la di die (feat. jxdn) - Nessa Barrett

I wanna be alright I wanna be okay I'm sick of the nightmares I'm sick of the bad days I wanna be Sedated, isolated Lookin' in the mirror and I hate it Depressed, I never say it Find me face down on the pavement Maybe it's all my fault There's no one I can call for help It's really gettin' worse than I thought And I'm dyin', no prescription makes me better I wanna be alright I wanna be okay I'm sick of the nightmares I'm sick of the bad days Lookin' for direction (lookin' for direction) I'm headed the wrong way (I'm headed the wrong way) I wanna be alright (I wanna be alright) I wanna be okay (I wanna be okay) I wanna be Lobotomized then forget this Friday night, made a death wish Saturday felt like shit I do this to myself 'cause I'm anxious (damn) I saw a movie and I wished it was my life And then I heard a song that I wish I wrote for you Cigarettes rotting me on the inside An X-Ray showin' I got more bad news (fuck) I wanna be alright I wanna be okay I'm sick of the nightmares I'm sick of the bad days Lookin' for direction (lookin' for direction) I'm headed the wrong way (I'm headed the wrong way) I wanna be alright (I wanna be alright) I wanna be okay (I wanna be okay) I wanna be I don't wanna feel like this anymore I don't wanna feel like this anymore I don't wanna feel like this anymore I don't wanna feel like this I wanna be alright (I wanna be alright) I wanna be okay (I wanna be okay) I'm sick of the nightmares (I'm sick of the nightmares) I'm sick of the bad days (I'm sick of the bad days) Lookin' for direction (lookin' for direction) I'm headed the wrong way (I'm headed the wrong way) I wanna be alright (I wanna be alright) I wanna be okay (I wanna be) I wanna be

I don't know if you can hear the words I'm sayin' right now So I'll scream them louder Layin' there with no life left in your soul It feels like nothing matters And I tried callin' you a thousand times You tried tellin' me a thousand lies There's no need to apologize It's not your fault again this time Promise you won't say goodbye right now Hold on when you have your doubts Tell me the things that I don't know I'll tell you about tomorrow So sick from all of the scars they left Searchin' for more than this life can give At night when you feel all alone I'll tell you about tomorrow Now embers fadin' Your life's vacant You feel complacent You're broken, I'm breakin' And I tried callin' you a thousand times You tried tellin' me a thousand lies There's no need to apologize It's not your fault again this time Promise you won't say goodbye right now Hold on when you have your doubts Tell me the things that I don't know I'll tell you about tomorrow So sick from all of the scars they left Searchin' for more than this life can give At night when you feel all alone I'll tell you about tomorrow So sick from all of the scars they left Searchin' for more than this life can give At night when you feel all alone I'll tell you about tomorrow Tell me about tomorrow Tell me about tomorrow Tell me about tomorrow Tell me about tomorrow (tell me) Tell me about tomorrow (tell me) Tell me about tomorrow (tell me) Tell me about tomorrow (tell me) Tell me about tomorrow

Lips pressed against mine Blood red from the wine Veins full of nicotine Smoke away the misery In love for one night What happened last night? Wait, what happened last time? This is the last time This one-night stand is all I can stand When you left, I was textin' your friends Now you're upset with my phone in your hand This casual sex is gonna mess with your head This is how it ends Friends with benefits I can hear you comin' from a mile away And I know that you're comin' by the smile on your face And all these other girls wanna ruin my day So ruin my day, girl, I said it's okay In love for one night What happened last night? Wait, what happened last time? This is the last time This one-night stand is all I can stand When you left, I was textin' your friends Now you're upset with my phone in your hand This casual sex is gonna mess with your head This is how it ends Friends with benefits Ruin everything that we had Ruin everything that we had Ruin everything that we had Ruin everything This one-night stand is all I can stand When you left, I was textin' your friends Now you're upset with my phone in your hand This casual sex is gonna mess with your head This is how it ends Friends with benefits

Caught in a lie I can tell by the look in your eyes Why'd you say that there's nothing to hide When you look so guilty, baby? Holding my breath 'Cause I swear I could love you to death When we kiss, your shoulders are tense Yeah, you look so guilty, baby I should've known, but I Went through your phone anyways I should've known Love's a dangerous game Why am I jealous if I'm yours? Why do you make me insecure? Why do you tell me not to worry When you always fuckin' hurt me? Why am I jealous if you're mine? Why am I not even your type? Why do you tell me that I'm crazy? Gaslight I'm not crazy if I'm right You talk in your sleep Telling me all the secrets you keep But if I was a girl in your dreams Would you still look guilty, baby? I should've known, but I Went through your phone anyways I should've known Love's a dangerous game Why am I jealous if I'm yours? Why do you make me insecure? Why do you tell me not to worry When you always fuckin' hurt me? Why am I jealous if you're mine? Why am I not even your type? Why do you tell me that I'm crazy? Gaslight I'm not crazy if I'm right Turn me to a girl I don't wanna be Paranoid, yeah, look what you've done to me Turn me to someone I don't wanna be I'm not crazy if I'm right I'm not crazy if I'm right Why am I jealous if I'm yours? Why do you make me insecure? Why do you tell me not to worry When you always fuckin' hurt me? Why am I jealous if you're mine? Why am I not even your type? Why do you tell me that I'm crazy? Gaslight I'm not crazy if I'm right