January Gloom (Seasons, Pt. 1) - All Time Low

I could write a thousand songs about January I don't wanna be dead I think the permanence scares me And they say that I'm young "This is just the beginning" Tell me why in the hell Do I still feel so empty Dead trees around me And the snow falls down I'll wait for something To bring me out Of this mess that I got myself into I swear I'm okay It's just dark in the winter I could write a thousand songs about January I don't wanna be dead I think the permanence scares me And they say that I'm young "This is just the beginning" Tell me why in the hell Do I still feel so empty It's dark at 3 now I'll blame it on the weather I don't know what to say But I swear I'm getting better Oh I swear I'm getting better Been a while since I've seen the daylight Walking home through the same dark every night Feels like it's lasting forever But I swear I'm getting better

From the get-go, I knew this was hard to hold Like a crash, the whole thing spun out of control Oh, on a wire, we were dancing Two kids, no consequences Pull the trigger without thinking There's only one way down this road It was like a time bomb set into motion We knew that we were destined to explode And if I had to pull you out of the wreckage You know I'm never gonna let you go We're like a time bomb Gonna lose it, let's defuse it Baby, we're like a time bomb But I need it, wouldn't have it any other way Well, there's no way out of this, so let's stay in Every storm that comes also comes to an end Oh, resistance is useless Just two kids stupid and fearless Like a bullet shooting the lovesick There's only one way down this road (come on) It was like a time bomb set into motion We knew that we were destined to explode And if I had to pull you out of the wreckage You know I'm never gonna let you go We're like a time bomb Gonna lose it, let's defuse it Baby, we're like a time bomb But I need it, wouldn't have it any other way Let me see those hands! Got my heart in your hands Like a time bomb ticking It goes off; we start again When it breaks, we fix it I've got your heart in my hands Like a time bomb ticking We should know better But we won't let go It was like a time bomb set into motion We knew that we were destined to explode And if I had to pull you out of the wreckage You know I'm never gonna let you let me go We're like a time bomb Gonna lose it, let's defuse it Baby, we're like a time bomb But I need it, wouldn't have it any other way