Woke up today and decided to kill my ego It aint ever done me no good no how Gonna break through and blast off to the Bardo In them flowers of light far away from the here and now Taking a 49 divine day vacation From reality and all else in between Gonna transmigrate to my destination Far beyond time in an eternal dream But am I dreaming or am I dying Either way I don't mind at all It feels so good you just can't help but crying You have to let go so the soul can fall Oh my God it's so beautiful Everything is a part of me It's so hard looking through all the lies made of wool But if you close your eyes it becomes so easy to see

Had a part of me missing, but said I was okay I was searching for love, I was walking the wrong way Never opened my eyes, I was glad to your grace I gave up after losing the games that they all play But you, you're breaking every rule I thought I knew Now I got a hand to hold Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go I thought loving myself it was out of the question Then you came in my life, and you gave me direction You took all of my flaws, and you made them a blessing I thought loving myself it was out of the question But you, you're breaking every rule I thought I knew Now I got a hand to hold Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go

Things weren't ever meant to end this way I know I fucked it up enough, what can I say? I'm sorry, I can't seem to make you stay I promise I won't put you through that pain I wanna be contigo, but you're not in love with me, so All of this love turns me cold, enough to turn away Yeah, I wanna be contigo more than I wanna be free If that's okay, and I don't wanna make you go But what more is there to chase? Contigo, what's that really mean, though? Giving you attention every second buying Cheetos Kilos, bragging to my mama and el chicos No, this won't take one night (duh, ayy) I know it's all my fault for bouncing off the walls I would say I'm free, then I would miss your calls Spending dumb amounts and losing count of my "sorry"s You'd be crying all night, I know I wanna be contigo, you're not in love with me, so All of this love turns me cold, enough to turn away I wanna be contigo more than I wanna be free If that's okay, and I don't wanna make you go But what more is there to chase? Yeah, I'm falling in and out of sleep, I don't seem to see Sheep, and I don't clean the sheets, I'm falling seamlessly We don't need to be repeating all our fantasies I'm falling for the beat, tryna figure how to breathe But they never taught me how surfing through the clouds Speak loud enough about being here and now Never thought that I would ever get to hear the crowd Ground's hitting now, guess I wasn't ever found Oh no, you got me stressed out Looks like I won't be getting rest now And I'm home, but my head's living in clouds Never liked my hometown, never got to get loud And I hope you'll come around soon I know, you think of me too There's no need for you to be rude Wanna be with you I wanna be contigo, but you're not in love with me so All of this love turns me cold, enough to turn away Yeah, I wanna be contigo more than I wanna be free If that's okay, and I don't wanna make you go But what more is there to chase?

Stood together outside, I don't even know what Was going through my mind, now I think it was love I never knew I could find someone who I thought was dumb But made my heart go, "Ba-da-dum, ba-da-dum" And I was so scared for my life But I said that I would rather try And I'm pretty sure I'm out of time Ha, ha, ha And I throw my meds straight into the mud 'Cause it doesn't seem to help me when I'm falling in love And my stomach hurts, but I don't mention the blood I think I might need a doctor for the mess that I've become Oh, I found it hard to breathe It's getting dark out, don't you think? Tell me, or is it just me? Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold And we took pictures with her phone She left her Polaroid at home I texted all my friends, I wrote That I was falling for this girl Her eyes were glowing, hazel pearls I told her that she was my world And she said, yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said... You probably don't give a - who I am I don't blame you, I hate me too, but I can't Do a lot to change it or the thoughts in my head I am faceless, I'm nameless, I'm better off dead That's too far, I'm so sorry, please excuse my mess I'm so stupid, so worthless, I won't do it again That I promise you, I'm just a boy with a pen And a ukulele, is it not evident? That I'm broken, I'm frozen, I'm stuck in my bed I was hoping you'd open me up, but instead My emotions took over my mind and I said That I hate you, I hate that I wish you were dead Then she took my coat 'cause it was cold And we took pictures with her phone She left her Polaroid at home I texted all my friends, I wrote That I was falling for this girl Her eyes were glowing, hazel pearls I told her that she was my world And she said, yeah, she said... Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no Yeah, she said no

Where do we go in the middle of June? Night is over, I mean, what can I do? These days I'm fallin' These days I'm fallin' over you Where do we go in the middle of June? Woah, I won't let you go No, no, no, no, no (I said) Woah, I won't let you go, go, go We'll be sipping lemonade, we'll be fine Don't worry about the time We're falling outta place, but I don't mind Feeling real cold in the midst of July 'Cause you're not by my side I been a mess, but I don't think you're mine Eyes wide, don't hide My mind can't find what's making you go home Baby, use your feelings, woah-oh-oh Low tides upsides My pride has died I tried to let you go Baby, what's your reason? These days, I'm fallin' These days, I'm fallin' over you Where do we go in the middle of June? We'll be sipping lemonade, we'll be fine Don't worry about the time We're falling outta place, but I don't mind Feeling really cold in the midst of July 'Cause you're not by my side I been a mess, but I don't think you're mine

Sorry, please excuse me for the mess I promise it's a temporary issue I'm tired let me lay down on your chest We can go to CVS together looking for some tissues I just wanna wake up every morning and just fall back asleep I'm on a phone call with Roald Dahl, we're friends in my dream I get the sore jaw treatment from when I grit my teeth I feel my stress overwhelming me until I'm deadbeat, no I can't say no I can't say no to you I can't say no I can't say no, it's true When I feel like a pain, like a burden, go Take another day 'cause it's hurtin', oh I feel you close to me (Melatonin upping the dose, it's not killing us) (Melatonin upping the dose, it's not killing us) Because no matter where we go, circumnavigate the globe Space probes UFOs' will keep us, company (Melatonin upping the dose, it's not killing us) (Melatonin upping the dose, it's not killing us) I can't say no I can't say no to you I can't say no I can't say no, it's true I can't say no I can't say no to you (Melatonin upping the dose, it's not killing us) (Melatonin upping the dose, it's not killing us) I can't say no I can't say no, it's true (Melatonin upping the dose, it's not killing us) (Melatonin upping the dose, it's not killing us)

Don't you tell me you're fine, I can tell when you're lying Caught you slipping on ice, but your heart is on fire 'Cause I notice your scars and I know that it's hard And I hope you don't start getting all f- quiet 'Cause we made it so far, I don't wanna restart Recollecting these sparks, reconnecting these wires 'Cause I'm scared of the dark, can we skip to the part Where you fall in my arms, and you tell me you're tired? (Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh) You can tell me you're tired (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) Last night, you looked quite alright But you seem so formal all the time 'Cause you laugh and smile But you never cry, so why are you tired? We go where we want to go And we call whatever we want home And we wonder why they never leave us on our own Don't you tell me you're fine, I can tell when you're lying Caught you slipping on ice, but your heart is on fire 'Cause I notice your scars and I know that it's hard And I hope you don't start getting all f- quiet 'Cause we made it so far, I don't wanna restart Recollecting these sparks, reconnecting these wires 'Cause I'm scared of the dark, can we skip to the part Where you fall in my arms, and you tell me you're tired? (Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh) You can tell me you're tired (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) They say you're better off by yourself But they never understood just how you felt When the beat dies down and your soul just melts And you don't have to hold back tears 'Cause after everything, I'm here for you There's nothing you should fear Don't you tell me you're fine, I can tell when you're lying Caught you slipping on ice, but your heart is on fire 'Cause I notice your scars and I know that it's hard And I hope you don't start getting all f- quiet 'Cause we made it so far, I don't wanna restart Recollecting these sparks, reconnecting these wires 'Cause I'm scared of the dark, can we skip to the part Where you fall in my arms, and you tell me you're tired? (Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh) You can tell me you're tired (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) (Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)