Woke up today and decided to kill my ego It aint ever done me no good no how Gonna break through and blast off to the Bardo In them flowers of light far away from the here and now Taking a 49 divine day vacation From reality and all else in between Gonna transmigrate to my destination Far beyond time in an eternal dream But am I dreaming or am I dying Either way I don't mind at all It feels so good you just can't help but crying You have to let go so the soul can fall Oh my God it's so beautiful Everything is a part of me It's so hard looking through all the lies made of wool But if you close your eyes it becomes so easy to see

Ooh-uh-oh, don't you know? Don't wanna see you any more Put up or shut up You spell, you read D.O.O.R. You got a big mouth, I'm happy to see Your foot is firmly entrenched where a molar should be If you talk much louder you could get an award From the Federal Communication Board Don't be cruel Be a thing, sweet thing As a rule Don't be sad I left you in the street You're pre-tab I had to get away Don't go away sad (get out) Don't go pre-tab Don't go be bad (be bad) Don't go away mad (get out) Just go away (go away) Ooh-uh-oh, don't you know? Don't wanna see you here no more Pack it and move it You spell, you read, O.U.T. out Don't be bad A mad hatter's beret Sometimes you look like you just made an escape Don't be mad Or lose your medicaid cool Of course cool rhymes with fool Don't go pre-tab (get out) 'Cause you been had (let go) Don't go away sad (don't go) Don't go away mad (get out) Just go away (go away) Ooh-uh-oh, don't you know? I don't wanna see ya curse and pout Pack it and move it You spell, you read, O.U.T. out You got a big mouth and I'm happy to see Your foot is firmly entrenched where a molar should be Don't be mad or lose your medicaid cool Of course cool rhymes with fool Don't go be bad (get out) 'Cause you been had (let go) Don't go away sad (don't go) Don't go away mad (get out) Just go away (go away) Don't go be bad (get out) 'Cause you been had (let go) Don't go away sad (don't go) Don't go away mad (get out) Just go away (go away) Go away and stay away

Do you feel like you're falling? You've taken this step In front of you Is further from the truth And you fall apart In front of me again Again Denial isn't the way to forgiveness You always swore that I was wrong Not again No taste for the crow you feed me Not again It's not a matter of if I care Not again What an intricate web you're weaving Again and again So you try not to follow While the clock fails to sleep So here we are Back where it began And toe to toe I stand In front of you again Again Denial isn't the way to forgiveness You always swore that I was wrong Not again No taste for the crow you feed me Not again It's not a matter of if I care Not again What an intricate web you're weaving Again and again Not again No taste for the crow you feed me Not again It's not a matter of if I care Not again What an intricate web you're weaving Again and again, again Again

Well, I want you to notice To notice when I'm not around I know that your eyes see straight through me And speak to me without a sound I want to hold you Protect you from all of the things I've already endured And I want to show you To show you all the things that this life has in store for you I'll always love you The way that a father should love his daughter When I walked out this morning I cried as I walked to the door I cried about how long I'd be away for I cried about leaving you all alone I want to hold you Protect you from all of the things I've already endured And I want to show you To show you all the things that this life has in store for you I'll always love you The way that a father should love his daughter Sweet Zoe Jane Sweet Zoe Jane So I wanted to say this 'Cause I wouldn't know where to begin To explain to you what I have been through To explain where your daddy has been So I want to hold you Protect you from all of the things I've already endured And I want to show you To show you all the things that this life has in store for you I'll always love you The way that a father should love his daughter Sweet Zoe Jane Sweet Zoe Jane

I think I used to pray I thought it would save me from my hell But what they never say Nobody's God ever saves you from yourself And all my faults Are all my fault And I just want To feel it all Feel it all! Feel it all! How can I face what's under the surface, when nothing is working? How can I break away from the burden? This cycle of hurting I'm still waiting to change I'm still waiting to wake up as someone else At the end of the day I'm too stubborn to get any help And all my faults Are all my fault And I just want To feel it all How can I face what's under the surface, when nothing is working? How can I break away from the burden? This cycle of hurting How can I face what's under the surface, when nothing is working? How can I break away from the burden? This cycle of hurting Away from the burden This cycle of hurting Cycle of hurting!

Not really good at just paying attention I'm not very good at remembering things that you say I'm not very good at pursuing redemption Not very good at concealing the hand that I play It's the way I am You'll never change The way I am Or rearrange The way I am Just let me be The way I am It's the way I am I'm not really sure of the coming attractions I'm not really sure of illusions we read on the wall I'm not really sure of the preaching we practice I'm not really sure if we'll notice it before we fall It's the way I am You'll never change The way I am Or rearrange The way I am Just let me be The way I am It's the way I am Not very good at just paying attention Not very good at remembering things I'm not very good at pursuing redemption Not very good at concealing the hand that I play When I'm trying so hard just to beat you I'm not really good at controlling my fate I'm not really good at controlling my anger I'm not really good at subduing my hate I'm not really good I'm not really good I'm not really good It's the way I am You'll never change The way I am Or rearrange The way I am Just let me be The way I am It's the way I am

The hating and the waiting, hesitating I just want to be done with you Faking for the taking but I'm waking Up to the fact that you're lying and denying Justifying all the actions you take It's pathetic and poetic It's just sick It's just sick Is "compromise" something you don't understand? You force your hand but my eyes are wide open Caught in the web of your self serving plan Don't force my hand when my eyes are wide open Seeing is believing, now I'm leaving All the damage is done And you've broken any notion of trust Because you're lying and denying Justifying all the actions you take It's pathetic and poetic It's just sick It's just sick Is "compromise" something you don't understand? You force your hand but my eyes are wide open Caught in the web of your self serving plan Don't force my hand when my eyes are wide open Seeing is believing, now I'm leaving All the damage is done All the damage done All the damage done Is "compromise" something you don't understand? You force your hand but my eyes are wide open Caught in the web of your self serving plan Don't force my hand when my eyes are wide open Don't force my hand when my eyes are wide open Force my hand when my eyes are wide open You're lying and denying it's just sick You're lying and denying it's just sick It's just sick