I could write a thousand songs about January I don't wanna be dead I think the permanence scares me And they say that I'm young "This is just the beginning" Tell me why in the hell Do I still feel so empty Dead trees around me And the snow falls down I'll wait for something To bring me out Of this mess that I got myself into I swear I'm okay It's just dark in the winter I could write a thousand songs about January I don't wanna be dead I think the permanence scares me And they say that I'm young "This is just the beginning" Tell me why in the hell Do I still feel so empty It's dark at 3 now I'll blame it on the weather I don't know what to say But I swear I'm getting better Oh I swear I'm getting better Been a while since I've seen the daylight Walking home through the same dark every night Feels like it's lasting forever But I swear I'm getting better

Mm-aah-ah Ah-aah-ah Ah-aah-ah And I've been trying And I'll keep going Even when I feel like dying I don't wanna be nothin' (Oooh, oooh-oooh,) 'Cause I don't wanna be nothing Used to the ground Not used to change But I'm changing me now Just letting me fall I let myself fall down And now, I'm full of love I have a chain ball They know what I want They helping me out Whenever I shout Supporting my doubt my mind can't bow And when the time's right I'mma get me a girl And figure shit out That's all that I want, now I sit on the couch Taking a call Want you to be proud of me now Wish you'd know this My words unspoken I can't focus My future wrote this I should know this I should know this My days when through this Forgot to listen 'Cause I forgot to listen I should've listened Now I'm sitting But I don't wanna be nothin' I'm just trying to be something

Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself Just leave me for somebody else Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself Just leave me for somebody else Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself Just leave me for somebody else Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself Just leave me for somebody else Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself She doesn't need nobody else Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself She doesn't need nobody else What's your name, let me out please You know I love you, you're my darling Don't stop, baby don't, please For my enemies, don't unleash And I'll be sitting on the throne now As I'm dying, I'll be thinking about your face now When I can't remember all the days now All the days that we've been trying to forget about how Control yourself, control yourself I can tell that you don't love nobody but yourself Please don't put me on a shelf I can help you, I can help you feel the way you felt I think you're wrong and you think you're right About these letters that you said you were at his house tonight You never get me, but I understand I think it's fine I lost your number, and I don't expect you hitting mine Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself Just leave me for somebody else Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself Just leave me for somebody else Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself She doesn't need nobody else Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself She doesn't need nobody else Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself Just leave me for somebody else Enjoy yourself, enjoy yourself

I just want your love I just want your love I just- I just want your love I just want your- I just want your love Your, want your love I'm ready for it I'm ready for- I just want your love I just want your love I just- I just want your love I just want your- I just want your love Your love I'm ready for it I'm ready for- I just want your love I just want your love I just- I just want your love I just want your- I just want your love Your love I'm ready for it I'm ready for- I just want your love I just want your love I just- I just want your love I just want your- I just want your love Your- Want your love I'm ready for it I'm ready for it Love you Want your love I'm ready for it I'm ready for it Love you Want your love I'm ready for it I'm ready for it Love you Want your love I'm ready for it I'm ready for it

My brain playing mind games Just stop, I wanna escape Sometimes I think it's too late Too many problems, I wanna deflate Same change on a different day Outta touch with my faith Can't recognize my face Still, I face decisions that I know I can't make It's something in my blood 'Cause every time I bleed it's blue And I haven't felt so well But I'm not hiding from the truth Just dive in straight into the deep end I don't have a reason to not find my meaning I know I can't, I just need an aspirin Truth is that I'm drowning I cannot heal myself Broken, hurt, but I'm open My brain playing mind games Happy thoughts, they don't feel the same Hate going down, I try to refrain I get so lost, it's hard to explain I tried a million times I tried to read between the lines Can't wait 'til it's over Good luck staying sober Just dive in straight in to the deep end I don't have a reason to not find my meaning I know I can't, I just need an aspirin Truth is that I'm drowning I cannot heal myself Broken, hurt, but I'm open Broken, hurt, but I'm open