Loser Ah, ah You left without saying goodbye (fuck, fuck, fuck) Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry I ball a fist and die inside I wish I didn't, but regrettably, I entirely understand why you did it Take one step forward and two jumps back One hand on the gate of this cul-de-sac Some cursed part of me wants to be cornered Right into it even if we crack You left early and you arrived too late Just right in time to be a huge mistake So I wish you well, and I wish you far away This was never real, I'll say it 'til I believe it I wish I never met you You are the worst thing that I'm still Keeping tabs on for some stupid reason You were just being nice Now I fully believe you're out there somewhere also Keeping tabs on how I might be feeling For some stupid reason I keep on believing You care and you're reeling too I don't even know you Drowning in my own Sad, imagined fantasy of who you could be The reality is you Unironically love personality tests All of the data's weak, half-amusing at best But it could never work 'cause I'm an Enneatype 4 Aquarius You say the wrong thing every time you talk The red flags wave, the alarms sound off I'm so glad our paths didn't cross I'm so glad, I'll say it 'til I believe it I wish I never met you You are the worst thing that I'm still Keeping tabs on for some stupid reason You're the same with everyone I'm not special, no, you're not out there just Keeping tabs on how I might be feeling That's all just imagined I keep on believing You care and you miss me too I need to get over you Oh, oh I need to get over you

There's just something 'bout the way, you look me in the eye I could tell right away, you'll keep me occupied Thinking 'bout you everyday Now everything reminds me of you, you Do you even see me too? Feel the same way that I do? Or maybe I'm just a fool, for you Keeping me up all night Keeping me up all night Keeping me up all night You got me thinkin', this could be something You're keeping me up all night Keeping me up all night But you know I don't mind You got me thinkin', this could be something You're keeping me up all night Night, night Keeping me up all, keeping me up all Nights are getting longer And I can't help but wonder Wonder if you're losing sleep, thinkin' 'bout me Tell me honestly Do you even see me too? Feel the same way that I do? Or maybe I'm just a fool, for you Keeping me up all night Keeping me up all night Keeping me up all night You got me thinkin', this could be something You're keeping me up all night Keeping me up all night But you know I don't mind You got me thinkin', this could be something You're keeping me up all night Night, night Keeping me up all, keeping me up all night Night, night Keeping me up all, keeping me up all night Keeping me up 'til the break of dawn And it ain't gonna stop 'til the sun is gone Stuck in a daydream 'Cause you're the one who's keeping me up all night (Keeping me up all night) Keeping me up 'til the break of dawn And it ain't gonna stop 'til the sun is gone Stuck in a daydream 'Cause you're the one who's keeping me up all Keeping me up all night Keeping me up all night Keeping me up all night You got me thinking, this could be something You're keeping me up all night Keeping me up all night But you know I don't mind You got me thinking, this could be something You're keeping me up all night Night, night Keeping me up all, keeping me up all night Keeping me up 'til the break of dawn And it ain't gonna stop 'til the sun is gone Stuck in a daydream 'Cause you're the one who's keeping me up all night

And oh God, it's a long walk home But I understand why I walk alone 'Cause hey, we keep it a secret And in your car it's an endless dream Of ways we could keep this feeling clean But hey, we're keeping a secret All my guts Push me out Onto your front stoop Oh, and oh my god I've changed myself To what we might do (If we stop keeping a secret) One more dance, one more night Hanging on for bitter moonlight They can't change what we started If we stop keeping a secret I can't let go All your pictures on my phone All your clothes are in my bedroom What if we stop keeping a secret? What if we stop keeping a secret? What if we stop keeping a secret? Woke up to the pain I feel When I place my bets on your winding wheel But hey, let's keep it a secret And what a choice to choose to be held By somebody who slips in and out of themselves Oh wait, hard keeping a secret All my guts Push me out Sat on your front stoop Oh, and oh my god, I've changed myself To what we might do (If we stop keeping a secret) One more dance One more night Hanging on for bitter moonlight They can't change, what we started If we start keeping a secret I can't let go All your pictures on my phone All your clothes are in my bedroom What if we stop keeping a secret? What if we stop keeping a secret? What if we stop keeping a secret? Fade into memory 'Cause I think about you Like this piece of you that's right there but I can't grab you Because you're fading to my mind And I tell myself that you're doing exactly what I'm doing, Imagining, imagining...