Last Year (feat. Wanji Ku) - Lilywhite

Took one to the dome Home alone I can't turn a stone without some bones Creeping up out of my clothes Jonesing, fiending, itching, shaking Mentally unstable No cable Just some white noise inside my head And that ain't no wrap sheet, but what i regret instead Days of me and cherry working out the mother fucking Shed to get up out of my toxic bed Forsaken the first born And watch the rest fall at glance Wishes of me changing my past Never had a fighting chance Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone When I die I want a mural painted of me Leave me alone When I die I want a mural painted of me If I'm lucky, they'll pick a building that's really fucking ugly Paint me puking Pain't me fucking Paint a halo right above me Even if they tear the building down Yung Plague will be scattered around Let out the hounds while I'm stepping in your fucking town Always surrounded by the fucking walking dead of clout Tryna catch a breath Always trying not to fucking drown Ashes to ashes I'll turn to dust before I join the crowd Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone When I die I want a mural painted of me Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone Leave me alone When I die I want a mural painted of me Leave me alone

I got the boxes down from the attic With the tree up in the room An unwrapped every ornament Covered in pages from last year's Sunday Tribune Just about every one of them Reminds me of you 'Cause knick-knacks and flashbacks And yester-year's news Oh, it's that time again For the memories of loved ones, family, and friends But this Christmas I know won't compare To back when you were here I guess there's always last year You were laughing by the light of the fireplace Every time I close my eyes The best days of my life Those cold winter nights And even though I realize There will never be another December like that But I'm trying to be thankful for what we had Oh, it's that time again For the memories of loved ones, family, and friends But this Christmas I know won't compare To back when you were here I guess there's always last year Found a picture of you in the snow In a bad Christmas sweater Next to letters you wrote Don't you know you're the reason I love this season so Oh, it's that time again (It's that time again) This Christmas is just not the same without you here I guess there's always last year Guess there's always last year

Yo, it's the Bad Boy Chiller Crew Hold tight, S Dog on this one Hold tight, Klublove on production We don't know divvies 'round here, mosquito! Yo,hold tight, vice in sight! Yo, last year she didn't wanna know But this year she be on my phone like, "What's up, handsome?" She be on my cock 'til I stop these anthems I ain't gonna stop 'til I cop three phantoms This week hit another sold-out show Last week I were gettin' dropped and banged up Back seat, I was tryna pop these handcuffs Full team from a little town called Bradford Yo big boy, dirt bikes, smalls gettin' ripped up Lean back, lift off, YJ's pissed off Boys gon' local, shots got 'em gripped up Graft went tits-up, boys got six month Yo, he didn't wanna fuck with the gang Yo, blacked-out boy jumpin' out of the van Yo, saw no shot-gun, comes with a bang And you don't want war like Trump in Iran Yo, you ain't ever seen a motherfucker like this All black, tight, in my Nikes Beef kicks off, who's ridin'? Boys got you duckin' and divin' Boys gonna grip it and slide in Grip the whip, don't spin out You ain't no shit, bro, chill out Yo BBCC next to blow These little MC's better get to know Yo, last year she didn't wanna know But this year she be on my phone like, "What's up, handsome?" She be on my cock 'til I stop these anthems I ain't gonna stop 'til I cop three phantoms This week hit another sold-out show Last week I were gettin' dropped and banged up Back seat, I was tryna pop these handcuffs Full team from a little town called Bradford Yo, last year she didn't wanna know But this year she be on my phone like, "What's up, handsome?" She be on my cock 'til I stop these anthems I ain't gonna stop 'til I cop three phantoms This week hit another sold-out show Last week I were gettin' dropped and banged up Back seat, I was tryna pop these handcuffs Full team from a little town called Bradford Big bat' girl, come check me (yo) Yo it's SD, all to the G (yeah) Live on the track with the BBCC This year we're takin' doors clean off Music bangs like a sawn off- Pull up in the stall in black leather gloves Don't give a toss Don't try violate man, put your daughter on a cross 'Cause I don't give a fuck who your olders was SD's, you'll go somethin' like boss I'm this time's generation Don't try takin' the piss 'cause I've got no toleration (na) Crops comin' down on the rotation No goin' back, no probation Feds on my case, three day lay Now I'm locked in a station Yo, last year she didn't wanna know But this year she be on my phone like, "What's up, handsome?" She be on my cock 'til I stop these anthems I ain't gonna stop 'til I cop three phantoms This week hit another sold-out show Last week I were gettin' dropped and banged up Back seat, I was tryna pop these handcuffs Full team from a little town called Bradford Yo, last year she didn't wanna know But this year she be on my phone like, "What's up, handsome?" She be on my cock 'til I stop these anthems I ain't gonna stop 'til I cop three phantoms This week hit another sold-out show Last week I were gettin' dropped and banged up Back seat, I was tryna pop these handcuffs Full team from a little town called Bradford Cream of the crop, double G's on my top I'ma live life fast, I can sleep when I drop Full team's tight like peas in a pod And my tunes rub hot like fiends in a spark Bradford crew inside the venue Mic check one, check two Shots at the bar, it's time to go daft Jump in the car and hope we don't crash I've got girls on Facebook, girls on Snapchat I don't wanna wife when I just want that slack cash Boys go local and guns go tac tac Come blacked-out like Batman, ay Got a big team from the Notty lads Whip cost about 40 bags GK, I'm not fuckin' about Pass me the mic, and we're shuttin' it down Yo, last year she didn't wanna know But this year she be on my phone like, "What's up, handsome?" She be on my cock 'til I stop these anthems I ain't gonna stop 'til I cop three phantoms This week hit another sold-out show Last week I were gettin' dropped and banged up Back seat, I was tryna pop these handcuffs Full team from a little town called Bradford Yo, last year she didn't wanna know But this year she be on my phone like, "What's up, handsome?" She be on my cock 'til I stop these anthems I ain't gonna stop 'til I cop three phantoms This week hit another sold-out show Last week I were gettin' dropped and banged up Back seat, I was tryna pop these handcuffs Full team from a little town called Bradford

Last year, we were here making wishes That never quite came true Cause my only wish on the stars was That we'd never be apart This year I'm here, collecting pieces Of what was left of you Cause I cant make a wish, knowing you wouldn't Be there when it starts Cause if those starlights are from the past That's where I wanna go And with this magic drink in hand I'm going back to you If i could get higher higher higher High up right there with the stars Travel through the length of time And fix up all that we messed up So you'll be here If I said the right words when you cried Oh would you still be here today If I didn't hold you too tight oh maybe Now we would be okay Cause if those starlights are from the past That's where I wanna go And with this magic drink in hand I'm going back to you If i could get higher higher higher High up right there with the stars Travel through the length of time And fix up all that we messed up So you'll be here If i could get higher higher higher High up right there with the stars Travel through the length of time And fix up all that we messed up So you'll be here If i could get higher higher higher High up right there with the stars Travel through the length of time And fix up all that I messed up That you would be here

We all been to the worst of life We all been to that point in life When you determined to do it big When I'm determined to be that girl It's like I was holding it then it slipped off I am in a small room and its caving in It's like I was in a bad dream I've just woken up And depression is When you living in a body That is fighting to survive With a mind that is ready to die My own thoughts just grounded me I kinda feel like I already lost the game I'm in I see these people doing great they all peace Ain't nobody else around I'm all alone There's a sad girl always staring out the window Is there hope is there anything to live for Was this life meant for everybody in it tho Keep on trying but it keeps on getting difficult Just a bad day you ain't got a bad life How you doing feed yourself with some pretty quotes So affirmative how we keep it all day Smile on your face but the real you heartbroken boy Got my people blindfolded by the media Check the socials Men they wanna be somebody else Impressing people we don't even know Look around everybody We ain't talking everybody on they phone Maybe the world is rotating so fast Took us in circles we getting confused We was supposed to be kings in this place We was supposed to be free in this place Grounded, Grounded I'm feeling grounded I wanna be free from this I wanna be free I wanna be free I wanna be free from this