My eyes have adjusted to dark And so has my heart The weight of the world has covered me I'm in over my head Am I living or dead? Can anyone hear me calling out? I'm calling out I'm finally breaking So where are you now? It's been such a long time That I've tried to live without I'm suffocating I need you to breathe So reach down and pull me up Pull me out before I am buried beneath I built this house on the shore All I wanted was more Then I felt the sand start shifting I saw the cracks in the walls I painted over them all I tried my best to just ignore I can't ignore I'm finally breaking So where are you now? It's been such a long time That I've tried to live without I'm suffocating I need you to breathe So reach down and pull me up Pull me out before I am buried beneath I thought I was climbing out But it's dragging me down What's hidden here with me? Thought I was alone But it pulls me deeper now I can't escape I'm finally breaking So where are you now? It's been such a long time That I've tried to live without I'm suffocating I need you to breathe So reach down and pull me up Pull me out before I am buried beneath

Ok Yeah Look I was told if you don't make time for the things you love You get swallowed by all the things you hate I was taught if you don't reconcile with the things you done You get haunted by all your past mistakes I believe if you don't love yourself Then nobody will That's the harsh reality we have to face I was taught you can't rush love It just comes n goes at a natural pace With that being said I want something that is real I'm over the tinder swiping and the hinge liking I want something I can feel in my heart I can feel in my hands like it's tendinitis I need to learn to repair my vices I need to learn how to let it go I need to stop spending all my time With people that only prevent my growth You think you know me, you really don't You've never taken a loss You don't know what it's like talking your blood off the ledge You never untied the knots from a noose Your family hung on a fan You've never given your heart to somebody Then watched them just crush it in front of you Cupped in their hands You never suffered You've never suffered like me But I promise today that you will understand Promise today that you will understand I told myself that the person I was in the past Will never dictate who I am in the future To all the people who treat me like trash You get recycled through all of my music You become topics I'm constantly using You become farmers without even knowing Cuz you plant the seed that I harvest whenever it's blooming Wait I'm barely human, hmmmm I think it's true and it's fair to assume it I belong next to the lyricist Next to the joyner's, the hopsins And hell if it's help em carry balloons And hey I put the pen to the pad The moment I did I made a whole name for me I run a pain in my pace ao they paying me Mama don't pray for me I got the heart of a lion Whoever you demons that brought em a lion The goal is just pray to me iight I don't compete with anybody The only person I compete with is me and myself They just wanna knock me off and try to strip my talent But I'll never let em reach around and take my belt I was never focused on becoming a celebrity I'm focusing and setting on my feelings so they never work again But creating my wealth Rappers only talk about topics that make their persona harder But every lyric that I'm dropping on top of this paper Is everything I've lived Everything I felt I don't need you to see me, you to change me, let me go I don't need you to change me I he changing on my own Only God here can judge me Is that truthful I don't know All of my scars they tell me where I've been But they don't dictate where I go All of my faiths been tested with this music I just pray i stay afloat (Time to float) I don't know it's time to float Like pennywise said I wish I could change the path That I am on I swear to God, I'm on autopilot I know that the highs and lows that I have rode are so defyin I put my entire soul inside the flows that I've been writing I condone that I'm a tyrant I just wonder when my time is Whats the chances I'll go golden What's the chances I go diamond, eh They want that ignorant flow They want that ignorant style They want somebody to stay in the lane That'll never push boundaries Now they're all mad at me Cuz I keep pushing around Straight for the fences I'm breaking the barriers breaking down walls and I'm taking the crown Made my own way and I know that you hate it I should've just taken a job in construction The way that I'm paving the ground Keep my name outta your mouth I know your anxious I'm making a legacy Making a name with my sound We are not equal No we ain't the same cuz you'll never alow up on my grind And you'll never catch me breaking down They want me buried by all my regret But they never will bury me now

Burning bridges surround you Mark the words, your world will crumble Become one with the sand You had it all, but now you fall Plagued by disease they vow to overcome Burning empire below you Summoning the vigour, to vanquish and eradicate the ones who held Them down. You took it all, but now you fall Abuse of rule, but now your time Has come. I split your skull tearing the heart out Holding your soul up to the sky Rise of the sheep, who swear to prevail And witness the death of genocide. Break the chains and live your lives The dark age is gone Thrown in to the fire Flames melting your skin Rise up from the ashes A new age has come Your silver spoon Should've been poisoned Erased from the past before it began Snakes in disguise, legions of liars Misguided wisdom Now passed on Break the chains and live your lives Embrace your fate Leave death behind Thrown in to the fire Flames melting your skin Rise up from the ashes A new age has come No remorse The day of the suffering Breaths bile No rule As the bodies are piled

Well, I don't want to be caught In a tidal wave And everything's for naught Is what the old folks say Well, now I find I'm distraught I'm closer to my grave And now I'm gonna come short Another goddamn day When you throw my feelings on the fire I can't keep this down And I feel like I won't be afraid When I'm buried in the sand Well, now I found myself fraught And I am filled with rage Another bottle's been bought To help me waste away I think these chains are too taut They're cutting my ribcage And if I give this more thought I think I've gone astray When you throw my feelings on the fire I can't keep this down And I feel like I won't be afraid When I'm buried in the sand When I'm buried in the sand When I'm buried in the sand When I'm buried in the sand When you throw my feelings on the fire I can't keep this down And I feel like I won't be afraid When I'm buried in the sand Throw my feelings on the fire I can't keep this down And I feel like I won't be afraid When I'm buried in the sand

So rude You bring me down like you're supposed to Like it's the 9 to 5 you didn't choose Did you wake up on the left On the wrong side of the bed Don't don't ya tell me you hate this That all your feels are sedated It don't get better than dancing Don't call the cops on a good thing You're holding back and you shouldn't It don't get better than dancing Maybe you'll see better days If you paint a smile on your face Smile on your face You'll laugh at the jokes that you make If you paint a smile on your face Smile on your face Why so serious? Why so serious? Why so serious? Why so serious? I got you I'm here to show you all the good moves You'll fit right in like you were meant too Cuz I can see you wanna shake All the madness in your brain Don't don't ya tell me you hate this That all your feels are sedated It don't get better than dancing Don't call the cops on a good thing You're holding back and you shouldn't It don't get better than dancing Maybe you'll see better days If you paint a smile on your face Smile on your face You'll laugh at the jokes that you make If you paint a smile on your face Smile on your face Why so serious? Why so serious? Why so serious? Why so serious?

You're close to the bone We've covered every surface feeling More than you should know Nothing more you'll find appealing And when you hold me I go You love me, I don't I do what I want and you do what you're told Your judgement is flawed, you see what you want Cause I'm just a fraud I've always had it from the start No You don't see the ugly thoughts No I'm really not a work of art No I've always had it from the start The star of your show I bury all the guilt I'm feeling Comes from the home Always cover up your demons And when you hold me I go You love me, I don't I do what I want and you do what you're told Your judgement is flawed, you see what you want Cause I'm just a fraud I've always had it from the start No You don't see the ugly thoughts No I'm really not a work of art No I've always had it from the start No I've always had it from the start No You don't see the ugly thoughts No I'm really not a work of art No I've always had it from the start Don't stay with me We'll always be No good for you No good for me I've always had it from the start No You don't see the ugly thoughts No I'm really not a work of art No I've always had it from the start No I've always had it from the start No You don't see the ugly thoughts No I'm really not a work of art No I've always had it from the start No