Its Been On My Mind (feat. TR4XX & Sm20ke) - Bfd

Maybe, it's the color of the sun cut flat And coverin' the crossroads I'm standing at Maybe it's the weather or something like that But mama, you just on my mind I don't mean trouble, please don't put me down, don't get upset I am not pleadin' or sayin', "I can't forget you" I do not walk the floor bowed down an' bent, but yet Mama, you just on my mind Even though my mind is hazy an' my thoughts they might be narrow Where you been don't bother me or bring me down in sorrow It don't even matter, where you're wakin' up tomorrow Mama, you just on my mind When you wake up in the mornin', baby, look inside your mirror You know I won't be next to you, you know I won't be near I'd just be curious to know if you can see yourself as clear As someone who has had you on his mind Maybe, it's the color of the sun cut flat And coverin' the crossroads I'm standing at Well maybe it's the weather or something like that And mama, you just on my mind Mama, you just on my mind

Perhaps it is the color of the sun cut flat And covering the crossroads I'm standing at Or maybe it's the weather or something like that But Mama, you been on my mind I don't mean trouble, please don't put me down, don't get upset I am not pleading or saying, "I can't forget you" I do not walk the floor bowed down and bent, but yet Mama, you been on my mind Even though my eyes are hazy And my thoughts they might be narrow Where you been don't bother me Or bring me down in sorrow I don't even mind who you'll be waking with tomorrow But Mama, you've been on my mind I am not asking you to say words like "yes" or "no" Please understand me I have no place I'm calling you to go I'm just whispering to myself so I can pretend that I don't know Mama, you're just on my mind When you wake up in the morning Baby, look inside your mirror You know I won't be next to you You know I won't be near I'd just be curious to know if you can see yourself as clear As someone who has had you on his mind

Got a lot on my mind Got a lot on my mind again Fighting myself all the time Need to chew up and swallow my pride again Cuz if I don't I might as well be just alone Only eyes are my shadows Liquor tasting like water Fuck I've lost it All again Poppin' another one Try to say its the last one But I know that's dishonest I'm ashamed It's my only way of escaping Left and the right one Tryna tell me what's right, wrong But it's only more confusing Cuz I have a lot more demons Than accounted for I have a lot more feeding Off my heart, I'm sore I'm fucking screaming For all of it to stop Got a lot on my mind Got a lot on my mind again Fighting myself all the time Need to chew up and swallow my pride again Call it what you want Call it as you see Call it fucking damaged, if what you see in me Call it what you want Call it as you see Cuz I got a lot on my mind again Now I'm doing donuts in the Benz Whipping round with no hands I ain't really got friends I ain't really got friends like that Yeah I swear I only got 10 And they all blessings amen But they'll never understand Yeah they'll never understand me I got demons they coming to light Evil eye, I'm in their sight I'm breathing, but I'm not alive Soaring I'm riding this high I'm ready I've sharpened the knife To cut off all of my ties From the weight I've shouldered All this time that made me want to hide Got a lot on my mind Got a lot on my mind again Fighting myself all the time Need to chew up and swallow my pride again Call it what you want Call it as you see Call it fucking damaged, if what you see in me Call it what you want Call it as you see Cuz I got a lot on my mind again

I've been losing my mind yeah Getting harder to find now Fogging up my life I've been losing my I've been losing my I've been losing my mind yeah Getting harder to find now Sipping liquor for the time yeah I've been losing my I've been losing my I've been mowing my mind I've been losing my mind Double up my life Picture perfect doesn't seem quite alright now Everybody moving different Switching up they life Double up my vice Superstitious when I'm walking through door Yes of course Wants some more Pour liquor Hit drawer Pop some pills Start to feel The allure This that pure Feel the vibe Ride my high Ain't nothing like tonight Ready to die to live my life Like oh lord Keep me from my temptations just some more I see her looking calling me the allure Hold my head up pick me up from the floor Don't let me fall let me fold anymore Nah nah nah anymore Don't let me fall let me fold anymore Nah nah nah anymore Don't let me fall let me fold anymore I've been losing my mind yeah Getting harder to find now Fogging up my life I've been losing my I've been losing my I've been losing my mind now Getting harder to find now Sipping liquor for the time yeah I've been losing my I've been losing my I've been losing my Keep it bumping never come down for what Pour the bottles more liquor in my cup All these bitches never turn down for none Keep it bumping keep it louder just some Pop off Everybody pop off We staying lit we staying rowdy tell the rest to fuck off Summon the crowd Yeah they liking the sound Feeling the energy wild They want me shout Super ridiculous now Flowing like 100 per round My weaponry foul Keep my spirits just a little bit up right now I pray to god he welcomes me with a smile Keep my head up wear my own crown Never lost hope never stayed down