One thing in common I'm coming for ya Taking it over Run if you wanna But you'll never hide, no Said it a lot now, said it a million times It's okay if you need to lie To tell yourself that it's alright You say you will survive But the joke's on you C'est la vie, I'm coming through Can you see it coming at you? I'm all red, murderer Nowhere to run to, nowhere to run The joke's on you Waking up bitter, guess I'm in a spiral Taking the high road No you know me too well Dragging you under, right where I want ya Never will leave me Got you under my spell It's okay if you need to lie To tell yourself that it's alright You say you will survive But the joke's on you C'est la vie, I'm coming through Can you see it coming at you? I'm all red, murderer Nowhere to run to, nowhere to run The joke's on you The joke's on you This is just a nightmare This is just a nightmare But the joke's on you C'est la vie, I'm coming through Can you see it coming at you? I'm all red, murderer Nowhere to run to, nowhere to run The joke's on you C'est la vie, I'm coming through Can you see it coming at you? I'm all red, murderer Nowhere to run to, nowhere to run The joke's on you

Drag me to death, like a lit cigarette Took my last breath, like the smoke from my lips I've lied for you, and I liked it too My knees are bruised, from kneelin' to you I've had enough, but you're too hard to quit We've had our fun, now your sugar makes me sick I've lied for you, and I liked it too My makeup's ruined And now I'm laughin' through my tears I'm cryin' through my fears But baby, if I had to choose The joke's on you, oh The joke's on you God knows I've tried to be kind But I will just lay down and die Wearin' a fake smile, oh The joke's on you My heart's gone bad, now it won't beat for you You've had your laugh, now I won't play the fool I've lied for you, and I liked it too But I'm black and blue, from bleedin' for you You strike the match, burn me out so fast Look what we had, now it's turned to ash I've lied for you, and I liked it too My makeup's ruined And now I'm laughin' through my tears I'm cryin' through my fear But baby, if I had to choose The joke's on you, oh The joke's on you God knows I've tried to be kind But I will just lay down and die Wearin' a fake smile The joke's on you

My whole life was just a joke (yup) My whole life was just a joke But I'm still not laughing Truth is, I think I said enough No lie, this shit is fake as fuck I've seen death in my nightmares since I was young I'm close to the edge, people tell me I should jump (go!) Some things cannot be undone This the kind of shit that'll change you, son Some days, I wanna ask, "What for?" They've been laughing at me since the day I was born My whole life was just a joke (yup) My whole life was just a joke (yup) But I'm still not laughing I guess the truth is hard to swallow (truth) There must be something in your throat Can someone say the reason? (truth) There must be something I'm not seeing Why'd you laugh? Who could it be? Was it really me? (no!) Yes, in fact, my dignity's intact While I listen to 'em laugh (gaha) Fuck that, try and get it how I get it You could crack my neck in one snap The whole world was in on it Everybody started laughing The whole world was in on it Everybody started laughing Don't try too hard You're really fucking up When you get torn apart They really show no love When you try too hard Don't try to act like something Don't take yourself so seriously My whole life was just a joke (yup, whoo) My whole life was just a joke (yup) But I'm still not laughing I guess the truth is hard to swallow (yup) There must be something in your throat (yup) Can someone say the reason? (yup) There must be something I'm not seeing Why'd you laugh? Whoo, whoo, whoo, go! Whoo, whoo, whoo, go! Whoo, whoo, whoo, go! Whoo, whoo, whoo, go!

You said I make you sick Sick to Your stomach An when I see you I know I'm gunna' love it Cuz' I'm happy Happier than I've ever been Your distracting You and me have come to an end I know your gunna' think of me Every time you date And when he says you're beautiful It doesn't feel the same Every time you kiss a man You know it's a mistake Cuz' he is not the same as I I'm loving how it tastes I would of gave the world to you Traveled down to hell an back Climbed up every mountain top With you up on my back I would swim across an ocean Then I'd walk on molten glass Just so I could get to you The love would always last Now your feeling empty With a frown upon your face The thought that makes you sick at night Is I can't be replaced I was never mad at you Just hated how you felt And then you turned around An made my life a living hell An If your feeling lonely I will not be there to hold you You better wipe them tears up Cuz' baby girl I told you If you walk away from me I'm never coming back And all that's left of you and me Are memories we've had You said I make you sick Sick to Your stomach An when I see you I know I'm gunna' love it Cuz' I'm happy Happier than I've ever been Your distracting You and me have come to an end Cuz' you make me sick Sick to my stomach An when I see you It's not what I wanted I'm happy Happier than I've ever been We've been down that road But never again Too many distractions held me back and I can't hold them in I don't think its wrong at all We just never mixed well Driving on the highway too fast So we fish tailed I have never heard your side nor do I care Love has been a war in the mind you don't fight fair Stare off in the mist of what we used to be Usually i'm sticking close to things that ruined me I can choose to leave But my heart doesn't want to I wanted too much looking back From a far view I hope that this haunts you Music out the speakers Drowning out the dreams That I have where I see her Life goes on no matter what we embrace We either bounce back quick or we slam on the breaks It's harder to face believing that we had what it takes I hit you up the last message that i read from you states You said I make you sick Sick to Your stomach An when I see you I know I'm gunna' love it Cuz' I'm happy Happier than I've ever been Your distracting You and me have come to an end Cuz' you make me sick Sick to my stomach An when I see you It's not what I wanted I'm happy Happier than I've ever been We've been down that road But never again You say you're gunna' change But that was a lie I'm going insane I'm dying inside You don't know all the pain Baby, I'm hopeless But you know what they say Hearts were made to be broken Girl, I couldn't get enough I guess that's really just the price I pay for love An now you make me sick gee who would of thought Your new man And your friends are really nothing, but bums But baby, I'm not the one You should be playing with Cuz' I'm happy when I can see you tryna' ruin all my happiness Your man ain't got a clue what he got himself in And girl, it's so sad and it makes me sick You said I make you sick Sick to Your stomach An when I see you I know I'm gunna' love it Cuz' I'm happy Happier than I've ever been Your distracting You and me have come to an end Cuz' you make me sick Sick to my stomach An when I see you It's not what I wanted I'm happy Happier than I've ever been We've been down that road But never again I'm tired of feeling sick Tired of feeling all alone Sick of all your lies Please stop hitting up my phone You told me that you loved me And it's not true And now I'm happy With someone that's not you And my life couldn't be any better And I thought me and you were forever But forever is gone And I'm moving along Tryna' right all my wrongs Should've known all along That you wasn't Who you say you were No you wasn't Who I thought you were Cuz' you lie and you cheat All you do is deceive Got me weak in the knees And I'm begging you please Cuz' I want you to go I don't want you no more Say you fine by yourself So I found someone else And it's making me happy But it's making you crazy And now you got me laughing Cuz' she is amazing You said I make you sick Sick to Your stomach An when I see you I know I'm gunna' love it Cuz' I'm happy Happier than I've ever been Your distracting You and me have come to an end Cuz' you make me sick Sick to my stomach An when I see you It's not what I wanted I'm happy Happier than I've ever been We've been down that road But never again

You broke my heart and I hate it I'm still picking up all the pieces I still don't know what I did to you Or why the hell you leave me I gave you all I had to give and I did for you what I could I guess you looked at out bad times and never focused on good I can't live with a broken heart so how am I gonna heal Damn, why'd we have to drift apart You can't comprehend what I feel I'm broken inside and I'm hoping to find a piece of happiness So I can put myself back together And think of confidence I'm, I'm Sick of the lies Sick of the way that I'm feeling inside Sick of you running around in my mind I want to scream, I want to cry Give me a sign Somebody help Why does it feel like I'm living in hell My mind is a prison I'm stuck in a cell And trying to love you is bad for my health I know I'm always running back You swear that you love me but your just unattached I know that I should let you go But I feel that your the only love that I will ever know I'll be stuck in my head again I'll bet you I'll let you in I know I'm always running back You swear that you love me but you just unattached I'm coping now And now all of my hope is drowned Where do I go You were my accomplice I don't even know this town Taken every ounce to breathe Really thought you were my queen Wake me up from this dream Losing my self esteem But what makes you so perfect Everything that I have I've earned it Took the pride you denied and I burned it Not to many who would lie with a purpose Just another rhyme and a verse less I'm stuck inside a mind that i'm cursed with Trying to figure out every person But Living alone only worsens My soul feels numb but it's all I have I can tell when I vent that you listen I would mend your heart if I had the choice Cause to get you back is my mission I know i'm always running back You swear that you love me but your just unattached I know that I should let you go But I feel like your the only love i'll ever know I'll be stuck in my head again I'll blame you and I let you in I know i'm always running back You swear that you love me but your just unattached I don't wanna feel this way no more I am damaged my heart is torn It effects the way I feel So how will I ever heal I don't wanna feel the way I do My heart is broken because of you I gave you all I had to give So how did we end up like this So how did we end up like this So how did we end up like this

Suicide on my mind am I better off dead Pills on the desk I left a note on the bed 'Cause even I cry, sorry I'm stressed I gotta confess, my life is a mess I don't wanna live and I feel like death Heart beating and it hurts my chest Hard breathing so I take a breath I inhale in try to make amends Stuck in a cycle, might go psycho Look in a mirror, I don't like to I'm too fat and I might need lipo I'm not perfect I'm just like you Screwed up moods 'cause of mental health Born to lose and I hate myself Honestly speaking I'm sick of my life Sick of the way that I feel every night Music is soothing it's all that I got But honestly not when you make it a job That is the price that I pay to exist Drowning in life and I can't really swim Sink to the bottom 'cause nobody's there Pick up the bottle 'cause nobody cares Handful of pills; I know that it kills I'm drifting away and I'm no longer scared Deeper I go and I fill with despair Pain and the scars that can't be repaired Nobody told me that life would be fair Sink to the bottom I'm comfortable there Suicide on my mind am I better off dead Pills on the desk I left a note on the bed 'Cause even I cry, sorry I'm stressed I gotta confess, my life is a mess I still get in these moods Stuck in place but time moves All I know is this anger Where that go I can't choose Could this be the paranoia Keeping me trapped in my past ways I cannot change when it's built deep Leaving my hope in the ashtray Lash away myself from the past Who's in the mirror that I'm looking at? I don't recognize that man, wonder will I rise again Questions that I still have, but I go off on a tangent God looking down like damn man Tell me when you finally will understand that Everything happens for a reason You could've been dead but you still dreaming But at the same time, you were still fiening For a sense of love and pride like you ever seen it They don't know that's gon' be pretty there's gon' be lows One more place that we're afraid of but we wanna reach goals Most of them will do it for the ego But we gotta do it for the people In pain Suicide on my mind am I better off dead Pills on the desk I left a note on the bed 'Cause even I cry, sorry I'm stressed I gotta confess, my life is a mess

I love her, she hates me I think she's kinda crazy I need attention now Come on just give it baby She needs me, denies it She's just as sick as I am We're so toxic, toxic in love You're the one I love but I can't control Hate your guts I told you so Friends say leave but I can't let go And I can't believe you're the one I chose Round and round we go again up on this carousel Same thing, new day, try to find a new way I want a new chick that don't complain I can't escape it I try to face it I wanna work on it but it's complicated Best be aware that I'm dating Satan Don't you dare go test my patience Give me love and quit your hating Don't you care my heart is breaking Toxic lovers, where no one tries Toxic lovers, always fight Toxic lovers, we're not alright Toxic lovers, sacrifice We're toxic, so toxic We're toxic in love We're toxic, so toxic We're toxic in love She told me, be honest Don't let those stupid comments Keep you from what you promised when she was my holy goddess I let this go too far I never thought we would Have gotten past the point of making time the way we should Instead of just telling me what you feeling You gotta be uptight, this really just unappealing As space grows between us and it's only the beginning I don't want it to be ending but I know it's just pretending When we, small talk then the lights off Ripping the shirt or your tights off Only time she feels close now Is after arguments go down Hard to bare it's not meant to be Relationships this century Lack authentic intensity And marriage just doesn't make sense to me Up to it I'll memirror is turned Lay it to rest I'm just coming to terms Staying in love with you isn't the move Sometimes you find they'll be bridges to burn Toxic lovers, where no one tries Toxic lovers, always fight Toxic lovers, we're not alright Toxic lovers, sacrifice We're toxic, so toxic We're toxic in love We're toxic, so toxic We're toxic in love Caitlyn Havican] Toxic lovers, where no one tries Toxic lovers, always fight Toxic lovers, we're not alright Toxic lovers, sacrifice We're toxic, so toxic We're toxic in love We're toxic, so toxic We're toxic in love Toxic lovers, where no one tries Toxic lovers, always fight Toxic lovers, we're not alright Toxic lovers, sacrifice We're toxic, so toxic We're toxic in love We're toxic, so toxic We're toxic in love