Laruku Blurry Eyes

I can see a thousand doubts Written on your face right now Your reflection fading in and out Lately it's been getting you down You tell me you're ok but your Voice don't match the words you said I hate that you're pushing me away Fighting so hard to take a breath So Oh love, when the river runs dry It's hard to see through blurry eyes Don't say you're not strong enough To let me love you Just the way you are Oh love, when the river runs high It's hard for me to watch you cry Don't say you're not strong enough To let me love you Just the way you are So distant when you're next to me Hiding all I wanna see The silence in the air we breathe Echoing so hopelessly I called you yesterday and your voice Didn't match the words you said I hate, you keep pushing me away Fighting so hard not to break So Oh love, when the river runs dry It's hard to see through blurry eyes Don't say you're not strong enough To let me love you Just the way you are Oh love, when the river runs high It's hard for me to watch you cry Don't say you're not strong enough To let me love you Just the way you are All through the highs and the lows When you were drowning in shallow waters I held you close Oh, when you feel all alone And it's weighing heavy on your shoulders I hope you'll know Oh love, when the river runs dry It's hard to see through blurry eyes Don't say you're not strong enough To let me love you Just the way you are Oh love, when the river runs high It's hard for me to watch you cry Don't say you're not strong enough To let me love you Just the way you are

Why does everythin' seem so blurry? I got lost in a silence out of my head All the kids shout, "Hey, don't worry" But what's the point of a love when it comes to an end? You've got water in your eyes again It seems like you've been crying again Bite your lips until they're bleeding right And maybe you'll find that it's all in your head I can feel the stares across the side of the room, but I'm trying not to imagine what is happenin' with you Oh-woah, I don't wanna know Why does everythin' seem so blurry? I got lost in a silence out of my head All the kids shout, "Hey, don't worry" But what's the point of a love when it comеs to an end? I don't wanna play, I don't wanna play this I don't wanna play the game, oh-oh-oh-oh Why doеs everythin' seem so blurry? I got lost in a silence out of my head You've been callin' all the shots again It seems like I'm still runnin' from them I'll bite your lips until they're bleedin' red And maybe you'll mean all the things that you said I can feel the stares across the side of the room, but I'm trying not to imagine what is happenin' with you Oh-woah, I don't wanna know Why does everythin' seem so blurry? I got lost in a silence out of my head All the kids shout, "Hey, don't worry" But what's the point of a love when it comes to an end? I don't wanna play, I don't wanna play this I don't wanna play the game, oh-oh-oh-oh Why does everythin' seem so blurry? I got lost in a silence out of my head Why does everythin' seem so blurry? I got lost in a silence out of my head All the kids shout, "Hey, don't worry" But what's the point of a love when it comes to an end? I don't wanna play, I don't wanna play this I don't wanna play the game, oh-oh-oh-oh Why does everythin' seem so blurry? I got lost in a silence out of my head

Like a botched lobotomy Losin' little parts of me Because you're a fever And I keep losin' limbs You're out of reach And it's just so unappealing When you're clingin' to the ceiling Just to dance around your feelings Oh well, oh well Sever up my body Sew it up to stop me 'Cause I need surgery to keep me blurry So you like to hurt me Could you cut me dirty? 'Cause I need surgery to keep me blurry Electro-shock therapy Zombie-version tryna feed You're my melancholy medicine Love me 'cause I'm lonely, please And it's just so unappealing When you're clingin' to the ceiling Just to dance around your feelings Oh well, oh well Sever up my body Sew it up to stop me 'Cause I need surgery to keep me blurry So you like to hurt me Could you cut me dirty? 'Cause I need surgery to keep me blurry Clutchin' weapons while we're sleepin' Got me bleedin' like I mean it It's just enough to keep me blurry Sever up my body Sew it up to stop me 'Cause I need surgery to keep me blurry So you like to hurt me Could you cut me dirty? 'Cause I need surgery to keep me blurry 'Cause I need surgery to keep me blurry 'Cause I need surgery to keep me blurry

Hey Out of my blurry nights Ours was the one i liked Most of all It's okay That we had nothing to say And that didn't get in the way If i recall By the way As soon as you left my place I walked the streets for a trace Of you in the sprawl Then today We found ourselves exchanging Thoughts on the size of the world In some hole in the wall I don't know how to do this But will leave with me right now Nothing good can ever come from this in the long run But let's not dismiss all the fun we can have tonight If we forget how we might feel in the morning light You Say you like being alone While looking down at your phone Like it's some marquee And you Stay home almost all the time Thinking of ways to rhyme While dreaming your dreams I don't know how to do this But will you leave with me right now Nothing good can ever come from this in the long run But let's not dismiss all the fun we can have tonight If we forget how we might Feel in the morning light How we feel in the morning light

I see you Walking away from me And I don't want you To forget about the times That I gave you I lied when I said that I don't need you Cause whenever you hit my phone I know I've been on your mind You tell me that you wanna be with me for the rest of your life But this distance Had me doubting all my choices and decisions Blurry vision When will I see you now How much can my heart allow When will I see you now How much can my heart allow When will I see you now How much can my heart allow How much can my heart allow? I see you Walking away from me And I don't want you To forget about the times That I gave you I lied when I said that I don't need you But this distance Had me doubting all my choices and decisions Blurry vision

Sunset and private pools And still you've got the blues Your dream life in front of you What's new? Spending your nights in the haze I thought it was just a phase These blurry days are over These blurry days are over Sunset and private pools And still you've got the blues Your dream life in front of you What's new? Spending your nights in the haze I thought it was just a phase These blurry days are over These blurry days are over