Last Hope - DMX

I don't even know myself at all I thought I would be happy by now The more I try to push it I realize Gotta let go of control Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen So let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing Every night I try my best to dream Tomorrow makes it better Then I wake up to the cold reality And not a thing is changed But it will happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing And the salt in my wounds Isn't burning any more than it used to It's not that I don't feel the pain It's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore And the blood in these veins Isn't pumping any less than it ever has And that's the hope I have The only thing I know that's keeping me alive, alive Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going (So if I let go of control now, I can be strong) And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going (So if I keep my eyes closed, with the blind hope) And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing Ah, ah, ah Ah, ah, ah Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh

So, ya wanna be a hero, kid Well, whoop-dee-do I have been around the block before With blockheads just like you Each and everyone a disappointment Pain for which there ain't no ointment So much for excuses Though a kid of Zeus is Asking me to jump into the fray My answer is two words Okay, oh, oh You win Oh, gods Oy vay I'd given up hope that someone would come along A fellow who'd ring the bell for once, not the gong The kind who wins trophies Won't settle for low fees At least semi-pro fees but no I get the greenhorn I've been out to pasture pal, my ambition gone Content to spend lazy days and to graze my lawn But you need an advisor A satyr, but wiser A good merchandiser and whoa There goes my ulcer I'm down to one last hope and I hope it's you Though, kid, you're not exactly a dream come true I've trained enough turkeys Who never came through You're my one last hope so you'll have to do Demigods have faced the odds And ended up a mockery Don't believe the stories that You read on all the crockery To be a true hero, kid, is a dying art Like painting a masterpiece, it's a work of heart It takes more than sinew Comes down to what's in you You have to continue to grow Now that's more like it I'm down to one last shot and my last high note Before that blasted underworld gets my goat My dreams are on you, kid Go make 'em come true Climb that uphill slope Keep pushing that envelope You're my one last hope and, kid, it's up to you Yeah