Kimbap Kidding

I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily lately I wish I was dead sometimes Haha, just kidding I packaged up my pain today I wrapped the box in cellophane It's clear so I can see inside To watch worst of me escape But I like your apartment I like how your hair smells It buries all my problems Until I forget the details That's all I can talk about Without hurting your feelings So check out all the love I get It's fake and doesn't happen at all It doesn't happen at all I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily lately I wish I was dead sometimes Haha, just kidding I buried all my pain today Shallow, not too far away (not far) If you look, then you could see inside (inside) And watch the worst of me escape Plan A, plan B I'm numb but still I'm hurting Mental, physical, it's cyclical But what they hand me Plan C, plan D You can't kill what you can't see I'll take on every little thing you hand me But I like your apartment I like how your hair smells It buries all my problems Until I forget the details That's all I can talk about Without hurting your feelings So check out all the love I get It's fake and doesn't happen at all It doesn't happen at all I wish I was dead sometimes So I wouldn't have to check my phone I wish I was dead sometimes So I could spend a day alone And not feel like everybody hates me Making plans on another planet daily lately I wish I was dead sometimes Haha, just kidding (He's just joking, it's alright) Not far away And repeat

너와 나란히 걷다가 갑자기 가슴이 시려 팔짱을 꼈어 좋은 사람이라는 말 그 말을 들은 날 하루 종일 우울했어 우리 둘은 친구 같아서 잔잔해서 아무 일 없을 거라고 얘기하던 너에게 말할까 좋아하고 있다고 더는 늦지 않게 말해볼까 지나가는 말처럼 재미없는 농담처럼 아무 생각도 안 했다며 태연하게 딴 곳만 보고 있는 내 모습이 우스워 말할까 오래 기다렸다고 강아지처럼 착하게 말해볼까 지나가는 말처럼 재미없는 농담처럼 네가 불러줬던 내 이름이 처음으로 예쁘게 들린 그날부터 사랑이라는 걸 알게 되었을 땐 이미 늦었을 테니까 말할걸 후회한다고 해도 더는 늦지 않게 말해볼걸 사랑하고 있다고 농담처럼

Last time I wrote a song like this I was drunk off the last words out of your lips And what a world – You were always looking for attention, I was holding on to my abandonment obsession In hindsight – I was just as ignorant as you were, blinded by the "you" word combined by the sutures Good-bye to the cruel world, you had to be out, and I caught you with another dudes -–-- in your mouth Goddamn little lady, how'd you get so cold? How'd life teach you all the little tricks you pulled on me? Hopelessly passionate, openly act as if everything is all my fault – no sacrifice Nah, I should've seen it from the start, red dress laying on the floor in the dark You were everything I wanted but nothing that I needed My sexy little piece of shit demon, leaving I used to say that I loved you I used to act like a fool But now I hear that you're wondering, if the girl I run with Is treating me cool – You fucking gotta be kidding me Look at all that you did to me Why the hell would you be wondering who's kissing me now? I used to say that I loved you I used to act like a fool But now I hear that you're wondering, if the girl I run with Is treating me cool – You fucking gotta be kidding me Look at all that you did to me Why the hell would you be wondering who's kissing me now? Last time I had a thought like this I was locked in my room with a bottle in my fist What a world – I was trying to pick apart the pieces, even moved to Cali with you, living by the beaches Egregious – Made a dude want to find Jesus, huddled in bunker with nothing but canned peaches If I was a weaker man I would've broke down, the second I caught you getting your sex around town God-damn, what a hell of a ride, Cinderella got drunk and started spreading her thighs The fairy tale's over, after telling me lies – became a rock in the belly of the reason we fight Yeah, I should've seen it from the jump, I should've shut the door on your face and called you a -–- Everything I wanted, but nothing that I needed My sexy little piece of shit creampuff, biatch I used to say that I loved you I used to act like a fool But now I hear that you're wondering, if the girl I run with Is treating me cool – You fucking gotta be kidding me, look at all that you did to me Why the hell would you be wondering who's kissing me now? I used to say that I loved you I used to act like a fool But now I hear that you're wondering, if the girl I run with Is treating me cool – You fucking gotta be kidding me, look at all that you did to me Why the hell would you be wondering who's kissing me now?

Ooohh yeah, ooohhooooo, Ohhh, hoooo bayaaayyyyyy Ooooohhhoooooo, Eeeeeeewwwwww, eeewww, eeww, ew! I wasn't scared of love, til I met you I did everything that you wanted me to You're love was so demanding You left me out here standing I hid those tears for as long as I could Try to stop me now, I wish you would! You think you have me, baby You must be so damn(ed) crazy My joy, unh(and), my pain Things you don't understand This love in my hand Something I never planned So far away, baby, it's just too late Cause you don't know how to appreciate I wasn't kidding when I said I loved you, baby Wedding bells stop ringing around here lately You gave up on this love, cause you thought, maybe But, you're gonna miss my love always I never thought that pain could be this(that) cruel And to think it all came from you You met me with love's flame Tryin' na tell me I was insane What made you think I'd stay forever? It was always me who kept us together Mmmm, messed up, ya heard me! Oh yeah! The truth is, you don't deserve me My joy, unh (and), my pain, things you don't understand This love in my hand Something I never planned So far away, baby, it's just too late Cause you don't know how to appreciate I wasn't kidding when I said I loved you, baby Wedding bells stop ringing around here lately You gave up on this love, cause you thought, maybe But, you're gonna miss my love always I hate to announce what's on my mind But, why couldn't love work out this time? You know you can't dim this love that shine's I'm outta here baby, I'm no longer your lady I wasn't kidding when I said I loved you, baby Wedding bells stop ringing around here lately You gave up on this love, cause you thought, maybe But, you're gonna miss my love always