The last thing I remember was a Friday night Lit cigarette, cryin' blue eyes Beggin' me to be a man that I just ain't Knowing that I'll probably never change Sun through the blinds, empty space in the bed Guess it must've been the drunken words that I said Last thing I remember is you saying, "We're through" It might be a while, but I'll be waiting for you The last thing I remember was the scene that we made Screamin' in the Uber on the way to my place You said that I was using you, you said you felt played The last thing I remember is your face Sun through the blinds, empty space in the bed Guess it must've been the drunken words that I said Last thing I remember is you saying, "We're through" It might be a while, but I'll be waiting for you I'll be waiting for you How many nights can I hit rock bottom? Until I realize, I might be the problem Sun through the blinds, empty space in the bed Guess it must've been the drunken words that I said Last thing I remember is you saying, "We're through" It might be a while, but I'll be waiting for you I'll be waiting for you

Brown liquor and black coffee Puts my headache off for now The hurt last night put on me Still spinnin' me around And now that I've a smoke Even though I can hardly breathe The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need Another night of bad decisions There's one still layin' in my bed The bastard in me wishes He done woke up first and left And you'd think a girl on fire Would stay away from gasoline The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need Oh, the last thing I need is to need you like I do And the first thing I reach for is anything but you If I can keep away the lonely for a moment Well, that's good enough for me The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need If I can keep away the lonely for a moment Well, that's good enough for me The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need

I had this thing to call my own Just one slip and it was gone A minor flaw and then it fell I brought this house down on myself I didn't know just what I'd done I didn't know just what I'd done I don't remember anymore what I used to be Where is the quiet piece of home where I could breathe? Just like a razor to my soul when I'm alone Oh, I had this thing to call my own I'm so confused, I cannot see This wave of guilt is drowing me It feels like blood is on my hands I'd give it all for a second chance I still don't know just what I've done I still don't know just what I've done I don't remember anymore what I used to be There was a fire burning strong inside of me Just like the soothing loving warmth of summer sun Oh, I had this thing to call my own I had this thing to call my own I had this thing to call my own I never meant to let you go I never meant to let you go I never meant to let you go I never meant to let you go Hohoho I never meant to let you go Let you, let you go I never meant to let you go Let you, let you go I never meant to let you go Hoho, hoho, ho I never meant to let you go To let you go Hoho, hoho, hoho, ho To let you go Hoho, hoho, hoho, ho To let you go

I've held it all in God knows I've tried It's an awful awakenin' In a country boy's life Look in the mirror In total surprise At the hair on my shoulders And the age in my eyes Amanda, light of my life Fate should have made you a gentleman's wife Amanda, light of my life Fate should have made you a gentleman's wife It's a measure of people Who don't understand The pleasures of life In a Hillbilly band Got my first guitar When I was 14 (yeah) Now, I'm pushing 40 And I'm still wearin' jeans Amanda, light of my life Fate should have made you a gentleman's wife Amanda, light of my life Fate should have made you a gentleman's wife Thank you all