my skin Let the wrong doing come with me One day I'm hoping that you will remember me When you fuck them you'll see my face My body is yours Give them any other day but Thursday You belong to me every Thursday I'll wait for you I'll be beautiful for you Every Thursday I exist only on Thursday Not on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday But on Thursday, Thursday Not on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday But on Thursday I love the guitars

Like a sucker in the void A coyote, no path Like a sucker in the void All future, no past Like a sucker in the void A wolf with no pack Like a sucker in the void No going back, no going back And I'm on my own And I'm on my own And I'm on my own And I'm on my own To nowhere now, nowhere now To, to be found, to be found On the lone mile Blind like a plane Wrapped up in a cloud Choking on that smoke Drowning in that sound Like a sucker in the void No place to call home Like a sucker in the void No one to return And I'm on my own And I'm on my own And I'm on my own And I'm on my own To nowhere now, nowhere now To, to be found, to be found On the lone mile On the lone mile On the lone mile On the lone mile

Literally at this second Like in everything that's happening in the world Being a human is pretty much the hardest thing to be Backseat sat at the local bar Dressed to the nines to impress the dark Damn, they sure look good together I'm just hoping for good weather Lost it all when I heard the sound Windows down and the power's out Damn, they sure look good together I'm just struck down in bad weather I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? (Is there anybody out there?) Words are there but they don't come out Not my best at singing loud Damn, I sure can't make it better I'm just hoping for bad weather I guess I'll be a somebody that nobody knows Guess I'll never find the one that I can call home Home I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? (Is there anybody out there?) I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? I'm a lonely star Is there anybody out there? Is there anybody out there?