Let me give you some insight into my insides I haven't been this confused in such a long time Can't believe I've spent years just losing my mind I can't believe that ten years have really gone by It's been a long time Had a plan for every year I've been alive A million more I've built up inside of me There's a million more that I have bottled up Had a plan for every year I've been alive A million more I've built up inside of me There's a million more that I have built up That I've fucked up Do you feel like the hard times Are mountains you've climbed? Lying awake, it still feels Like it's '89 It's been a long time Had a plan for every year I've been alive A million more I've built up inside of me There's a million more that I have bottled up Had a plan for every year I've been alive A million more I've built up inside of me There's a million more that I have bottled up That I've fucked up Those mindless days, the plans that I've made The countless mistakes, all the times I've changed Through the years I faced, all that's kept me sane Every single day Had a plan for every year I've been alive A million more I've built up inside of me There's a million more that I have bottled up Had a plan for every year I've been alive A million more I've built up inside of me There's a million more that I have bottled up Yeah, there's a million more that I have bottled up Yeah, there's a million more that I have built up Yeah, there's a million more that I have bottled up Yeah, there's a million more that I have built up

I'm feeling the pressure The weight of the world Bearing down On my chest Crushing me The blackest Transcendence The darkest of night A shadow Of a man Never here Restricted heart I feel my spirit Go... Something wicked, less than human I'm slowly changing every night Becoming something unfamiliar Now broken one, I mourn the light Now witness this creature The pitiful one Never known Or felt warmth Only steel (I can't feel) A feigned understanding Denial of love Fade to black End of show Disappear (Were you ever here?) Restricted heart I feel it's beating Slowed... Sinking deeper No escape this time Accept this trial Forgiveness denied Exit Humanity

Da rhay-sy o' Mal lay-rhee o' Sav-ay-ly o' Kad-ay-ly o' Hey o nay Kor-rhe-ay Ah hey o nay ka ru mmay Eh hymm a vl-la rhe-ea kan Eh hymm a ka lla mmay o an O ay ka nee hymm nno hymm O ay ka nee hymm nno hymm a rhay Hii-yha Hii-yha Hii-yha Hii-yha He-ah vi-iya me-ne mmay A he ah lu-ua no ee-tay Eh o th-ay-a rhee lloo ka Eh o mer-ra man a saa Hey nal oroom-may hymm nno hymm Ah hey nal ba-na hymm nno a rhay Hii-yha Hii-yha Hii-yha Hii-yha Hii-yha Hii-yha Hii-yha Hii-yha

You and me Had some history Had a semblance of honesty All that has changed now We shared words Only lovers speak How can it be We are less than strangers? Oh, it hurts to lose in love Let anger and cruelty win It's unfair that you doubt your feelings And that you'll ever love again Know that hearts can change Like the seasons and the wind But when I said forever Thought that we'd always be friends But you and me had some history Had a semblance of honesty All that has changed now We shared words Only lovers speak How can it be We are less than strangers? Thought I saw you yesterday Thought I passed you on the street I swear I saw your face I was not imagining You stole a glance my way You walked away from me My heart it may be broken But my eyes are dry to see You and me had some history Had a semblance of honesty All that has changed now We shared words Only lovers speak How can it be We are less than strangers?

Calling mister oswald with the swastika tatoo There is a vacancy waiting in the English voodoo Varving 'v' for vandal on the guilty boy's head When he's had enough maybe you can take him to bed To teach him he's alive 'fore he wishes he was dead Turn up the TV no one listening will suspect Even your mother won't detect it So your father won't know They think that i've got no respect But everything means less than zero Hey Oooh hey Hey Oooh hey Oswald and his sister are doing it again They've got the finest home movies that you have ever seen They've got a thousand variations: every service with a smile They're gonna take a little break and they'll be back after a while Well I hear that South America is coming into style Turn up the TV no one listening will suspect Even your mother won't detect it So your father won't know They think that i've got no respect But everything means less than zero Hey Oooh hey Hey Oooh hey A pistol was still smokin', a man lay on the floor Mister oswald said he had an understanding with the law He said he'd hear about a couple in the USA He said they'd traded their baby for a chevrolet Let's talk about the future now we've put the past away Turn up the TV no one listening will suspect Even your mother won't detect it So your father won't know They think that i've got no respect But everything means less than zero Hey Oooh hey Hey Oooh hey

You touched my face A little disgrace There in your arms There's something I need I'm gonna stand tall when it beats Come on and shout it up Tears are gonna fall And in your eyes There's too much loss All happening to me and more (Pre-) There needs to be a reason Taking a ship to please your thought Stepping in there like a queen to here More than I am Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh Each time I lost A little distrust That's not enough You can stay around I'm gonna assist without a sound We are to make The love we ache It's like silence breaks For doing this here To some reminisces viewed (Pre-) There needs to be a reason Taking a ship to please your thought Stepping in there like a queen to here More than I am Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh

One hundred roses around our bed Waiting for ya One hundred roses around our bed For you Ayla Petals are flying, the wind is blowing through the yellow cloth Crying and laughing, you are making us closer, oh One hundred roses around our bed One hundred roses around our bed One hundred roses around our bed Waiting for ya One hundred roses around our bed For you Ayla Spirit is out of your body, are you watching us now? Talking to you every evening to know what's on your mind One hundred roses around our bed One hundred roses around our bed One hundred roses around our bed One hundred roses around our bed

Blessed with how you ring round all my edges You like me and my brass necklace Made it myself, I designed it Just like the whole life I live in And I've got a whole lot to live for But when you come back from the long tour You come back like you know for sure You know you make it much better 'Cause you make it better You make it better when you're around Blessed with eyelashes, blowing your wishes Angels adore us with kisses Like they all wanna be witness Something could exist as real as this And I know we won't be forever So next life, if we meet all over I hope you make me remember I know you made it much better 'Cause you make it better You make it better when you're around

I'll find a way on my own Or maybe I'm gonna mess it all Should I trust what tells my gut When I'm not sure what I want? I'll find a way on my own Or maybe I'm gonna mess it all What's really wrong? I'm not sure Maybe it's me who wants more I'll find a way on my own Or maybe I'm gonna mess it all Should I trust what tells my gut When I'm not sure what I want? I'll find a way on my own Or maybe I'm gonna mess it all What's really wrong? I'm not sure Maybe it's me who wants more