Lava M30 Isharon Ish

And just to be completely candid I don't fuck with this life Wish I could step into a cannon Light the fuse and just fly Over the canopy So I can see the land stretchin' out Feel all the things I wish I had Till I come crashing to grounds But I stay floatin' Only hopin' to remember the pleasure Until the days I get so curious To taste a Beretta It gets so serious But mood can vary quick as the weather But even Noah had to bear Through forty days for the better So now I'll come to terms with everything I've done to this moment And only know that I can shoulder Hold it now and just own it Or I can find a side of mind to put it Till it just builds up to rip up Half my decent thoughts The other half get so twisted and pick up Right where I left off I don't believe in distinctions of evil Even when I supersede the seat for judge of the people Never will they budge they brand it good or the bad They're mistaken If it's yours or theirs Which life do you think they're gonna be takin Or Maybe I can make it to another day Andale On we go to conquer woes And offer those with a prophecy Offering to off your demons In our dreams when we're off to sleep On to those who don't believe in holy ghosts Well they're onto me... And I can only wonder why you'd be fond of me I don't blame the ones who hate me Shit, I'm one of you honestly But if I know anything While still forgetting a lot of things It's that I can be allotted Small amounts of some decency Recently I found it deep in me But now I'm just hoping That I can tap it, build a map To carry back to the moment That only had me laughing spastically Remember the happy Until I'm shaken from this dream It seems that I was just napping So can it happen? If it's gonna rather sooner than later So all my loved ones can just move on From my ardent behavior I'm snapping at your Lord and Savior Tell Her give me an answer and after Maybe I can stay here as Her tiniest dancer This stanza's running on too long I think I'll cut it to sever Before I get so buried into it Forgettin' if whether I'm speaking all my deepest truths to you but what'll it do If it turns out everything I'm saying's just a desperate attempt to be clever Then I don't get it... I really don't get it But if I don't say everything Then ima live to regret it As long as I said it My head can be at relative peace Up until my demons come-a-knockin To collect the forgotten... Demons come-a-knockin To collect the forgotten I'd like to think I would've stayed But that was never an option All of my actions lead me backwards But if it's gonna happen I'll make it quick so all my loved ones Can just get back to laughin'