Julia Florida - Shinji Ikeda

"Yeah, right there" (When we met) "That seems right, yeah" When we met I wasn't me I was so numb Yeah, I was so lonely Out on the run I wasn't free And you came along But you couldn't save me My hesitation and holding my breath I led you in to the garden of my loneliness Wish that you left Before it all burned down Oh, Julia I'm sorry what I do to you I push and pull and mess with your head Then get in your bed 'cause I'm weak, deep down Oh, Julia I wish I never lied to you I never meant to hurt you like that And if I could go back I'd leave you alone When I left I wasn't sure That I could love Love anymore But My hesitation and holding my breath I led you in to the garden of my loneliness Wish that you left Before it all burned down Oh, Julia I'm sorry what I do to you I push and pull and mess with your head Then get in your bed 'cause I'm weak, deep down Oh, Julia I wish I never lied to you I never meant to hurt you like that And if I could go back I'd leave you alone I won't lie to you no more I won't lie to you no more 'Cause I know I did before Hope you find what you looking for

Although we'd often wondered it was no thing of wonder, the shit that flew from our minds While wearing stains of fresh fruit and riding on shoes of horse glue, on this ridiculous climb With great tunnel vision we'd built ourselves a mission, to ride on bullets inside Oh what a vain description of what we had been missing, so why would anyone try? It was always worth it that's the part I seem to hide And the busy ant empire put up the closing sign I wasn't always cargo I was once kind of my own, I guess I'll pack up my mind Well it took so much effort not to make an effort, oh what a flawless design It was always worth it that's the part I seem to hide And the busy ant empire put up the closing sign Even as I had left Florida (Yee-ha!) It was always worth it that's the part I seem to hide And the busy ant empire has all deserted hive It was always worth it that's the part I seem to hide Even as I had left Florida, far enough, far enough wasn't far enough Couldn't quite seem to escape myself, far enough, far enough, far from Florida We were all drowsing in cruise control, far enough, far enough wasn't far enough I stood on my heart's supports thinking Oh my god I'll probably have to carry this whole load I couldn't remember if I tried I couldn't remember if I took my brain out threw it so directly at the goal I couldn't remember if IIIIIIIIIIIIII-I-I-I-OOOOh I could have my mind erased and still not know exactly what I don't already know Even as I had left Florida